Uh-huh... now Buffy decided to tell Spike she is pregnant and he already found out by accident. Well Spike didn't came that first night (even if we don't know why). And now he told her through the song that they can never be together. That what I get from the song (I read your A/N.) And that he thinks Buffy betrayed him? Therefore she decided to get an abortion. Well I don't think it would have been my decision... but I'm not in Buffy's situation. If Spike died later I'm sure she'll regret it tenfold not to have his baby, a part of him. Yeah, she regrets it... She lost the baby and she lost him.

No, I don´t think, I will love him so soon again, Buffy said she was his and that she loves him, so where does he go off thinking she betrayed him? What an asshole. And that little baby..... He murdered her right along, it´s his fault, too.
I can´t imaging a couple coming back from that one, this is something that haunts you for the rest of your life, and also, if he tried to make it up to Buffy, she could never be sure it wasn´t out of guilt, his love for her wasn´t strong enough the first time around.
I´m looking forward to how you entangle that web......

The song did seem to be spiteful toward Buffy...and though Spike didn't mean it that way..It seemed that Buffy's character might have taken it that way as well.

I did not understand why Spike would accuse Buffy of betraying him.. Was it because he thought she had lied about being on the pill, or was it because she had went to Jenny? I just want to be sure that I have it right..

I do understand Spike's anger at finding out from someone other than Buffy about the pregnancy..but not for avoiding him. What was she suppose to do? He was very much taken..It was a hopeless situation.

Can't wait for more..Great update!