I liked this chapter...Spike was finally able to get everything out in the open and now that he has, maybe Buffy can understand some of the things he has done. Brat, I didn't mean to offend you about your story. I do actually quite like it...its just, I guess I can understand what and why Spike is doing the things he's doing. I find that I actually go into a story understanding Spike more then Buffy and when he hasn't done something blatenly (I probably mis-spelled that one) wrong and gets crap for it, I get irratated by it, but like I've read in many other stories, when the tables are turned, Buffy still gets sympathy from the other characters and from readers. Now that that's out of the way, I really have enjoyed your story so far and hope you update soon...can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: Thank you :) I hadn't realized that I wrote a novel back to you when I wrote that response. I know how you feel about feeling for Spike. I do too! And since I created this Buffy, I feel for her too. Thank you though for sticking with it no matter how annoyed you got with Buffy. You know I'll make it better :)

Oh fu**! How intense and sad..... I hope these two get together, really soon. spuf