

Date: 08/05/2006 - 04:23 pm Title: Chapter 38
I'm sorry, Buffy is not only actling like a bitch, she is a bitch. She wants to punish Spike under the illusion of trying to get better...to insinuate that he would not have her best interests at heart infuriate me...she'll forever hold the word "whore" over him, the one time he ever said that to her, and use it to be the right party...her treating him and making him feel like s**t she files under her low self esteem, and everyone, including Spike, will also...this Buffy is just too much.

Date: 08/05/2006 - 04:21 pm Title: Chapter 38
Don 't kill you? You're killing me! I'm so enraged at Buffy right now (and you get tyhe fallout cause you're writing it -sorry, it's a collateral damange kinda thing). Really, I love the tale, but at some point Buffy's gotta stop pushing him away and realize all that's he's trying to do to make it all work. She's just so down on herself I'm in tears over it. (Good job author, getting me all worked up like this). Anxiouxly awaiting your next installment (and going quietly insane with the angst)! Thanks for sharing. more please.

Date: 08/05/2006 - 03:17 pm Title: Chapter 38
Does that mean Spike really left? God I hope not. Update soon please!

Date: 08/05/2006 - 02:53 pm Title: Chapter 38
very understandable meeting. i liked it...just hoping the home that spike is going to is buffy's house! :)

Date: 08/05/2006 - 01:42 pm Title: Chapter 38
Could never hate you! We all know that Spike is just sitting in the waiting room or on his way to Joyce and Giles house. I don't see him going anywhere this time. Poor Buffy she's just a little lost right now. Girl needs to see that Angel, Riley and Parker are assholes and she is a good person. Got a question for you if Buffy never had sex with Angel does that mean Spike was her first? I don't think it was said, maybe it was and I need to re-read some parts.

Date: 08/05/2006 - 01:40 pm Title: Chapter 38
I wondered how the first meeting would go. Well it went not so good. I didn't really expect it to be all sugar and roses (not after the previous chapters). But Buffy isn't ready yet. ~ First she didn't believe Spike was there but after he kissed her things went down. I hope Joyce will let him stay, not go back again. And they are really able to talk. Because talk? Buffy didn't do that. She didn't tell Spike, she refused to tell him everything. She isn't ready yet... I hope she will soon or she'll lose him. There are more 'Harmony's around. ~ Till next chapter!

Date: 08/05/2006 - 12:32 pm Title: Chapter 38
Yaaay, I can't wait for the yahoo group.
I won't kill you for this chappy, it's realistic in that you shouldn't change her character so rapidly after something as traumatic as that. At least she was smart enough to acknowledge certain issues - FINALLY, but she still has some to work out. I'm torn between wanting Spike to be there for her as she 'heals emotionally' but on the other hand don't think it's wise to do so. A person can't have the object of their stupid mistakes in front of them, reminding them of their actions while trying to move past and deal with their inner-demons. Maybe he could move to Sunnydale at least to be near her but out of site, heal his relationship with his brother and receive constant reports on Buffy from Joyce - please??? Bravo, well done, looking forward to more. Oh and again, please include me in the group, pretty please???

Date: 08/05/2006 - 12:31 pm Title: Chapter 38
grrr, i was hoping things would have gotten better when they talked, but no such luck. i quit this story for a while because the angst was too much for me and then just now got back to it, after skipping over previous chapters when they weren't together. i couldn't really read that, and now i'm wishing that i didn't start up with it again. it seems there's no happiness at all in this. buffy's still an idiot and i don't care that she tried to kill herself. i'm still hating her in this. spike should have tried harder too, i hope he doesn't just go back home, but he'll probably be better off without the bitch.

Date: 08/05/2006 - 12:30 pm Title: Chapter 38
So.. is Spike going to go England-home or Buffy's house-home? =P.

Date: 08/05/2006 - 12:26 pm Title: Chapter 38
Oh, it'll be a tough road for them...

Date: 08/03/2006 - 08:04 pm Title: Chapter 37
Great chapter! I hope they finally get their shit together and get on with their relationship.

Date: 08/03/2006 - 12:33 pm Title: Chapter 37
Eeeeek,. more, more more. Loved it. Good, to the point and shut ol Rupes up. Now let them make up please??? Keep up the great work.

Date: 08/03/2006 - 03:21 am Title: Chapter 37
Evil cliffhanger! Of course, we'll just go with the story. Horrendous hospital red-tape isn't much fun. I like how Joyce has finally taken up for her daughter, and even though he's being unreasonable, Rupert is actually very caring and protective of her, too. I can't wait until the next chapter, where he actually gets to see his girl.

Date: 08/02/2006 - 11:31 am Title: Chapter 37
Great Chapter...need more :D

Date: 08/01/2006 - 11:00 pm Title: Chapter 37
I really like the story & looking forward to seeing how they work through her fears & insecurities. (& William's too)

Date: 08/01/2006 - 10:16 pm Title: Chapter 37
ok....now you're just toying with us....if i find the next chapter being some quiet reflection and not spuffy i'm going to be mighty mad!! ;) o yeah, and i liked the chapter anyways!

Date: 08/01/2006 - 09:20 pm Title: Chapter 37
Rats !!!! Even though this chapter was great ... I was just hoping for the reunion of the two lovers. OK ... so I have next chapter to look forward to eh? Post SOON, I'm hanging on out here in computer land with A LOT of your fans just waiting ...

Date: 08/01/2006 - 08:30 pm Title: Chapter 37
I'm glad Joyce put her foot down and is letting William talk to Buffy. I'm really looking forward to William and Buffy's upcoming talk. Great chapter.

Date: 08/01/2006 - 08:08 pm Title: Chapter 37
Great chapter. Really want to see how Buffy reacts to Spike's appearance in her room.

Date: 08/01/2006 - 06:54 pm Title: Chapter 37
It is such a sad story, but it looks like things may finally be turning around for Buffy and may be able to have more faith in herself. The conversation between Buffy and Joyce was well done, and as difficult as it was, it was necessary for the beginnngs of the healing process for Buffy. I am also glad that Joyce was able to put Buffy's needs ahead of her own and not passing judgement of Buffy's past behavior. I am anxious to see the next interaction between Buffy and Spike. Great chapter and thanks

Date: 08/01/2006 - 05:29 pm Title: Chapter 37
Awesome chapter! Loved the family interaction! Now I can't wait for Buffy and Spike to talk!

Date: 08/01/2006 - 05:10 pm Title: Chapter 37
loved it! I love how pasionately they all fought!

Date: 08/01/2006 - 04:22 pm Title: Chapter 37
things have been so crazy that i don't think i posted a review for the last chapter. maybe i did but i don't really remember. lol. great job. please post soon. i really liked the way joyce stood up to giles. he always thinks he knows everything. i mean, he means well but sometimes he can be kind of a know it all. lol. can't wait for the next update. please continue.

Date: 08/01/2006 - 03:12 pm Title: Chapter 37
good chapter. can't wait to see what happens when spike and buffy see each other.

Date: 08/01/2006 - 03:10 pm Title: Chapter 37
this is goin to sound like a bash, when it really isn't a bash on your writing, (which is wonderful) or the story as a whole, (also wonderful), but I am gettin so sick of poor wittle buffy being uber protected by everyone, and everyone warning the big bad spike not to hurt her...she pushed him away, she did everything she possibly could do to make him hate her and in the process, made him feel like dirt. If the show were on the other foot, it would never go like this.
Sorry, I see this in so many stories and it just grates on me. Although I know the circumstances with Buffy are different, and I sympathize, but her problems run so much deeper then low self esteem...to let one man's stupid comment shape the rest of your life...I guess I can't relate.
despite this, I am interested to see how everything plays out now. As always.