

Date: 03/31/2008 - 05:25 am Title: Chapter Two
Oh I wonder what he is going to do with her,

Date: 03/31/2008 - 05:14 am Title: Chapter One
OH thisis interesting, I wonder why he is looking for Angelus.

Date: 03/31/2008 - 04:08 am Title: Chapter Four
Wow that was - intense. Whole new experience for me because I really didn't like cruel Spike and I have never felt that before. Loved the chapter (in a grim way) and I wonder how much Angel's going to love Buffy now?

Date: 03/30/2008 - 11:12 pm Title: Chapter Four
it was a very good chapter. you've got another loyal reader :). I'm not going to miss these updates

Date: 03/30/2008 - 10:45 pm Title: Chapter Four
Wow. I'm just amazed... Beautiful chapter Addie.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 10:32 pm Title: Chapter Four
Wow, the torture is vivid and heart-wrenching. The emotions given by both are raw and intense. Spike's wavering between wanting to be the tough-revenge guy and the good man he used to be is well done as is Buffy's naive beliefs that Angelus loves her. Looking forward to more.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 10:20 pm Title: Chapter Four
Wow - fantastic chapter! I love the insight into how Spike is being changed by his search for Angelus. “He remembered he’d been a good man at some point in a distant past.” - That line made me think of Buffy and the effect of years of slaying had on her.
Looking forward to more…

Date: 03/30/2008 - 10:05 pm Title: Chapter Four
He tried. Evil vampire seems to be bringing out some of the humanity in him. Wonder what he thinks of that. Of course he may just be waiting to follow her back to the lair. Dark for sure, but I'm enjoying it. Thanks for sharing.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 09:40 pm Title: Chapter Four
That was intense but very very good. Loved the characterization of both Buffy and Spike, and am eagerly awaiting more!

Date: 03/30/2008 - 09:15 pm Title: Chapter Four
Just read this and i found this story great! Please continue cause i'm dying to know how Buffy and Spike will finally be together!

Date: 03/30/2008 - 09:05 pm Title: Chapter Four
ah, the victim turning into a monster thing. Though poor Spike, with his dead wife to avenge. And he had to realize that Buffy actually felt love. Poor Buffy. I can imagine Spike following her...or at least thinking about that after she left.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 08:36 pm Title: Chapter Four
Very heart wrenching. Buffy does still seem like a teenager, talking about how Angelus loves her. I wonder what he's gonna do when he finds out that what has been done to her. Will he be angry at her for running off? Or just will he actually be worried? Awesome chapter, can't wait for the update.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 08:36 pm Title: Chapter Four
I understand the hardness of this chapter but I can say you did it beautifully. Kudos to you for making a difficult thing something to read and, well not enjoy, but work it into the story. Thank you.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 08:33 pm Title: Chapter Four
I just read all four chapters of this story. I love Buffy as a vampire and Spike as a human searching for Angelus. Keep writing - I can't wait to see where you take this and how (if they do) Spike and Buffy get togther.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 04:34 pm Title: Chapter Four
Such a powerful chapter. I can't wait to see what happens when Buffy's eyes are opened to Angelus's kind of love. He's never going to care for anyone but himself.
And I'm hoping that Buffy is going to have to realize that the only one who could help her, is the man who tortured her in the first place,

Date: 03/30/2008 - 04:33 pm Title: Chapter Four
I can see this going very badly from here. I'm imagining all the possiblites of her return to Angelus. Can't wait to find out what happens to see if my suspicions are confirmed or not. Great update

Date: 03/30/2008 - 04:28 pm Title: Chapter Four
loved it please let there be more it was great

Date: 03/30/2008 - 04:01 pm Title: Chapter Four
Oh, wow. How wonderfully dark and disturbing. I can see how it would be a hard chapter to write, Spike having to go through the pain of inflicting torture when it's such an antithesis to who he is at the core, and Buffy enduring that immense pain for what she thinks is love. Have to say, don't think Angelus will be taking very good care of her, and it breaks my heart. Can't wait to see how the story progresses further, this is shaping up to be an incredible read.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 03:27 pm Title: Chapter Four
Poor Buffy. Doesn't know Angelus won't care and will probably call her weak and unfit for him. I really hate Spike right now though. That was just cruel. She didn't do anything to Dru. She didn't deserve torture, even being a demon and vampire. Hopefully Buffy won't suffer too much longer.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 03:23 pm Title: Chapter Four
Magnificent hun - I can well understand why that was difficult for you to write, it was difficult to read! I can't tell you how much I admire you for managing to write it. I could feel Spikes disgust for himself and almost feel Buffy's burns and desperation to just be put out of her misery.
Can't wait for more!
Sarah
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Date: 03/30/2008 - 03:18 pm Title: Chapter Four
Why do I think Angel will have a very different reaction to her return then relief? Loved it and can't wait for more.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 03:09 pm Title: Chapter Four
I symphatize , that had to be just as upsetting to write as to read. I wish she weren't so loyal to Angelus though, I hate Angel. Your so good at writing that I found myself cringing as I was reading and I actually feel a little queasey now . Looking forward to more .

Date: 03/30/2008 - 02:54 pm Title: Chapter Four
totally awesome chapter (that's in keeping with buffy's valley girl roots). but i'm thinking angelus isn't a natural born caregiver.

Date: 03/30/2008 - 02:43 pm Title: Chapter Four
Your story is incredible. The darkness of rightenous vengeance against the pain of a choiceless loving girl. I've always found your stories beautifull, but this is one of the best.
Thank you so mutch !!!

Date: 03/30/2008 - 01:35 pm Title: Chapter Four
It was really intense >_< but in a really good way! i liked the chapter very very much!! I cant wait to see what happens!