I couldn't understand the whole Buffy wanting Angelus thing in the beginning but now this is a good explanation. Getting to like this story

Author's Response: Thanks for sticking with it, esp. if the Angelus parts really squicked you. It was/is kind of a fine line to walk between Buffy's relationship with Angelus and Spike - to say nothing of the two vampires relationship with eachother, which we will get to in another few chapters. If you really think about though, it's obvious, or at least I think it is.

So Buffy is addicted to Angelus because of her blood? Then maybe they can find a solution that Buffy isn't influenced by it when she tries to kill Angelus. ~ And there I wondered what Buffy wanted to ask (The Golden Goose). Willow may be able to find something; even when they would probably find it easier through Giles (his books). Now wonder when Buffy continues to drink her own blood - because Angelus makes her - that she is still addicted. Looking forward to read if Willow finds something.

Author's Response: I'm not really sure, though it is possible. All we know from canon is that the *bite* can be addictive (think Riley). The slayer blood may be too - or perhaps its more like sex and chocolate - not quite addictive, but really really good. In a way I think saying she's addicted is a bit of a cop out - its too easy.