

Date: 01/11/2007 - 05:18 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
Well, that was a much better morning than it could have been. And I love Buffy's inner voice right now. SHE's not in denial.
Author's Response: Yeah, even Buffy is not so stupid that she would ruin the morning by being a bitch towards him. Buffy's inner slut will be back next chapter to talk some sense into her head too. Thanks for the great review darling.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 04:50 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
So excited to see a new chapter. This is a great story. Can't wait to see what happens at the party - soon please.
Author's Response: THanks so much, glad you enjoyed and I do hope you like next chappy as well sweety. Hugs.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 04:22 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
I LOVED this chappie! You know I'm a sucker for a guy who can play the piano, and to have it be Spike on top of that..... KILL ME NOW! I can't wait for the halloween party, I' just know you have something wicked up your sleeve *winks*. Kuddos sweetie on another AMAZIN' chapter!
Author's Response: Oh yes, who doesn't like a man that can tickle the ivory's. Yes, I do have my wicked, wicked plans for the party, lmao - that I know you'll enjoy. THanks for the review sweety, talk to you this weekend.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 04:21 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
Hey, great chapter again. Liked their playfulness. And i am keeping my eyes open for your new fics. *hugs*
Author's Response: THank you so much hon, I do hope to get the new fic out soon, we'll see. If the muse cooperates it shouldn't be longer than 2 weeks - I hope.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 03:55 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
lol. loved it lots and lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! such a sweet chapter!!! i mean, william is more than a man in this story. he's a GOD and buffy needs to listen to her inner slut/bitch (loved that by the way) and be his GODDESS!!!!!!!!!! lol. okay, now that i've gotten that out of the way...great job hon!!! as always, your muse delivered. give him a big kiss for me. i doubt these two will be able to stay away from one another at lorne's big bash!! we'll see though
oh!!! glad you've decided to post the third story. i've got more threats up my sleeves if you back out!!!! lol. more soon.
take care hon!!
Author's Response: Oh yes, he's a GOD, but of course he has some flaws too. The inner slut will be making another appearance to tell Buffy what she needs to hear, will she listen??? Maybe this time she will, that's all I can say. My muse is breathless from your kisses hon. Oh yes, once LFL is ready to post, I'm dedicating it to you. Your threats were most inspiring, lol. Thanks for the review hon, big smoochies to you.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 03:41 pm Title: Damned If I Do
*gasps!* Phew, that was frekin' hot! This chapter was absolutely amazin' girl and could not have come *no pun intended ;)* out any better. Thanks for lettin' me enjoy the ride * I am so bad, LOL!* kuddos to ya sweets!
Author's Response: Tee hee, you're such a horn-dog my dear friend. Thanks for your help and the review sweets, toodles.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 03:27 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
Hee, I loved the return of inner slut!Buffy. I had truly missed how she states the obvious, even if Buffy doesn't want to admit to any of it. *giggles* I loved the familiarity and the wonderful way Buffy and Spike interact with each other, they fit so well together. This was such a lovely chapter, beautifully written and I can't wait for more. :D
Author's Response: Oh yes, and of course she'll be making another appearnace very shortly. Thanks for all your help hon, I couldn't do it without you, hugs.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 03:23 pm Title: Between You and Me
Very Hot!
Author's Response: Giggles, thank you.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 03:15 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
briiliant update, can't wait for more! looking forward to your new fics too! (",)
Author's Response: Thanks so much darling, I hope you enjoy next chapter as well, and the new fics once they're ready, hugs.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 03:03 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
What a great chapter. I loved the ending. With Buffy telling him she would see him again when he was ready to tell her everything. Putting the ball back in his court so to speak. Looking forward to the party.
Author's Response: THanks, I think even Buffy knows that she had to throw him a crumb. That and even she'd not ready to let him go, but she can't keep going on like this... seeing him while being in the dark as to his dealings. So yeah, she put the ball back in his court which is the right thing to do and of course now she'll have some time to think by herself - ok, except for the party. Thanks for the great review sweety, smooches.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 02:50 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
so glad to see an update. happy holidays and glad that you got to spend time with your husband. hope spike tells buffy about himself soon but then again if he does the story will end not sure if i want that to happen. lol
Author's Response: THank you hon, it was definetely nice to have the hubby home for awhile. Well, all I can say as of now is that Buffy is going to find some things out at the party, but its her reaction that will count the most. Thanks for the great review hon, big hugs.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 02:44 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
I loved the update. I can't wait for more.
Author's Response: Thanks sweety, I hope you enjoy next chapter once it's ready.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 02:35 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
Party, yeah can't wait.
I hope he tells her soon, don't want them apart to long.
More please.
Author's Response: Oh yes, you know they'll have some interaction at the party - it's inevitable given their chemistry. Glad you liked it hon and thanks for the awesome review.

Date: 01/11/2007 - 02:33 pm Title: Whenever You're Ready
Wow! Buffy was one lucky girl to wake to a beautiful sight like that in the morning, I liked how you described a sleeping William... yum! I also loved how playful William and Buffy were, and the the piano playing was as also swoonworthy. Fantastic chapter!
Congrats on the new nominations at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards!!! :D
Author's Response: Oh yes, could you imagine waking up with that image lying on your chest, sighs. Of course my friend 'K' is responsable for that image and I give her full credit too. GLad you enjoyed it hon, especially the piano part (I found it too yummy not to include), thanks for the lovely review.

Date: 01/08/2007 - 02:19 pm Title: Damned If I Do
Great to see a new chapter and it was as good as always.
Author's Response: THank you so much sweety, I'm very happy you enjoyed, hugs.

Date: 01/08/2007 - 01:17 pm Title: Damned If I Do
I am still loving it and thanks for the heads up on the update.
Author's Response: You got it sweety, always glad to let you know and very happy to see you review and enjoying it. Thanks for the great review, hugs.

Date: 01/08/2007 - 11:14 am Title: Damned If I Do
Buffy's fleeting thoughts of "Is this love?" were a hopeful sign, even though she was anticipating a lot of post lovemaking regrets. Their coming together was desperate and erotic. William/Spike is going to exhaust her into another sleepover!
Author's Response: LOL, oh yeah - William knows how to leave her breathless and most happily exhausted. Buffy is starting to see things, like the possibility that its love, BUT, because she hasn't decided for herself how she feels it's a tough pill to swallow. Let's face it, would anyone willingly enter into a emotionally involved relationship with a man who they think/know (remember, she doesn't know he will no longer sleep with other women, just that he still works for Lorne) is still a prostitute? Highly unlikely. In her mind, he isn't suppose to fall for her, She's suppose to be a paycheck, but when he starts acting all in love it throws her for a loop.
I'm so glad to see you back here sweety and thank you so very much for the wonderful review. I hope you like the next chapter as well, big hugs.

Date: 01/08/2007 - 02:14 am Title: Damned If I Do
Nope, not lost...still with you and your stubborn William and Buffy. At least they had some hot sex this time!
Author's Response: Tee hee, yes the sex is always hot - one of the things that always goes right for them. Yup, stubborn is the main word, but of course in their individual POV's, they don't see anything as stubborn. Buffy only has a limited amount of facts in order to weigh William's actions against. Not only that, but she's never allowed herself to fall in love. When something is 'wrong' with whatever random guy she's dating OR when a guy appears to 'get to close' to her, it sends up a warning flag and she pushes them away. Spike, however, is in a position where he's not suppose to become emotionally involved. In her mind, she's paying him for his service and so it's the last thing she expects. If she were actually dating William and he wasn't involved in the business, then she would have already pushed him away right now. Can you understand why she's still around him and the reason for her confusion? I don't always make things clear when I try to explain, but if you really put yourself in her shoes, well, it makes perfect sense.
William on the other hand is simply all about doing the 'right and noble thing'. He was raised as an english gentleman, very educated and of course the values he grew up with are some pretty rigid standards that he clings to. Buffy comes into his life at a point where after he was already burned once, his attitude towards woman and getting involved is a pretty shitty opinion indeed. Becoming an escort only compounded the problem in his personal view of things. Buffy is the only person who has ever shown him an ounce of kindess that wasn't prompted by money or sex. She is 'it' for him as he continues to see that over and over again. Because he is a prostitute, he doesn't see himself as worthy of her love, BUT, once he's no longer working for Lorne and has an honest living and a means to support her, then he knows he'll feel better about himself and worthy then of pursuing her.
Thanks so much for the revew sweety and I'm very happy you're still here, hugs.

Date: 01/08/2007 - 01:03 am Title: Damned If I Do
Buffy might be "Damned" if she do, but what a way to go! Spike/William is so close to admitting his true feelings, he's slipping up every now and then, but fortunately (at least for the longevity of the tale) she's always too preoccupied to realize exactly what he's saying.
Wonderfully erotic update and that line about him having his resturant in a week's time? That's fantastic.
So does Buffy get that he's not working the bed side of this job anymore with his statement that he hasn't been with anyone else since he met her?
What is Lorne gonna say when he sees Buffy? Will he confess all that he knows, or will he hold back to give William/Spike time to tell Buffy everything himself.
So looking forward to more and don't worry, you'd have to beat me off with a large stick to keep me from reading this tale!
Author's Response: *Giggles*, indeed it is the best way to go. Yes, William is very close to admitting his feelings but he still doesn't want to say those three magic words for fear of sending Buffy running for the hills. He is, however, so passionate in his love for her that when 'caught-up' in the moment, he doesn't realize what he says. That's the Spike side of his personality, speak now, think later.
No, Buffy still has no clue that Spike's not working as an escort. She only knows he's still working for Lorne. Spike doesn't see how incredably stupid it is to NOT tell her this. All his mind can think of is doing what he considers the honorable thing... wash his hands completely of the prostitution business and then admit everything. He believes that there's no way she would want to be involved with a man who has any connections to such a lowely business as that.
What will Lorne say when he sees Buffy? Well, he isn't going to play informant and give her the inside scoop. Lorne is the type of guy, and especially considering his ability, that believes in not interfering in the natural progression of things. He knows that in order for the couple to be and have a successful relationship, they have to want it and do what it takes of their own volition to get there. He has already played a role on the side in getting them together and helping when things go wrong, or planting seeds of thought, but anything more would be 'medling' in his mind. He sees they both have major 'issues' and when people do, they need to work through them on their own.
I'm so glad you liked the chapter sweety and so thrilled you're still here with me. I loved your review and the fact you're asking all the right questions. Thanks so much for the awesome review, hon, smooches.

Date: 01/07/2007 - 08:37 pm Title: Damned If I Do
Nope, definitely haven't lost me. This storey is far too much fun to forget about or ignore. :) Thanx for updating!!!*
Author's Response: Good, I'm very glad to hear it sweety and i'm glad you liked the chapter. Thanks for the lovely review and hope to see you next chapter as well, smooches.

Date: 01/07/2007 - 09:01 am Title: Damned If I Do
Lost me!" Are you kidding me?This is the hottest story on the innet right now.That isnt a noval or Book.God girl you can write the erotic.Why you are not publishing is beyond me.Cant wait for the rest of the story,HOT HOT HOT.
Author's Response: Lol, I'm very, very glad I haven't lost you sweety. I don't know about 'the hottest story' on the internet now, but I do try and deliver the erotica to the best of my ability. Maybe one day I can write something good enough to e-publish, we'll see, but I need a whole lot more practice before even considering it. I'm excstatic that you're still here and loving the story and I am, of course, blushing like crazy over your wonderful review. Thanks so much hon, hope to see you next chapter as well, smoochies.

Date: 01/07/2007 - 07:36 am Title: Damned If I Do
Yes, this was definitely hot. When this one was supposed to be longer than I can hope for a soon update, huh? *gg*
I love them both, but I think you know this already, don´t you? I think it funny to see that he says things he don´t want to say. But his feelings have another go. And she ... she hears them and is always in "bad" positions that she only can notice and act later. But I´m looking forward reading the next chapter and what she is doing after their work out session.
Then I hope you had a wonderful Christmas time and good start in the year 2007 and, of course, a wonderful time with your husband.
Give you hugs and kisses.
Caro
Author's Response: Yup, you got it. The update won't be long, I promise. I just want to be sure that everyone who chose to still follow along is caught up because of my long absence.
William is so head over heels that he doesn't realize sometimes just what it is he says - he's too caught up in the moment and his feelings to notice. Buffy can't ever corner him when it happens too, because she gets caught up in the moment as wel - which is probably lending itself to her confusion and ucertainty.
I hope you had a wonderful christmas and new years as well sweety. And thanks, I did indeed enjoy my time with the hubby. Of course thanks for the wonderful review as always and I hope you enjoy the next chapter as well. Smoochies to you.

Date: 01/07/2007 - 05:54 am Title: Damned If I Do
i really, truly love this story, and have followed it all the way from the beginning. i like the way the story as well as the character's feelings have developed, and i think you are a very talented author. i have read your other stories as well, and though this is the best i enjoyed the others as well. you have done a good job with the characters, it's easy to recognise them from the show and they keep staying in character all the way through the story. keep up the good work, i am really loving this story! -ann
Author's Response: Wow, thank you so much, your review really blew me away. It's really good to hear that something I've tried to do on purpose, keeping these characters as close to the show's, is paying off. I'm also pleased you like the development of everything that is taking place. Thank you very much from the bottom of my heart for such a lovely review. I do hope you like the next chapter as well sweety. Big hugs.

Date: 01/07/2007 - 03:05 am Title: Damned If I Do
I read this last night, but it was soooooo good, I had to read it again! Great update! I've missed this story, and I can't wait until you post what would have been the other half of this chapter. I love how he loves her...those growly words, pouring over her as he pounds into her. Very, very HOT! Love that you are back to work writing busily, and I hope you and yours had a very merry merry and a happy happy! ;)
Author's Response: Squeeee, music to my ears darlin'. I'm so thrilled you enjoyed the chapter. Oh indeed, I too enjoy possessive growly 'give it to me good and hard baby' - Spike. This chapter was most definetely fun to write. I do hope you enjoy the next (second half). It won't be long before I post again. The muse is most definetely in full swing again and I'm writing like a woman possessed - working on 5 fics as a grand total. Thank you so very much for the wonderful review sweety, smoochies.

Date: 01/07/2007 - 12:00 am Title: Damned If I Do
great update can hardly wait for more
Author's Response: THank you so much sweety, it won't be too long before I update again.