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| Naudisia | 06/02/2007 - 12:00 pm | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
OMG
He's such a JERK!! A cute jerk though.. And perhaps she deserves it a little tiny bit...
But anywho..
Please update like right now.. =)
Its a really good fic!!
Author's Response: Yup, he's hurting and of course went into protective mode for his heart and acted like a right wanker. SHe does deserve it to an extent, but as to how he chose to dish it out was a bit cruel. I'm glad you enjoyed it sweety and I'll try to update soon. Thanks for the review. Hugs. |
| cordykitten | 06/02/2007 - 11:33 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Signed |
*tries to read slowly*
At last Buffy is willing to do what is needed to work things out; won't be easy with Spike still having a hangover.
*grins* Loved Jenny and Giles trying to listen to the conversation; especially Giles for bringing the glass.
Mmm Spike didn't knew first that Buffy don't have a new boyfriend even if he now says it doesn't bother him.
Oh bad, he doesn't believe Buffy that she hasn't a boyfriend and that's part of why he reacts like he reacts. Well if Buffy wants him back she really has to do it, what she said: I promise I'll do whatever it takes. But Spike saying he didn't believe her must have hurt Buffy. Good though that Jenny as a plan now.
Mmm so Buffy is going to England now. Hopefully Spike is more sober when she arrives than he was before.
Good to that Jenny can see auras and know that Buffy really loves Spike; though it would be indeed better to wait to talk to Spike: if he isn't sober enough it will go wrong like it went before.
Oh Jenny visited her. I really hope Buffy won't forget Jenny's advice because if Spike is drunk he'll only lash out at her, not being in his right mind. Buffy must let that go indeed (when he hurts her with words). Buffy isn't in the right set of mind too being too tired to sleep.
Uh-huh.. Jenny warned Buffy; even being drunk Spike still knew how to hurt Buffy the most. She forgot Jenny's advice. I hope she'll remember the advice before she is gone from there and goes back to William. Even when trying to stop him to drink didn't work so good, maybe it does the second time. If not she'll have to talk to him when he's home. And sober, if he is still drunk he won't hear her out.
Author's Response: Jenny and Giles are just such a cute couple in my mind. I adore giving them cute little moments as they are quite opposite at times. Nope, at this point Spike doesn't care whether Buffy has a boyfriend or not, he's hurting and just trying to protect himself. Naturally Buffy picked the wrong time to find him so of course things were going to get ugly. They'll both have some things to think about the morning after but of course that doesn't mean things will smooth out either... at least not right away, sorry. Thanks for the review honey, I always enjoy seeing you here. Hugs you tight. |
| smlcspike | 06/02/2007 - 11:19 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
OH that was great.
You played drunken Spike really well and Buffy was good too. I hope she just remembers that he is drunk and is hurting, He's mad at her and his taking his anger out on her.
Maybe the driver can get him to come him at least he is not to drunk to cry.
Jenny did warn her it might not be to good to talk to Spike tonight, so I guess we wait and see what he does when he is sober.
More please.
Author's Response: Thank you hon, I was hoping to keep them in character given the situation. Yes, Jenny warned her and Buffy really wasn't to bright to go and find him when she knew he'd be drunk. Too many high running emotions for a tired girl and a drunk guy to be having a conversastion. Thank you for the lovely review darling, I'll try to update soon. Smoochies. |
| sue | 06/02/2007 - 08:19 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
You may not like writing angst, but I tell you, that final scene between Buffy and Spike was an emotiional kick in the gut. In other words, it certainly hit the spot. It was always going to come down to this; alcohol or not, this escort thing may have brought them together, but it was - or now is - a subliminal wedge between them and, ironically, the one who is most 'put off' by its existence, is Spike. Our poor, dear William. Sensitive soul that he is, that only booze can numb the pain - but his mouth, his very spiteful mouth more than makes up for it. And parallel this with Canon, then reverse it: Spike, here, seems more than just a little in love with pain. Ain't THAT grand?
Great chapter.
Author's Response: YAY, I mean writing that last scene was tough, but I wanted the readers to 'feel' for our characters. It really was a kick in the gut but you're right, it was going to come down to this whether or not there was alcohol involed. Glad you enjoyed the chappy hon, thanks so much for the great review. Hugs. |
| MidnightGirl | 06/02/2007 - 07:25 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Wow! You weren't kidding when you said this chapter was intense. Reading the bar scene was really hard, things certainly turned ugly. :-(
I think the alcohol + the pain has really brought out the Spike side of William, and Spike is definitely in protective mode. Can't wait to read more. Loved the update!
Author's Response: I figured a warning was in order. I know there are those that might just read through it fast and quickly pick who to side with and in this chapter there's too much to be overlooked. Glad you liked it though and yes, Spike is trying to protect himself big time. Thanks for the review hon, I hope to update soon. Smooches. |
| Mali | 06/02/2007 - 07:16 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
That complete and utter bastard! I mean, yes, she hurt him just as much, but William really is a mean drunk.
You, however, are lovely for updating so soon^_^
Author's Response: ROFL, he was quite the bastard huh? I think its not so much he's a mean drunk, he's just really hurting and add alcohol to the mix and walaa... instant asshole, lol. Glad I could bring this chapter to you quickly, the muse saw fit to be cooperative. THanks for the review hon. Hugs. |
| Spikes mrs | 06/02/2007 - 07:06 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Okay right now I want to kill William drunken pillock and yes thats is exactly what he is no questions asked....Can he see Buff hauls arse over the bloody Atlantic to say sorry I LOVE YOU REALLY and all he does is abuse her in a drunkn rage.....WANKER>>>>
Other than that love the chapter and although you worry about writing the angst this chaspter turned out real well.....
Huggles and a batch of internet cookies.....Jeanette{Spikes Mrs}
Author's Response: LMAO. Well, he's drunk and that's just the wrong time to approach a hurting Spike. In a way, Buffy brought it on herself. She should have waited - though I will say it still wouldn't have gone well either way I wrote it. WOW, thanks for the compliment. I really don't care for writing angst, but if I have to do it, I don't want to tone it down either. I'm kind of a all-or-nothing gal when it comes to things. Thank you so much for the review sweety. I'm so glad you're still with me on this fic. Kisses. |
| Mag-rose | 06/02/2007 - 07:05 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Brill chapter. He's gonna have one muvva of a headache in the morning and dare I say a few regrets?
Can't wait for your next update!!!
Author's Response: Oh yeah, he'll probably even be doing the techni-color yawn too, lol. Thanks for the review hon. Smooches. |
| Aeryn | 06/02/2007 - 07:01 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Really don't like Spike right now, you'd better make him pay in the next chapter as Buffy didn't deserve any of that. That said welcome back and feel free to update in the army now any time soon. :)
Author's Response: A-HA! I knew there would be a few people who wouldn't like him very much after this. But of course he's hurting, wanted to get rid of her at that moment and being pissing drunk, well.... doesn't make for a thinky Spike, lol. I'm still working on IAN. I'm trying to make sure what I deliver is a long chapter with many scenes that are comical and impactful... not easy to do sometimes. Thanks for the review darling, hugs you tight. |
| Taylormaid | 06/02/2007 - 06:27 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Ahhhhhhh. There's not much better than watching Buffy grovel!! *makes popcorn and settles in to read again* Although....... I did feel sorry for her there at the end. Looking forward to all the rest !!!
Author's Response: Isn't it gratifying to watch her grovel? I enjoyed writing that part, *snickers*. She deserved what she got but yeah, its hard not to feel a bit sorry for her. Thanks for the review hon, hopefully not long before I update again. Smoochies. |
| Braydie | 06/02/2007 - 06:17 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Argh! This is why I DO NOT attempt to hold civilised conversations with people who are drunk. It always ends badly. Thanks for updating, tho'! More, please? :)*
Author's Response: LMAO, indeed its not a very smart thing to try and do. You're welcome for the update sweety and thank you for the review. Huggles. |
| DK | 06/02/2007 - 05:58 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Remember only drunks and little children tell the truth. Actually I think he accomplished his goal of hurting her. Really don't want this story to end, I have really enjoyed reading it. Thank you for sharing.
Author's Response: THat's true, but in SPike's case, he just wanted to get rid of her. Oh yeah, he hurt her good alright but it will be a good test of Buffy's strength. Thanks for the review hon, hugs. |
| Blood Faerie | 06/02/2007 - 05:57 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Signed |
Grrr, why didn't Buffy hall off and deck him? Then she could have gotten Doyle to help her drag him out.....
Author's Response: The old Buffy would have for sure. It was an ugly scene, I know, but he was drunk and she was stupid for trying to find him. Lord knows I would have waited until the next day, lol. Thanks for the review hon. Smoochies to you. |
| Devin | 06/02/2007 - 05:45 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Wow. As much as the angstyness hurt, that was a fantastic chapter. The dialogue was really well done-- oftentimes the "cutting" lines given to characters don't really hurt, but these? Very much with the ow my heart you broke it. :( Beautifully hurtful, and damn well written! Great job, looking forward to more!
Author's Response: It was pretty painful huh? But I figured why sugar coat it? Drunk and hurting Spike is not one to be approached at this point. I'm so glad you liked this chapter... sorry for the heart break, but it will make the end that much sweeter. Hugs you tight. |
| zoe | 06/02/2007 - 05:26 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
great chapter, love the dialog, i think the angst is unavoidable at this point :)
Author's Response: Thank you sweety. Indeed, the angst is completely unavoidable. And of course to ride of into the happily ever after would just be too plain cheesy, lol. Smooches. |
| ochit duzon | 06/02/2007 - 05:12 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Hurray for Spike! Love the end speech he gave to Buffy. That's exactly what i want him to say to her! Throw everything to her face let us see how tough she is! Coz its what Buffy have to face right now before she declares her undying love to Spike. She has to give him her total ACCEPTANCE AND TRUST! Spike is hurting so much because he knows that Buffy wont be fully able to forget what he was and whatever future relationship they will have is bound to be doomed if Buffy wont give her total trust to him! She cant just drop Spike like what she did when Harmony spread her lies to her when she meets another former client of Spike! I know how Spike feels right now. He feels disgust with himself for becoming a prostitute and worst of all falling in love with his client. Buffy's rejection made him feel and realize the folly of taking on that profession. He could never go back and the past is bound to haunt him wherever he goes and whatever he does in the future. Redemption will escape him forever unless someone will truly love him unconditionally. I hope that Buffy for once will decide on her own what to do and how to show Spike that she is really sincere this time. I hate to see her acting only again upon Anya's advice or Giles' or Jenny's proddings! Why cant she act on her own for once! And lastly, I hope that Spike will sober up! He wont be able to convince Buffy that he has gotten over her if he continues to act like a pathetic drunkard!
Author's Response: ROFL. I just knew this chapter would tickle you pink. I think anything less that what I wrote just wouldn't cut the mustard either. It was dumb of her to go out and find him like that, with her being so tired and him drunk... but that's them for ya.
It's not to say he won't regret what he said (if he remembers it, lol), but yeah, him lashing out like that is a good test of her will. Buffy will have to grin and bare it if she really wants him back. You hit the nail on the head when you mentioned that his past could potentially always haunt him. THat is also something Buffy has to think about as well. I can't say too much more here without giving away any spoilers, all I can say is that your perception of things is clear. Thanks a bunch for the review darling. Huggles. |
| janice | 06/02/2007 - 05:07 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
to tell the truth- lovingg the angst. you write incredibly eloquent angst, don't know any other way to put it.
Author's Response: Wow, well thank you so much sweety. The muse doesn't care for it, but when I have to do it, I try not to short change it either. Thanks again for the great review. Kisses. |
| Jin | 06/02/2007 - 04:11 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Signed |
I got all teary! God, I'm feeling for them both. Granted, I'm leaning more towards Buffy right now, but that's because it's Spike who's lashing out right now. But he's lashing out because he's in pain. I get that. Doesn't make me want to knock him over the head any less, lol!
Really good chapter. If I wasn't so darn tired, I'd review more.
I'm so glad you're feeling better. =) I get to move in less than a month. wheee........
Author's Response: It was a tough chapter to be sure. Even with everything Buffy has put him through, it is hard not to feel a bit sorry for her. But of course drunk Spike is never of the good when dealing with... giggles over your comment of knocking him on the head.
My heart goes out to you on the moving thing sweety, its no easy task. Good luck with it and thanks for the great review. Smoochies. |
| secretguest | 06/02/2007 - 03:42 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
oh man...tat was bad. tat was very bad. i'd be pissed and hurt if i was Buffy. i'd probably even end up giving him money for the last two. he's so hurt and pissed in both ways. if only they could talk it out while sober. can't wait to see how this turns out. update soon please!
Author's Response: Giggles, she held her own though, took like a big girl. I'll be working on the next chappy this weekend, so hopefully not too long before the next update. Thank you for the review darling. Huggles. |
| JO | 06/02/2007 - 03:04 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Wow talk about dark, he was positively vicious, I can't wait for the rest, I don't suppose you have the next chapter ready ? maybe? can we have it tomorrow? Please? Sorry ,no pressure ,I'm just greedy especially when a fic is this good.
Author's Response: Yup, little bit vicious - bad drunken Spike and bad Buffy for picking such a time to try and find him. Sadly I don't have the next chapter ready, but I am working on it, I promise. Thanks for the lovely review sweety. Huggles. |
| Dusty273 | 06/02/2007 - 02:20 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Awww, this was such a sad, but strangely rewarding chapter. First rate angst as I told you before. I feel bad for Buffy, but I think I feel worse for William, which makes me feel like he had the right to be harsh with Buffy. I'm glad she understood that and I hope she's willing to prove that she truly loves him by enduring all he throws her way. Can't wait for more, darling. *smooches*
Author's Response: It was a tough chappy my friend and I know I have a hard time siding with either of them, even though I'm the author, lol. Thank you my dear, sweet friend, you're always so supportive. Hugs you tight. |
| arnold | 06/02/2007 - 01:40 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
okay, jenny and giles are kind to blame . they need to kind mind their own business. if your son is drunk and he is hurting then you don't just give him the phone of the woman who broke his heart. especially when he is drunk. bad them. and i'm not liking that they buffy is just the greatest thing when they don't even know her. i know that they have the best interests. but still.
I kind feel bad for buffy. but then again she did hurt him bad and he is completely drunk. not the time for you to apologize t to someone.
Author's Response: Yes, they are, you couldn't be more right. But of course given how wildly different William's behaving to what they're used to, their worrying is justifiable and 2 straight weeks of drinking is a bit much. They don't know Buffy from Adam but they also don't know the situation either. They only have so much information to go on and they are his only family. People don't always do the smartest things, even when trying to help. Thanks for the review darling, hugs. |
| readergirrl | 06/02/2007 - 12:59 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
Aaaaaaccckkkkk! I knew it!! I knew it!!!
Arrrrgghh!
Which translated, meand: Excellent chapter. Really did what it was supposed to. Hope you can get us out of this mess SOON! And have them make it up to each other for a looooonnnnngg time.
Author's Response: LOL, I loved this reivew and your translation. As for getting them out of this mess.... it'll happen and when it does and the spuffy luvin commences, you can bet it will be hot, *winks*. Thanks for the review hon. Hugs. |
| jenny | 06/02/2007 - 12:57 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
I feel a little bad for buffy. just a little. Besides, she should know better then try to talk to him drunk.
But then an other part of me was saying go spike so. She hurt your heart.
more please.
getting going and put out the next chapter.
Author's Response: LMAO... 'just a little'. It really can be hard to side with either of them in this chapter, at least I thought so despite what the muse wanted to do. I'll be working on the next chappy this weekend, I promise sweety. Thanks so much for the review, glad you enjoyed it. Hugs. |
| blondiebear | 06/02/2007 - 12:55 am | 31: It’s Always Darkest before the Dawn | Anonymous |
i'm actually doing the snoopy dance right now. i was very happy with this chapter. i think william, though very harsh and disgustingly drunk, got some of his own back. buffy took it all like a pro and i give her props for that. she didn't let her anger get this best of her. i know she's hurthing though. hell, i would be too if the guy that claimed to love me just told me that I was the worst lay he'd ever had and that he'd only come back for my money. yeah, spike's full of shit right now but his words wouldn't stop me from shedding a few tears. lovedit soooooo much. i'm not one for too much angst either but this brand of it felt right. it'll make it all the more worth it when they kiss and make up.
I bow before the mighty muse. lol. great job. have a great weekend and don't keep up waiting too long for the next installment. loved it bunches.
Author's Response: YAY, I'm so glad you liked the chapter sweety - I so do not enjoy writing angst, even when the muse feels comfortable doing so. Yup, Buffy did her damndest to take it all in stride, but of course even she has her limits. At least she walked away, right? GIggles hysterically (bow before the mighty muse), lets just hope he continues to cooperate. You have an awesome weekend to my friend and I promise I'll be hard at work on the next chappy. Thanks so much, smoochies. |
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