Wow! Great Chapter!

Author's Response: Thank You!!! :)

2 kleenex box warning for this one!! Please update soon!!!

Author's Response: Ha!!! I love it!!! A Two Box Warning! :) Thank You!!!

Oh crying again!! gotta say this is the only fic that has ever made me cry and I've read it three times now! hows the muse any new chapters brewing? lots of chocolates for a new chapter...
p.s. I love that you respond to ever review so classy!

Author's Response: {Big Smile} I love that you have read the story 3 times and it still makes you cry. :) The muse likes the chocolate and is talking to me. Hope to have a new chapter by the time the old ones are posted. :)

excellent chapter loved it and can't wait for more.

Author's Response: Thank You!!! More tomorrow! :)

So Dawn planted hope in Spike's heart that Buffy loves him.. too bad that it isn't enough.
Buffy had it really bad... but I'm glad that she wasn't able to kill herself. Writing everything down seemed to make things better. But sadly it wasn't.
I feel for her, when she had to endure all the pain when she burned herself.
Oh. That's the reason why Buffy was happy? She'd come to the decision what do to. I would have taken psychiatric abilities to know.
Oh neat. Not only Buffy really being blond now, I like that her body tells her now what to do, forces her to do it.
And that is the biggest secret: Buffy discovered a way to kill herself after all. It took Dawn a lot to stop her then.
*nods* Now I understand why Dawn came looking for Spike and not Buffy. She is under watch.
So now it's up to Spike to stop Buffy from killing herself. I wonder how much he needs till he is convince that Buffy loves him. *checks the chapter number* We're pretty far already... 35/39 ... four more days. Looking forward to the next part :)

Author's Response: Loosing Spike at the Hellmouth, and then again in LA, messed Buffy up badly. But learning that she had become immortal messed her up even more. The idea that she couldn't die, that she could never be with Spike, was more than she could deal with. Trying to kill herself didn't work. Trying to join him in the spirit world was her answer. Now, because of her emotional state, she is in danger of slipping away. Dawn has revealed the secret trying to make Spike understand that Buffys life is really in his hands now. If he doesn't love her, she will die. Now he knows, what will he do? :)