Grr. Buffy should die, be reborn and die again. Repeated several times. I cannot believe her. They are all SOOO selfish. Anywyas, keep updating! I love this story.

i think i despise xander more than buffy. I mean, at least she has a minimal excuse, being "possessed" and all (not that i forgive her... primal buffy could be understood... buffy-buffy who consciously uses her power over him to defend her reputation instead of asking for help to stop hurting him so cruelly... totally not!). Xander is his normal self... he doesn't care about buffy and spike's problems and behave like she had cheated on him. And when his real girlfriend offers to confort him (obviously forgetting her own and spike's pain in his sake) he rejects her and shatters her heart.
I think souless demon are clearly unnecessary...

I'm feeling sorry for Anya, she's such a good person in this story and she's treated like dirt, Spike being the only one who noticed her (and uncapable to be there for her). What is Xander thinking? He's acting like Buffy cheated on him! Has he forgotten about Anya, or her feelings?

I'm thinking in the next chapter Spike will suffer big time again. Buffy is like Xander, totally egocentric and uncaring of the feelings of others, like Spike. Her friends are more important than her mate!

Looking forth to the next chapter, like always.

Poor Spike...why can't Buffy control herself more? It's really odd...what's happening to them. Can't wait to find out what happens next! I hope they find what's wrong before something really really bad happens and can't be fixed! UPDATE SOON!!

Damnit! Damnit! Damnit!

Hmmm, a little bit of progress here, anyway. More abuse on the horizon, I'm afraid.

Well the other know now. But neither Buffy nor Spike did like Giles first solution.. breaking the bond. Thanks to Anya the other knows almost everything. I really fear Buffy would have tried to hide what she did. ~ Till next time :)

I'm starting to feel sorry for Buffy, but not much! *lol* Keep writting this is great stuff!

so it all comes out, huh??? WELL, GOOD!!! buffy deserves whatever she's getting from now on. coming clean is the best option for both of them right now. i hope xander doesn't do anything stupid. i wouldn't put it past buffy to hurt him if he tries to hurt spike. xander really needs to get over his issues. BUFFY WILL NEVER LOVE HIM LIKE THAT and i think that's more what he's upset about. buffy just passed him up for another vampire. he's so pathetic. anyway, loved it. great job. you have got to cont. post soon

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!

About freakin' time! And Giles is going to love this!

About time that Spike no longer has to suffer in silence.

And thank goodness for Anya speaking up!

lets see how much she'll reaveal..... love the update and waiting for more!

*nods*.. The cat is out of the sack now. Buffy's need to protect her mate was stronger then her need to hide :) So maybe she can get clear (and get help) now. But Xander was lashing out too; against Anya and he even didn't notice it because it was only with words. Oh no.. Buffy is still trying to hide. ~ And she didn't notice that Spike didn't talk with words at all. Good that Spike was clever; his little plan worked :) Giles is asking questions now! A good thing! It's better for Buffy this way. Now she can get help :)