I love this SO much! If you were to never end this story i'd be okay with that lol. Anyways Keep up the beautiful work! I love it! I love it! I love it!

Author's Response: lol. I'm sure by this point there are some readers wondering if I ever will finish it. I'm at 177,000 words, and we've only just begun Part III. I'm glad the length is considered a positive and not a negative though. Thanks so much for your kind review. :-D

_Teary_ Soo sweet ! This chapt was soo worth waiting for ;) Im soo glad your up for awards! xxx With love Charlie x

Author's Response: Thank you so much! That's very nice of you to say. :-D

Spike's so vulnerable and it seems Buffy and Angel have the instinct to go right for his soft underbelly. It makes me ache for him, but I hurt for Buffy, too. Dawn is a strong, bright force in this depressed little group. Her friendship helps ease the hurt a little.

This entire scene was fantastic, but this confrontation sang: "Rage washed over him at that, and it was followed by the demon.

“It’s you’re fault I’m like this; you drove me to it! You dishonest bitch. I was an idiot back then—a—a limp, sentimental fool—but you made me think you gave a damn. You made me fall in love with you. And then you just took off, left me for dead, left me for Dru. What was I supposed to do when she turned me? If you don’t like what I’ve become, you’ve only got to look into a mirror to find who to blame for it!”

Then, she did hit him. She backhanded him with enough force to knock him flat. “Don’t you dare put this on me! Don’t you dare! Whatever happened to William wasn’t his fault—it couldn’t have been—but he died. Drusilla killed him, and you took his leavings; you took his body and his memories. And you were a vampire—a disgusting, evil thing—a long time before I met him!”

Slowly, painfully, he climbed to his feet. There was blood on his face, and he tried to wipe his bleeding mouth with the back of his arm; but the leather of his coat merely spread it around. He opened his mouth to argue you with her, to curse her—to hurt her. However, what escaped from his lips was anything but what he had planned.

“I love you.” The rage and hurt and in voice dialogue made this entire scene sparkle. The detail of the blood being spread by the coat lent a vivid, grisly detail to Spike's assertion of love, casting Spike in stark contrast to William. Lovely.

Thank you for another emotional and entertaining chapter of this wonderful story.

Author's Response: Thank you so much! I know a lot of readers are having a hard time getting through the confrontation between Spike and Buffy. Heck, even I would have preferred if it went differently. But I just cannot see things turning out in a positive manner when there is so much confusion between them. Anyway, the characters are pretty much writing the story for me at this point. It's great to hear they are doing a good job, lol. :-D

Dear Buffy,

Get over it. Just as you are the woman Buffy and the Slayer, so too is Spike William and a vampire. A being is a being, composed of many different facets that you can't separate.

In 1880, you got your chance (for the most part) to be a regular girl. Apocalypses were not on your agenda. William fell in love with you as you were, as a normal girl. Now you're the Slayer, a being designed to kill him, yet this does not deter his love. Why can't you offer Spike this same unconditional love?

Tell everyone else to blow off and only listen to Dawn. You'll be a lot happier. I promise.

With your happiness in mind,

The Spuffy Community that is addicted to this story and worships Unbridled Brunette on a daily basis.



Author's Response: Ooh. Worship? I'm worshiped now? Do you have any idea what that does to the Muse? It's doing the happy dance all over my laptop. Thank you!!! :-D

I hate that she's being so stubbornly, willfully ignorant!!! And mean on top of it!!

I'd be up for Spike and Dawn running off and taking care of each other from then on. We know what Buffy's parenting skills are like, and Dawn's the only one who truly saw Spike and loved him like he should be.

*stupid do-gooder hero idiots*

Author's Response: I don't think she's being mean intentionally. She's just confused, and it's terribly hard for her to accept that her gentle Victorian lover is the same person who has tried so many times to kill her. Remember, this story began before the events of Intervention, so Spike never had a chance to prove himself to Buffy. Not yet, anyway. Thanks so much for the review. :-)

please finish really soon it seems to be ending they both know about each other and are now in the same time so get them together but don't try doing it to quickly and the story ends suckingly, also, just intuition, that Angel isn't going to be happy about Buffy and Spike can you write that realistically and not make Angel the ultimate psychotic sadistic bastard like a lot of others do about him, make it in his character. I also think it would be cool if Buffy was pregnant and it would make sense, in 1880 they did have sex, unprotected.

Author's Response: Thank you for the review.

another great chapter. I'm just glad that Spike didn't hear the "It was terrible" line.. he has enough to deal with! lol


Author's Response: I'm glad you liked the chapter. Thanks for taking the time to tell me so. :-)

I'm a few days late in seeing you posted more but it was wonderful

Please more!

Author's Response: I'm working on it, but laptop issues are slowing me down just a tad. Thanks for the review. :-)

Every little step just makes this better and better. The idea that Buffy has decided that Spike is not William, the same way she has decided that Angel is not Angelus. Hopefully she'll learn. And Spike struggling to get to her to only find Angel being a right ass and staking his claim. Not to mention Spikes rant about Willow messing up his life, how very true that is. I can only imagine what happens next. And I can't wait for it.

Author's Response: Thank you so much! I hope I continue to entertain you in the future. :-)

A quiver of a smile... ? That does fit to Angelus. I would LOVE to see him appear DO update quick!

Author's Response: Update is coming very soon. I promise. :-)

Angel really is a wrench in the works alright but maybe if Buffy sees Spike she will stand up for him and send Angel home. I don't get the impression she wants him there shes just like whatever. Spike is falling apart and in a weakened state but still has to go to make sure she is ok because he considers her his even with all that has happened to him and to her. I desperately want Buffy to notice him or his injuries and have some reaction to him even if he is not the William she just lost. Come on Buffy choose comforting Spike over this things with Angel for once just see him and not a monster.

Author's Response: You're right in that Buffy probably wouldn't have called Angel herself. But now that he's there (and behaving in a far more positive and understanding way than the Scoobies) I don't think she's sorry he came. He is, after all, a convenient shoulder to cry on. Thanks so much for your review! :-)

I couldn't love this story anymore if I even tried. It is just brilliantlydone.
Spike get your girl!

Author's Response: That's great to know. Thank you! :-)