excellent story so far......i cant wait until you write some more chapters and i hope that spike finally remembers all the good times he had with buffy and i hope that they are able to be together again maybe even intamately

Oh the utter relief! To find you posting your story here. What has happened to Buffy/Spike Central? Just so happy to find you here. Once again your new chapter floors me...so much happened. Want to restate the fact that your bad guys are truly evil. How wonderful that Spike was sketching drawings of the Sunnydale crew from his dreams. His description of his memory of Anya to Xander was so bittersweet. You made my heart give a painful little squeeze when Spike reacted so badly when Buffy(adored the Buffy babble) smiled at him. It is so sad that...& Buffy fearing he will hate her with the return of his missing memories. You made it better with the Spike's seemly automatic purely Snarky Spike reaction to Riley...oops I mean Richard. I really thought you were going to be all evil & make me wait until the next chapter for the hit squad to arrive but you did not. Thank you for that...hopefully Buffy's defense of Spike with help to erode some of his conditioning against her. Did I mention how happy I am to find your story here? Thanks for the new chapter packed with so much goodness & very excited for the next one. Had a bit of a babble here myself.