You're right; I wish for a happy ending here, a living one on both sides and it makes me sad that that won't happen. I'm reading on (for now). Loved the dream at the begin... very sad though. I think Buffy dreamed of committing suicide when Spike was there.

At the beginning when Buffy was talking about seeing Spike..and he was smiling at her...For some reason that really got me. I actually teared up! I am wondering about something though..You need not reply...because I am sure all will be clear eventually. Anyway, Is Buffy in a mental instituion or jail? Just curious because of the bars on the window reference..

I love this fic so much,and I am very happy that you are feeling the muse. Though, I do hope that you can get past your writers block on "Stronger". That is another FANTASTIC story that I am really missing ! Anyway, you are fast becoming one of my favorite writers : D

Author's Response: Thanks for the review! It means a lot to me that the scene touched you like that. Buffy's in something that can be concidered a mental institution, or a rehab. And don't worry, you wont be waiting that much longer on Stronger. I have it all laid out, i just need to find a way to word things. Thanks!!

good story! very emotional,