I've probably said this too many times to count to so many countless people, but if you don't hurry up and update, I'm going to bite my pants off, and Spike's, and then we're BOTH going to disappear, and then you'll be stuck without a main character, and that's not such a good idea eh? SO HURRY UP!! love your story

Author's Response: I'm working on it. I promise. The next chapter is literally just a page or so from being complete. Once my betas send me revisions, there'll be an update. :)

I hope Spike can change Buffy's mind. Can't wait til the next update!

Stupid girl! God, just communicate with people, Buffy! You think you have all the answers at 17 and still a child? Spike won't let you go....you can leave for the day, but he won't stop coming for you. He's not built that way.

She's such a coward....she could talk to her mom, tell her friends how it went, everything......but she just runs and runs.....and running NEVER solved anything! Ugh, this is why children shouldn't try to play at being adults and having relationships...cuz they make everything a friggin' drama production. They're not mature enough to play in an adult world.

The sacrafices she's willing to make for the right reasons. Never quite as black and white as she wants it though. I wonder what he'll do when he wakens without her. Great, sad chapter.

i guess i kinda understand where buffy is coming from...doesn't mean i have to like it though. lol. great job. wonder if buffy is even going to be able to get away before spike realizes something is up. loved it bunches. great job.

poor spike. always love's bitch.

Sad ;(

Not quite the languorous morning after the night before's raging passion and claiming, with Buffy quite sick at heart from yesterday's events and for now what she sees as her subsequent 'using' of Spike as an emotional and physical buffer.

Such heart-rending self-castigation is merely made worse when the 'used' vampire tenderly approaches her in the shower and proceeds to be perfect in every way. And yet his loving touch, his comfort and understanding just emphasize the mess that Buffy feels she is in - her mother has disowned her whilst a soulless vampire effortlessly cares for her wellbeing; her boyfriend is killed by her own hand and she ends the day by making love and claiming and being claimed by a demon. Another demon.

Her self-hate is now complete. All aspiration and innocence swirl down the sink with the Angel dust. But still she needs one last kiss, one last -

An interesting turn, here. Not expected, this moribund and still desolate young girl. Yes, she ran as expected; but her running from Spike was not quite so obvious. Will it, if it happens, be a surprise for him, also?

Great.