Mmmh so the main reason Buffy was crying so much was this situation - and not being wanted, not even by Spike.

Author's Response: I'm sure she has a lot on her mind. She's probably crying for everything and anything. Poor girl had alot to go through the last few weeks. I haven't updated more yet. Still waiting on the beta but I'll send her an email to see how she's doing and how the betaing is going. DId update the other story though :)