Date: 10/16/2007 - 01:51 pm Title: Not too late
Oh I wonder what the deal is.
Date: 10/07/2006 - 03:19 am Title: Not too late
Just read all 11 chapters. I so hope Spike will be there for her after her finds out. Hope you will be continuing this story.. It's too good not to finish.
Author's Response: Thank you so so much jt, I promise to get right on it :]
Date: 10/05/2006 - 03:40 am Title: Not too late
NEED MORE!!! NOW!!! please please please please please!!! it sooooo good!!! I absolutely love it!!!
Author's Response: Thank you so so much; it means a huge amount to me that you took the time to review every chapter; and I'm so glad you've enjoyed the story so far. I PROMISE you now, that I won't leave this as a forever WIP. More soon, I guarantee :)
Date: 10/02/2006 - 03:52 am Title: Not too late
oh please this is awesome, please continue writing, love this fic!!!
Author's Response: Thank you Thank you :]]]
Date: 09/22/2006 - 02:39 pm Title: Not too late
love it alot when is there gonna be an update
Author's Response: Thank you, and very soon- I am working at it, but it's tough to find the time, now I'm back at school :[ More soon though, I promise xx
Date: 09/16/2006 - 04:02 pm Title: Not too late
This fic is awesome! =] Keep the updates coming please!
Author's Response: Sure thing honey-bunch :]
Date: 09/09/2006 - 11:50 pm Title: Not too late
Great story. I can't wait to read more. Hope ya update soon.
Author's Response: Thank you hunny-bunch :)
Date: 09/06/2006 - 05:39 pm Title: Not too late
Return to present time... And, at last ;)! we see Spike in front of Buffy, begging for her forgiveness :)! He doesn't grovel, but he does more, so much more:
Saying she is so far above him :) :) !
Saying she is beautiful and strong :) :) :) !
And the best, the sherry on the top of the cake, he says "Tell me what I can do to make it up to you" :) :) :) :) !!!
Alleluia :)!!! Spike has seen the Light :)! But when he says "I guess I was a little blinded by Drusilla for a while back there"... "A little"? My boy, this soulless bitch tore off your eyes! Little word here: in a previous review, Lyndsy named Dru and Angel : "Drusilla bitch and Angel jerk! "Bitch and Jerk", it sounds perfect...
Now Buffy faces a choice: will she, can she talk to him? Tell him her secret, how she had Harrison?
I read what Buffy feels, and you know what? It kills me. It kills me twice. First, the fact that she is so scared, so ashamed to say she was raped. That she prefers that everybody think she is a slut who sleeps around. And second that she is so afraid to lost her new friends if they knew the truth.
""As long as they didn’t know the real truth about what had happened, they couldn’t look down on her and lose the fragile respect they had formed for her.
After all, what would they really think of her if they knew she had been raped?"
Is she so afraid to be seen as a victim? Or maybe she thinks that everybody will say she deserved it, she tempted the guy, that it was her own fault. That now she is tainted, soiled.
How is it possible to see a woman who endured so much pain with nothing else than compassion, and anger against her attacker?
I hope that Spike's reaction if (when?) he will learn the truth will show her how much she is mistaken. Spike who is in a way far away and so close to Buffy, reasons why it might be easier to talk to him...
I just love the way Buffy has found her real friends, what do I say, her new family. And I can't think that they could act as she fears it.
To resume, Buffy has to learn to say loud and clear, as Aretha Franklin sang it so perfectly, "All I askin' is for a little respect"!
I am sorry to learn your new computer broke :(! I hope you don't have any problems anymore with it (and I take your word concerning your answer;)!) Thanks again!
Author's Response: No seriously, thank you Klai. You make my day every time and you know it! I've never had someone leave such consistently lovely reviews! I'm so glad you're enjoying the story, and you're certainly reacting to it exactly as I intended readers to. My computer's better now, so don't worry :) The main reason for my delays in updating are due to an idea that burst into my head a couple'a weeks ago and just begged to be written [damn that muse- always getting inspired at inappropriate times!] But my new fic is rather time consuming [although don't worry, for I don't intend in leaving this as a forever WIP, in fact, I've planned to get the next chapter finished tonight, and I'll post it up the next time I'm online.] Thank you so much for yur continued support; you're a star and a very big part of my inspiration. xx Thank you xx
Date: 09/05/2006 - 11:26 pm Title: Not too late
great story more updates please.
Author's Response: Sure thing!
Date: 09/05/2006 - 03:12 pm Title: Not too late
I so hope that the deal is gonna involves a vengeance, a big one, toward Drusilla bitch and Angel jerk!
Please please update real soon because I can't wait to read the next one!
Author's Response: Cool :) Thank you so much Lyndsy!
Date: 09/05/2006 - 01:40 am Title: Not too late
more to review!!
so i've been sick all day, and i'm about to go bed bed, but i just wanted to send out a quick review, saying i loved the update and i cant wait to see what this 'deal' iis all about!!
Author's Response: Awwh, poor Laura Liz! I'm sorry that you're sick, but I feel very honoured that you found the energy to read the update :) I hope you feel better soon sweetie, and thank you so much for the review!
Date: 09/04/2006 - 10:46 pm Title: Not too late
loved the chapter!! cant wait to see what happens next!!!
Author's Response: Thank you so much rosie!!
Date: 09/04/2006 - 10:13 pm Title: Not too late
Oooo. That might be bad. Hmm. I wonder what she'll make him do. I hope this ends well! Please update asap!
Author's Response: Hee, would I have it end badly? Hmm... Thank you so much for another review Raven!! xx
Date: 09/04/2006 - 08:29 pm Title: Not too late
Wonderfully written chapter! Buffy's parents should be ashamed of themselves!
Author's Response: Thank you so much PN!! That means so much to me! xx
Date: 09/04/2006 - 08:26 pm Title: Not too late
THANKS FOR THE GREAT UPDATE! I'M SO GLAD SPIKE FINALLY FOUND BUFFY AND APOLOGIZED. MAYBE HE CAN MAKE HER LIFE A LITTLE BETTER. HOPE THE MUSE LETS YOU UPDATE SOON
Author's Response: Haa haa- yep! My muse is in total control at this point! Lol! Thank you so much, again, Margaret!! Your reviews mean the world to me!! xx
Date: 09/04/2006 - 07:32 pm Title: Not too late
Great chapter. I always love it when someone writes Faith as a tough chick who sticks by Buffy. We all need a Faith. Hell, we all need a Spike too ... what is it someone said?... Spike is like a little black dress ... he can go anywhere and be what you need him to be (or something like that)
This story is really touching ... when I was in high school (a long time ago) there was this gorgeous girl who got pregnant at 16. I never knew the story behind her but she was so sweet and shy and just a great person. I don't think that any one treated her poorly but my I just knew that her life was headed in a direction that I could never imagine and I completely admired the hell out of her for keeping that baby. This story is probably one that a lot of people can relate to from all different perspectives.
Please keep on writing (I got a little panicked when an update was delayed) it is such a great story and it's going in a great direction.
And you my dear are a great writer!! Hugs and keep the chapters coming!!
Author's Response: Thank you so so much Kimmie- it is always so unbelieveably wonderful to recieve a review as lovely as yours :) You're right- the story does sound similar to that of the girl at your high school. Teenage pregnacy doesn't always have to be a 'bad thing', but most of the time, other people make it that way. There was a girl at my school who got pregnant, and though people rarely said anything to her face- sometimes it hurts even more to know that everyone is talking behind your back. I'm really really glad you're enjoying the fic [sorry for causing you paranoia however!] I promise I'll update more quickly this time. xx
Date: 09/04/2006 - 06:48 pm Title: Not too late
oh come on you cant leave it there chickenburger update soon please i need so much of this :D
Author's Response: Chickenburger :-O Lol. Well okay, since you asked so 'nicely'- hee hee hee!! The next chapter will be up soon, I promise you!
Date: 09/04/2006 - 05:50 pm Title: Not too late
this fic is just absolutely brilliant! plz plz plz plz update soon!!
Author's Response: Ha! Okay then!
Date: 09/04/2006 - 05:43 pm Title: Not too late
I hope the deal is to help bring down Dru and her merry band. Spike has a lot to make up for I just hope Buffy will let him. I love Faith in this and hope that we will get to see more of her.
Author's Response: Thank you so much Fran xx
Date: 09/04/2006 - 05:39 pm Title: Not too late
This is an awfully great fic you have going on, each chapter hooks me in deeper. I'm curious what kind of deal Buffy's going to make with Spike. Please, go on!
Author's Response: Lol- I will, don't you worry luxferi :)
Date: 09/04/2006 - 05:38 pm Title: Not too late
Honestly, I don't know if it can be atrributed to personal reasons, but I really feel for this Buffy you've created. I really hope to see her start to live rather than merely survive.
Author's Response: It sure is a good job that she has Spike on her side now :] I'm sorry that you can relate so well to Buffy's character, but I'm glad you're enjoying the story xx
Date: 09/04/2006 - 05:23 pm Title: Not too late
I'm glad Spike could apologize. And too that Buffy believed him and wasn't able to make him leave. Now she knows Spike's story (=that Dru had a plan). Seems as Buffy has faith to tell Spike the truth, the whole truth (if "telling how she get there" means this). And she wants to make a deal? Wonder what it will be about. ~ Looking forward to find out :)
Author's Response: And you won't have to wait too long cordykitten :) Thank you so much for your consistent reviews hun! xx
Date: 09/04/2006 - 05:13 pm Title: Not too late
Hi i love your story so far and i really like ur new chap!!! cant wait for more!!!!
Author's Response: Awwh, bless you! Thank you so much sweet :)
Date: 09/04/2006 - 04:32 pm Title: Not too late
God, humans can be such monsters sometimes.
I hope the old gang get what's coming to them.
I'm glad you updated again.
spuf
Author's Response: Thank you so much!
Date: 09/04/2006 - 04:26 pm Title: Not too late
that's completely evil!! plleeease update in like... 10 minutes. because i really want to know what the deal is. and how he'll react.
loved this chapter... go Buffy for being strong. I'm still a little pissed off at Spike, but whatever. hopefully, he'll do what's right.
Author's Response: Lol- he most certainly will :) Because we all love Spike-the-hero. I promise I'll update as soon as it's written!