*rushes to read* I may have less time till the end of the week, I've to hurry a bit.
Good that someone invented earplugs *g*
Awe, Spike was so nervous he couldn't lit the match.
Good that Spike explained. Buffy wasn't aware that Spike felt so used because he is famous now, even his girlfriend. But loving each other wasn't enough before for Spike, he still had a girlfriend and affairs (like Anya) and look what it brought him. But he has changed.
Buffy took it well that Spike will become a father and that it isn't hers. But I disagree a bit what Buffy said later: But whatever happens down there, even if we marry someone else, we still have here. Not because that isn't true, it is. I'm just thinking it isn't fair to marry someone, promise to love and cherish the other and yet at night have somebody else you're yearning for. Not fair to yourself neither to the other in question (that he/she married).
Buffy has an other insight of Anya, besides Spike, being a counselor. Maybe she's right.
Good idea about the house. I wonder if Buffy will have a place there too (since they are only meeting in their special heaven yet). Good that Spike (and I guess Buffy too) feel at peace now.
Looking forward to more.

Author's Response: how much of your dreams do you remember? and don't forget not all marriages are based on love. thanks as always for the review. they mean a lot to me