ya know, I read this story for the first time when you originally wrote it. I read it over again after a while. Everytime I read it I get so caught up in the emotions of Buffy and Spike. I always either cry my heart out, literally, for a few minutes or struggle to keep my tears at bay. This is one of the most beautiful stories...not just fanfic, that I have ever read in my life and I probably won't find anything else that made me care so much so fast for the rest of my life. I just wanted you to know that.