Ouch. Make it a big crush Buffy has on Spike. But he fell for Drusilla *sigh* It doesn't look like as she would have a chance now. ~ I'm so sorry for Buffy now. She saw her father betray her mother. That's nothing a child should witness, never. Spike found her *sigh* how bittersweet. How sad.. I think seeing Spike with Dru did hurt her even more, more then she would have imagined. I can feel her pain *sniff*. ~ Back in the present: Spike thinks (knows) that he did something wrong to Buffy... But Buffy has changed too since then. But Spike everybody leaves him... (I skipped some chapters so I know why he thinks it.) Bittersweet indeed.