jeez I think that was a great chapter! and oooh in the alley (slut buffy ) hahaha
must read more *scampers off to next chapter*

Another fabulous chapter. Really loving this story... Buffy * Tut Tut * her character is starting to sound a lot like Dru .

Buffy, stranger and an alley. Doesn't sound like the Buffy from chapter one. Maybe the changes were unconciously for Spike. Hair, clothes...etc. He loved Dru who was the total opposite of Buffy . Poor Spike, he just wants the geek back..:) Please update soon...Please.....

Author's Response: Yeah i wanted to show how she had changed but that she also isn't thinking clearly, she mixed up about her mum's death and her feelings for Spike so she acted stupid and did something she normally wouldn't do.

Posted my comment before I was finished. Just wanted to say that I don't care for this Buffy much as you can tell. LOL She slept with Spike and expected more. But Spike didn't promise her relationship. She got hurt that was her fault. Then she wasn't honest with Spike because she is a scared little girl. That is what I see her as a little girl. She hurt Spike because she was hurting. She was a bitch to him and ran away. Spike has been her best friend for how many years. I will take it that she probably is the one who stop communicating with him. How much do you think that would have hurt Spike. That his best friend left and stop communicating with him. Buffy just threw away their friendship because she was too weak to be honest with her feelings. And that is why I'm so pissed off at Buffy. She threw away their friendship because she couldn't be honest. It has happen to me before. Different situation as this one though. But my best friend threw away my friendship because they were weak. That is all it is. Which is why my sympathy in this goes to Spike. I really could care less if Spike ends up with this Buffy. But I will continue to read. At least for now. But if I all I read is Spike blaming himself and feeling jealous. I will be disappointed with the story and I might have to stop.

Author's Response: Well if you have to stop then you have to stop but i think they are as much to blame as each other.

Again, I will say it is Buffy's fault that she got hurt. BUFFY'S FAULT, not Spike. Spike even put a stop to it at first. Saying stuff like this.....

“You’re upset a-about Parker and I shouldn’t have taken advantage of you like that.”
“Buffy I think that we need to…”

But Buffy was having none of that. When she should have because she loves him. And you want to be clear that it is more than one night stand. You will up getting hurt if you don't. Guess what, She got hurt and took out her anger on Spike. She was a bitch and then ran away. She is so weak.

Spike doesn't deserve any of that from Buffy. I'm still a little upset that you make Spike feel guilty and not Buffy. Now, Spike is jealous of Angel and thinks that she has a boyfriend. You also have him drinking which can be bad. I just hope Spike doesn't have a drinking problem. I also hope that this kicking of Spike is also done.

I also wonder what Spike has been up to. We know a little bit of what Buffy's been up to. Moving to New York. Running an art place. Sleeping with Angel. I don't think I can sleep with someone for over a year and not develop any feelings. I think if you have sex with just one person long enough you are bond to develop feelings. I mean I could be wrong. I never slept with a person for a long time and didn't have romantic feelings for him from the start. Anyways, I'm just curious to see what Spike has been up to. Who are his friends and was he dating? Wait, I think I remember reading that he is an English teacher. I wish I had a teacher as hot as Spike. Is he still going to live with Giles? I would think that Spike would want his own place. I guess I have to read to see. I just hoping that kicking the Spike is done though.




Author's Response: I believe its both their faults, poor communication on both parts.

Oh my, so many misunderstandings and miscommunication. They gotta talk honestly , but of course B has built a wall around herself and is quite cold. And now Spike is drinking and thinking Buffy is with Angel. And still she wants him and hates herself for it.

More soon please, it's so good.

Author's Response: Thanks

Looks like misunderstandings all around. Can't wait for the next update!

Author's Response: Yeah lots of misunderstandings lol

Spike hurt the buffster and he will pay, with many hang overs.

Author's Response: lol yep!