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Reviewer: ariadne Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 06:56 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Two

i'm glad buffy and joyce got to talk. i hope things can go well for them from now on

Reviewer: secretguest Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 05:08 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

I can't believe he said that!!! Poor Buffy. What's she gonna do now?
Update soon please!

Reviewer: Wolfspider Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 04:55 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

well that was an emotional hit to the solar plexes. Damn girl you write how it is. Good for Buffy not just melting into him and forgiving. He was hurtful and deserved her anger. I just hope that he can get his shit back together and Buffy can forgive him and try to work throught this whole thing. Well written chapter, very real.

Reviewer: kim Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 04:16 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

Send flowers or something while you're at work, Spike. You can make her feel special again without being in the same room with her.

Reviewer: cordykitten Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 03:55 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

Oh my I just read it in a rush! I couldn't sop. This was so very emotional. I hope Spike's outburst opened a way for him to get over this, his attitude, insecurity. I hope Buffy is ready later to hear him out, see his side too. And Spike has to spill the beans and talk to Buffy what he feels. Till the next chapter :)

Reviewer: Im_bloody_English Signed Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 01:33 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

Awesome chapter. So glad Spike's rant stopped when she told him what happened. I feel bad for Spike but on the other hand he deserves a good verbal whoopin. Can't wait for the next chapter.

Reviewer: Chakal Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 12:31 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

Loved how everything just flowed despite it being not the happiest of chapters. Can't wait for the next chapter to see how Spike'll redeem himself. Great job!

Reviewer: Dannie Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 12:21 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

Since he is a self-admitted drunk who truns to drinking when he is upset, his first big step in fixing this, could be AA meetings. The fact that when Buffy needs him the most, he is giving her grief, does not bode well for the future. He is not a man that can't be there for her if, unfortunately, other men are also around. He might need counseling, too. My sister's boyfriend was like this and when my dad was dying, he was focused on if other men were looking at her. He added grief instead of being a comfort. She dumped his ass. (And he wasn't also a drunk like Spike). Regardless of why Spike is this way, he needs to change immensely before Buffy should trust him again. I was going to stop reading your story when it took this turn especially because of the similarity of what my sister went through - while we were in the hospital waiting to hear if my dad made it through surgery, her boyfried was sitting there whispering in her ear that some married doctor was giving her the eye. My sister spent most of the time with silent tears running down her face- I've decided to keep going and see what steps Spike is going to take to try to prove he is trustworthy and how he is going to change. I've enjoyed your other stories immensely and have decided to trust you and give this a chance even with it hitting too close to home.

Reviewer: Pam S Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 12:06 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

Enjoyed the update.

Reviewer: txjmfan Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 11:55 am Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

As painful as it is to read, something had to happen to bring it to a head so he can explain to her why he gets that way...and so she can make it completely & utterly clear to him how much she loves him and leave no room for any insecurity about her feelings for him. LOL! (Soorry for the run-on there, but the thoughts were flowing.)

LOL! I think I've thought way too involved in this story, but that's what great writing does: draw you in & make youi feel like your right in the middle of it all. Great chapter.

Reviewer: Laura Liz Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 11:35 am Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

i think we need to know just why spike is so untrusting of buffy... what happened in his past. liked to update, and hope there more soon with them at the appartment

Reviewer: teasha Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 11:31 am Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

okay I really hope that Buffy does give Spike this cahnce to think without him there. Maybe Spike needs to talk to Buffy about Dru more and what happened.......He really needs to have more confidence in his relationship with Buffy. Here's waiting for the next chapter.

Reviewer: mikim Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 10:58 am Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

And when I thought the story was going to end soon you threw another great twist in it! Uh uh, don't make Buffy leave, please! (I'm begging here!) Please!!!
Eagerly waiting for your next update
mikim

Reviewer: Mali Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/04/2006 - 10:31 am Title: Chapter Thirty-Nine

I love how you wrote this chapter, all the diaogue, the denials, the accusations, and the pure feelings,

Reviewer: Amanda Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/03/2006 - 01:37 am Title: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Oh, poor insecure Spike, I think someone needs to stroke his ego . . . and maybe something else too. Lol.

Reviewer: Lilly Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/01/2006 - 01:35 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Seven

Alright, dumb boy is back (and I don't mean Ben :-p). I'm not going to yell, because my motto is, the harder the quarrel, the more wonderful reconsiliation. And after all, he is just a man, and men can be pretty stupid sometimes. Apart from that, I liked seeing that Buffy wasn't selfish and doesn't want to be "Buffy Ono" (lol). I just had to think of New York, and now I'm wondering if her friends will visit her some day. I'm excited to read more and thank you for the update.

Reviewer: Crystal Pegasus Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 07/01/2006 - 01:06 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Poor Spike. His insecurities are so intense. Can't wait for him to realize they are unfounded. Glad Joyce is home so hopefully Buffy can get to back to Spike before he drops so low she can't pull him back. Great update (hate Ben though so glad Buff put him down). Looking forward to more. Thanks.

Reviewer: Im_bloody_English Signed Liked [Report This]
Date: 06/30/2006 - 09:04 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Ahhhh, NO. Please don't let SPike be stupid, she loves him too much. Stupid Ben anyway. Just please don't let SPike get together with some ohter female, I'll puke. This is very well developed and I really enjoy the pace. Keep up the great work hon.

Reviewer: Samantha_78 Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 06/30/2006 - 07:15 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Also wanted to add that yeah I hope Spike doesn't break up with Buffy because he feels she is better off without him.

Also, Buffy was talking about how connected they are on a sexual level, are they ever going to have anal sex? I'm a perve ;)

Reviewer: McChick Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 06/30/2006 - 07:03 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Seven

Hahha ok I wont kill you... but you do know that since you left the chapter hanging like that you have to update quickly or else we will all die of antisipation!! I loved this chapter!!! I cannot wait for the next one!!! YAY! Loved it!

-Ashley-

Reviewer: secretguest Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 06/30/2006 - 04:08 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Oh no, I hope Spike doesn't do something stupid like break up with her for her own good cuz that would be a REALLY DUMB thing to do!
I can't wait for her to go home to him! Hopefully her homecoming will be good!
Great chapter! Update soon please!

Reviewer: DaniD Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 06/30/2006 - 02:15 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Poor delusional guy..For someone so HOT..he sure has a terrible sense of self worth. I can only hope that Buffy and Spike can clear this up with a very deep heart to heart..Am I correct in thinking that Spike is going to try to chase her off with noble thoughts in his head about he is not good enough for her? *arrrggg*

Great update!

Reviewer: Brunettepet Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 06/30/2006 - 02:06 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Away from the computer for a couple of weeks, and you've really been on a roll with this story. It's nice to be in both Buffy and Spike's heads while they're missing one another. All of Spike's insecurity and self loathing are hard to read, but the devotion and love coming from Buffy's side of the story tempers the angst. I really liked the way Buffy politely and firmly shut Ben down. Her conversation with Dawn, too, was heartfelt and lovely to read.

What's Buffy going to think when she discovers Spike drove all the way to Sunnydale, only to turn around and go home and get wasted? I'm looking forward to finding out.

Reviewer: Debbie Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 06/30/2006 - 01:39 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Ok, Spike is a little too jealous for his own good. He knows Buffy loves him and he loves her, so get over it already !! Running away was very childish, not to mention self centered. He started out having good intentions, but ended up in the bottom of a bottle. I do love my Spike, but right now I want to slap him in the head. I can only hope this doesn't come back to bite him in the ass. Great chapter and thanks

Reviewer: cordykitten Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 06/30/2006 - 12:00 pm Title: Chapter Thirty-Eight

Was this the same scene Spike saw, from Buffy's POV now? It seems so. Too bad he, Spike, didn't hear what Buffy said.. but spilled milk, too late now. ~ Awe, stupid (because insecure) Spike.. thinking Buffy would be better without him. He never told Buffy that he is so insecure inside; Buffy would have reassured him. Well I don't know what you intend (already have) written but I hope it won't be too long too bad. Anyway I'm looking forward to the next chapter (when Buffy is coming home). ~ Till next chapter then! (Loved this one)

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