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blonde on blonde by
lucky021 it has spike as a recovering drug addict with lots of problems.
Buffy Summers moves in to a five bedroom house for her first year at UC Sunnydale. She meets Spike and there's an instant attraction, but his dark past and her own insecurities may keep them apart.
from the authors a/n: elements of rape, slash, sex acts that may be considered kinky, threesomes, drug use not always portrayed as a bad thing, and probably a few more things one may find offensive.
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Child Abuse
What's Good For Me by
PsychoPromQueen7Buffy Summers lived the life of sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll at the tender age of fifteen with her older boyfriend Spike and her best friend Ruby. Buffy gets a rude awakening one night and decides to get what's good for her. She moves to Sunnydale to live with her mother and to turn her life around. Three years pass and her racy past comes back to haunt her in the form of one British ex. Can their relationship ever be the same with out the help of that evil white powder?
To Forgive or Forget by
KimberSpike loves Buffy, Buffy loves Spike. Is their love enough to face what is about to happen. Dark fiction with implied child abuse (sexual), drugs, mind control, with something akin to date rape....
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky