Yay, some spuffyness. Can't wait for more.

Just read the last 3 chapters. I don't know why Spike is being called a jerk and an idiot. I happen to agree with Spike and understand where he is coming from. Buffy is the one who lied to him. She is the one who did wrong in this. Not Spike. Spike has been hurt and lied to often in his life so of course he is going to have trouble trusting again. That is just the way it goes for a lot of people. I also think that a 17 year old is a kid. Yes, Spike is only 5 years older than her. But there is a difference between someone who is 17 and 22. A 17 year old is still living at home and most 22 years old are on their own and going to college or working. That 5 year gap does make it difference during that point of life. Now, if someone was like 25 and the other person was 30 then it doesn't make that much of a difference. I'm not saying that a 22 year old and a 17 year old shouldn't date. But I don't think as a parent that I would be very happy about it either but most likely accept it anyway. This is just my opinion. I also think that if it was Spike who lied about his age and Buffy was the older one. Then people would be complaining what a liar Spike is and what a jerk he is for lying. But since it is Buffy that lied to Spike. People are complaining that Spike is being a bit of a jerk because he is being hard on the poor innocent young girl. But Buffy isn't innocent in this. A point that she is trying so hard to prove. If she wants to be an adult so badly. Act like an adult. Face the consequences of your actions like an adult. Don't act like a little kid. I think Spike was easy on her. Not to say that I wanted Spike to be really mean to Buffy. I wouldn't want to see that even though I can kind of understand it. But I think Buffy got off easy. It could have been worse. A lot worse. I think people should call Spike as nice instead of a jerk. Cause he was nice and is being nice to Buffy. Another thing is that just because you sleep around doesn't make you a bad person. Cordelia seems to look at her brother as a bad person or not a sweet person just because he sleeps around after being hurt from Dru. That is one thing that made me mad. There are people who sleep around and still very sweet. I feel a little bad for Spike. You can tell he cares for deeply about his family and friends. You can tell he just wants to keep anybody from being hurt. Instead all he gets in return from his close family and friends are people lying to him and calling him names. It makes me feel really bad for Spike.

i love this story loads wish i stumbled across it once its completed i hate waiting lol great story anyway carnt wait 4 more ;)

Happy New Year. Please keep writing this story and update as soon as you can.