Date: 03/07/2006 - 02:35 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
poor spike. great job.
Date: 02/27/2006 - 08:18 pm Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
Interesting.. When someone hurts us, we hurt them back. Protection. Revenge but not totally fitting the case of Buffy. Spike hurt her because yeah why? Dru blackmailed him and therefore hurt him? Buffy didn't hurt Spike. I see.. Spike thought the same. ~ And Buffy is moving out; good for her.... well if her parents would have supportive... too late. ~ I'm not saying anything because of what Spike said about Dru *snorts*... Question btw: Does Spike takes drugs? Some chapters (last one?) he refused to take it. And Angel is right (what he said). Well.. I'm not sure how Angel can help Spike.
Date: 02/27/2006 - 07:00 pm Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
good update im still hooked to this story..
Date: 02/27/2006 - 02:08 pm Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
He needs YEARS of therapy! At least he's getting some help. I'm gonna hold out some hope that Buffy will do well at Julliard and that she'll be strong enough to face the past when she runs into Spike again. Still don't think that Spike deserves any kind of forgiveness, but I'll stick with this. Update soon
Date: 02/27/2006 - 01:27 pm Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
Spike is a freak of his own creation......the modern Adam and Dru being the modern Eve.......instead of an apple he's tempted by the forbidden fruit of success by drinking instead of walking........he lost faith in himself when he turned off the inner warnings and drank from the cup of wrong turn with very little if any U turn.....now he's at a crossroads....good thing he has at least two friends that like him enough to help him. Now, if only they could get rid of barracuda Dru.........can I kill her, I'd do it for free.......LOL
Date: 02/27/2006 - 07:54 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
Great chapter! One thing popped into my head though... although in the fic Dru was seen giving Spike drugs, and Angel said Dru gave him drugs... I don't see drug induced behavior or at least physical evidence of him using drugs. Maybe a light user? Still, there are signs and Spike seem normal, except for the emotional turmoil he's having. *shrugs* Just my thought. But I love this chapter, and I love your fic. Please update soon?
Date: 02/27/2006 - 06:00 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
good update
Date: 02/27/2006 - 03:57 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
“I know… I’m a bad person. Sometimes I hate myself. But – this – this isn’t me. I know there’s a part of me… somewhere that still knows who I am. Who I can be. But… I hurt. I hurt – god – I hurt everyone. I hurt the –“
Wonder if he was going to say..." I hurt the girl." ??
Very interesting, and deep. I see layers in this story...I can't wait to hear more about what happened to Spike from before.
Sure, Spike was an ass for what he did to Buffy..but there was an underlying cause..The session with Dr. Travers lit on to it..Spike was afraid..Maybe, afraid of being happy? Afraid of being in love? Spike was a coward, and he was weak..but I'm wondering if he wasn't pretty damaged underneath that happy exterior.
Yay for Buffy, Glad to see her at Julliard! I'll feel better knowing that she is making something of herself : D
BTW..I'm glad I was on the right track with Spike! I eagerly await your next update ; )
Date: 02/27/2006 - 03:37 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
Wonderful story! I love it! I love it! I love it! It's so wonderuflly written! I'm on the edge of my seat waiting for another chapter from you. Keep up the exraordinary work!
Date: 02/27/2006 - 02:53 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
Loved the chapter! Spike was being selfish trying to convince Angel he did it for him. Still not liking Spike overly much. Love your fic though! Please update soon!
Date: 02/27/2006 - 02:25 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
I'm glad he finally understands what his actions cost him! I hope he and Buffy get together again but i think he still doesn't understand how much he really hurt her and he should. Anyways...LOVE this story and chapter. I hope you update REAL soon!
Date: 02/27/2006 - 02:14 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
I think you are doing a good job writing this story. You really have people enraged with Spike. I like thie idea of Buffy standing up for herself. I'm sure her room mates will help her through. Seems Giles was the one who helped her get to Julliard. Good for him. I have a feeling Buffy is going to become a success, while possibly the success of the band may take a slide?
Date: 02/27/2006 - 02:05 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
I have to say, excellent job with this story. I love to see him in pain, I know is hard, but he soooo deserve it.
Date: 02/27/2006 - 01:41 am Title: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
Sorry,, but Spke DOES NOT deserve help. Don't think I'll be reading this anymnore. It's not your writing- he just makes me too mad, and even now, he's being the victim when everything is his fault.
Author's Response: Suit yourself. Thanks for your opinion.