And they do it! Excellent chapter! Spike was unbelievably sweet and patient, and Buffy was nervous but excited... We all need Spikes for our first time (and the time after that, and the time after that, etc. :) I think you did virgin Buffy just fine!

Very hot and sweet! Loved how concerned Spike was for Buffy because it was her first time! Can't wait to read more!

Great to see you updating, I'm not keen on virgin Buffy either but you did a fabulous job on this chapter *hugs u* :)

You worried for nothing , you handled virgin Buffy exceptionally well, this last chapter was amazing., mostly because Spike was amazing in it. I'm glad to see you keep on keepin on with all the upheaval in your life right now , your also amazing . Hope your able to update again soon.

Disappoint? Are you kidding? That was amazing. Everything a first time should be with the added bonus of being with somebody she loves whom also loves her. Just beautiful. Looking forward to the "week of naughty sexy fun". Great chapter!

IBE---As IF!!! As IF you could possibly disappoint!!! Never! Never, Ever!!! Hey, your virgin was fine, no probs, and about a trillion of us gals (and some guys) are wishing our first times had been so wondrous and spectacular! This Spike was up there in the ether with the few other guys in the world to treat women preciously for their first time (or any time, actually!).
So... (nudges IBE's muse gently...)
And, oh Sweetie, I feel so much for you, my condolences on your hubby's tranforamation into a Rat Bastard. Take care of yourself and your kiddies. Don't let him, no matter how much you care, or how charming he is...don't let him get away with a thing. And you do know, right, about military spouses being entitled to a share of his retirement (if, I think he retires at or near 20/E6 if I remember right)...don't bargain on that on...don't know how many years he has in, or how close he is to 20 yrs in... always persuade them to stay in---keeps insurance coverage for the kids, PX priviledges, and your share of a little nest egg/or monthly income at that retirement point of 20... and see if YOU might not be entitled to the off base living pay bonus, or if you can't for obvious reasons keep the house, I do believe the kids (and you) are entitled to base/off base housing & allowance. Recently had a good friend go through a military divorce. Though non-military, Mr. Fyreburned's ex-wife made him pay thru the nose, report every other wk to her lawyer/later the office of the court his job searches if his employment dropped below that what she convinced him to work at just before their divorce, AND he had to keep a $250,000 life insurance policy in effect. She also attempted to attach my earnings and properties though we weren't married, which the judge wouldn't hear, attempted to slyly change the name of Ed's son to her new hubby's (who WAS milit./Coast Guard) beginning with legal docs such as his military medical records putting them under the last name of her new hubby...we took this to a judge and got an order against it, as well as her being ordered to keep medical ins. in place as she had it at the time of divorce for the family...and to USE it, not to try to go off plan and stick Ed w/the costs...also she got an order for him to cover things NOT covered by regular medical, such as dental/vision/brand name rx's etc...which we know can be very costly.
So, not trying to depress, just trying to give you a heads up...you might wanna try some of these tactics or just keep a heads up in case HE does...the military legal will not befriend you usually. Sometimes the chaplains office can be petitioned as a go between in hardship cases such as when assholes/I mean divorcing miliatary spouses try to refuse or cheat their ex or soon to be ex wives out of support especially where the kids are involved...and btw, if all else fails, it is my understanding that Louisiana is the only state NOT to subscribe to the Universal Child Custody Act of the USA... meaning you can run there with your kids and he couldn't have you hauled back to the home state with them.
So, hope things are looking up. Remember, it isn't your fault. He has (possibly had some rough times overseas, and if so, changes) but he has had a kinda "bubble" like you say and hasn't lived regular day to day---he's in his way been static. That isn't functional, and it isn't YOUR fault. Sometimes a "mantra" helps to get you thru a nite...so tell yourself it was not you, you did nothing wrong. I know how excited you were this past year or so, with his visits, and could see and feel it from your writings and author's note. You did your best.
Keep that in mind.
Sorry for the ramble (just can't help myself)...just wish I could make you feel better--know we all do. I wish you the best, the bestest ever, and send those best wishes out to you like a hug around your neck.
Huggs,
~~Kara
~~fyreburned~~

dude! i think you did an excellent job tempering the nervousness with an overwhelming sense of affection and trust, all well marinated in some wicked spicy sexy-ness. it read beautifully.
so glad to see you posting, and to have the chance to read. best wishes and snuggles.
also: most people run screaming from the physicist confession so it was cool to read your response. ;D take care of yourself!

Ok first off, I am sitting here in a puddle of me, unable to form a simple sentence. This is so unbelievably HOT!!

*dunks head in bucket of ice*

I have to say that I think this is the BEST virgin Buffy I have read...it was so realistic and god don't forget the tenderness from Spike. Sorry I am still a little lost for words, my head is spinning it was THAT good!! But know that I loved it, very very much ok? Your writing could never disappoint me.

I hope things get better for you hun. *hugs* I wish I could come over there n jump all over RL n tell it to stop givin you a hard time!

Hot stuff! I think you did well with virgin Buffy. Wishing you mental and emotional fortitude for all the RL stuff too.

you did an amazing job no that chapter:)... as always you never disappoint... I love your style of writing.:)


Hope everything is going better for you *hugs*


can't wait to see the next chapter... hope the muse is coming back..


untill next time:):)

That was fantastic... and lovely..

I am in the middle of Gustov.. and am deliriously happy that you posted this before we lost electricity..

Waiting for more ... naughty sex and always love a surprise..