That was seriously the greatest chapter I have ever read in my life...It was beautfiul. Thank you for writing this chapter.

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WOOOOOOOOOOOOAH!!! I think I passed out the moment he first asked to be inside her. I'm really glad Buffy told him how much it means to her, because he really is giving up a lot, giving up what he is. I could actually 'feel' her being drained with relief after all was said and done -there's ben so much between them building up for so long. And my God was that the hottest 'bite' during vamp-spike/buffy-slayer sex I've read in a long-ass time, I mean really. Hope you're able to update as your muse allows sweety - bravo and claps loudly for your well-deserved awards.

Author's Response: Thank you so much! I revised the sex scene like four or five times, so I'm glad it came out hot. And I'm glad you loved the bite scene! Nothing sensual about it, just pure hot, in the moment, painful need... And Buffy and Spike finally come to a resolution, and she does realize what it means that he's doing this for her. Glad you enjoyed the chapter, and thanks for reviewing!