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CHAPTER. 8

"Buffy, I'm home, wake- Oh my god!" Dawn said as she ran out of Buffy's room,

"oh shit" Buffy said getting off of Spike and putting her robe on as she ran after her before Spike could react,

"Buff- oh no, no, no" ha said putting his pants on and grabbing his jumper as ran down stairs to see Dawn on the couch,

"Dawn, I can explain" Buffy said,

"you had a guy over, when mum was out of town" she said,

"are you going to tell mum?" Buffy asked sounding a little scared, as Spike somehow couldn't breath, both the older teens were waiting for the 12 year olds response.

"Look, let's say that never happened" Spike suggested

"what the whole you banging my sister",

"actually she was on top-"

"Spike!" Buffy said.

'God these two, they are so hopeless' Dawn thought trying to hide the laughter and smile on her face as she played along, but couldn't help it so bursted out in laughter,

"you little brat" Buffy said,

"as if I would tell mum" Dawn said "you have got to learn to close a door though.don't you have golf with your dad",

"uh, it was this morning.decided to drop by" Spike said as his face got a shade darker.

"well, Buffy told me that when I got home we were going to go shop with Cordelia",

"Dawn!" Buffy said,

"actually, I should get going, I'll see you tomorrow",

"Question, are you too like finally together?"

"No, we are like.uh",

"kissing friends" Spike finished.

"So, basically" Dawn said standing up "you are just sex mates",

"Dawn!" Buffy said,

"you could say that" Spike mumbled,

"Spike, please, a child is present" Buffy said facing him as he nodded,

"Buffy I learn all about Sex. Education at school",

"did your sis look satisfied pet?" Spike asked her as Buffy hit him,

"more than with broad shoulders" she replied as Spike smiled,

"you, you taught her to call him that?" Buffy asked,

"yeah, tell big sis what else I taught you lil bit" Spike said.

"UMM, Peaches, Ponce, Poof",

"this is unbelievable.you can go now Spike",

"true, I have satisfied you for today, so my job is done" Spike said and stepped back as Buffy tried to hit him.

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"OH! I like this one" Buffy said picking a nice baby blue top from the rack,

"very nice" Cordelia said,

"so, are you like shopping for clothes that would impress Spike more, because you use to always do that when you dated Angel" Dawn said,

"did I just hear my name" a familiar voice replied as the 3 girls turned around.

"A-Angel, hi" Buffy said,

"hi Buffy" he said "Cordelia, Dawn", they both turned back and walked off, "guess they don't like me" he said walking closer as she couldn't move still shocked that he was in front of her,

"so, you haven't been at school for the past week, why not?" she asked me,

"thought I'd get out of your hair it was the least I could do after I hurt you" he said "how have you been, any guy in your life, I shouldn't ask that",

"no guy" she said very quickly,

"so there is a guy",

"nothing serious.nowhere near it" she assured him "how's that girl Darla",

"uh, didn't quite work out, she preferred for me to be kind of taken, rather then just hers" he said,

"oh" she said,

"enough about me, so who's the guy, do I know him?" he asked as Cordelia walked over,

"Buffy we need to go, I'm meeting Xander in 10 minutes",

"oh okay" she said "I have to go, I'll see you around",

"at school tomorrow, just si you know there are still feelings for you" he answered for her "bye Buffy, bye girls" he then walked off.

"I didn't tell him" Buffy said,

"about?" Cordelia asked,

"Spike, he asked me if I was with anyone one, I said no, and he said so there is a guy, I said yes but know one serious",

"Buffy, you still love Angel don't you?"

"Yes, I do",

"well all I have to say is.tell Spike",

"I can't, it'll break his heart",

"better then lying to him saying that you don't love him" she said as Dawn walked over to them,

"god, how can you talk to that guy, after what he did" Dawn asked her older sister,

"he isn't with that girl anymore.I'm afraid she wanted him when he had a girlfriend" Buffy said ignoring Dawns last comment as the three girls walked over to the car and got in.

"Buff just promise me that you will tell Spike" Cordelia said "or better yet figure out what you want",

"your right, I have got to tell Spike, and tell Angel, then I need to decide what or who I want" she said as Cordelia drove out of the mall's parking lot.

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"Buffy, what brings you by?" Spike asked opening the door,

"hi, can I come in?"

"Sure" he said stepping back so she could come in. Buffy walked into the lounge and sat down.

"So, what's wrong?" he said,

"how do you know if anything is wrong, I could've just come over for a little roll in the sack",

"hello Buffy" Giles said waking in through the lounge toward the kitchen as Spike smirked,

"and you didn't happen to see my dad's car?" he asked her,

"fine.I'll get to the point, I sort of bumped into Angel today" she said,

"oh" was all he said and sat down "so.how was the great poof",

"so, you're okay with me running into Angel",

"well yeah, I mean, it's not like you're going to get together with him" he sais as she looked away, "right?" he asked.

"Spike, I still have feelings for him" she admitted,

"ofcourse you do, I don't expect you to not, I mean 4 years is a long time.who am I kidding, I hate the fact that you do" he said,

"he broke up with the other girl he still has feelings for me" she said,

"are you going to get back with him, after he hurt you, cheated on you.and after he promises that he wont ever cheat on you, what you're just going to get back together with him?" he asked her getting angrier,

"I don't know Spike".

"Do my feelings mean anything to you" he asked her "I mean seriously, it's bad enough that right now as I wait for you to make up your mind, I feel like a rebound guy.but yet I know deep down that it's probably going to end up getting nowhere",

"Spike",

"you'll go back to him, and you'll get hurt again, and again, and again, and when you've had enough, you'll come back to me, and expect me to be your night in shining armour, but no, even though I might be your best mate, I won't be your shoulder to cry on",

"Spike",

"not if you choose him" he said and walked off,

"Spike, just stop.are you saying that I choose Spike, then our friendship is over",

"oh, I'm sorry pet does that hurt you, am I hurting your feelings" he said sarcastically

"no, you must love to get hurt",

"that is not fair",

"oh but dragging me around is" he said "I thought you actually had some brains, guess you didn't, just leave" he then walked off.

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"Cordelia" Buffy said running in the girls room as her and Xander broke apart,

"umm, Buffy, kind of a private moment" Xander said standing up straightening himself,

"I am a bad person" she said and started crying,

"it's okay we were only kissing" Cordelia said,

"yeah Buffy, I mean don't cry about it" Xander assured her.

"I told Spike that I had feelings for Angel" she said and broke out crying even more,

"oh no" Xander muttered, "how'd he take it",

"he basically said that if I choose him, Angel, the friendship is over",

"so, are you actually considering that" Xander asked her,

"I don't know" Buffy said,

"you don't know, Buffy I was hoping you'd actually say no" Xander said, "give her a break, she dated the guy for 4 years",

"true, but he hurt her once it doesn't mean that he won't hurt her again" Xander said in the same sarcastic tone Spike did only 10 minutes ago.

"Okay.do you want to lose Spike as a friend?" Cordelia asked Buffy,

"no, I don't",

"But yet, you want Angel" Xander added,

"so, what about your feeling's for Spike" Cordelia asked her,

"there are feelings, but not love" she said.

"Well, the guy doesn't expect for you to be in love with him yet" Xander said "but, I do know and he knows.actually we all know that you will love him one day.would you like to know why?" Xander asked sitting next to her,

"why?"

"He will never hurt you.and you know that, I am going to go",

"okay" Cordelia said as Buffy just sat there.

"I'll see you both at school tomorrow.oh yeah good luck with all that Buffy" he then walked off as Cordelia sat down and let Buffy cry on her shoulder,

"we can call Willow, the dinner should be over",

"good Idea, I need Willow" Buffy added,

"want my advise",

"please",

"do what you think will make you happy, and not something that will hurt you in the end, Angel may still have feelings, but I know that when he was cheating on you, he had feelings, and that didn't stop him"





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