“Well…well…well if it isn't the wee little man himself,” Spike said as he walked over to Jonathan.
“Spike, how not nice it is to see you,” Jonathan replied as he and Spike regarded one another.
“Isn’t it though? I am dead sexy,” Spike smirked.
Buffy couldn't help but laugh at the scene before her. Spike and Jonathan were circling each other, both looking like panthers about to strike.
“What are you doing here, Spike?”
“Hello, I live here you stupid git.” Spike stopped to light up a fag, the flame making his face bright in the dark of the night.
Once again Buffy was struck silent at the look of him. He was gorgeous, almost angelic looking, lit by the flame of his Zippo. She couldn't deny she was attracted to him; she had been for some time now. The looks he gave her when he thought no one would notice didn't help the fact of the matter. She knew he wanted her and if the quickening dampness of her thong had something to say about it then it was obvious to her that she wanted him to.
“Buffy why don't you take another stroll around and then call it a night,” Jonathan said to Buffy before turning to his group. “Let’s go guys.”
“Aye, aye captain.” Buffy gave a little one-finger salute.
“Well, looks like Goldilocks is getting a tad tired of being in the shadow of the little man.”
Buffy felt the blush creep up her face at her nickname ‘Goldilocks’.
“Yeah, well, maybe it sounds stupid, but sometimes it seems that this isn’t always how it’s been. I haven't always been in the shadows.”
“That doesn’t sound stupid at all.” Spike took a step toward her. “I see you as being the leader, not a follower.”
“Really?”
Step.
“I see your power, Buffy, and you’re hiding it because you’re afraid of showing the git up.”
Step
“You’re in the shadows like me, when you should be the one shining.”
“What if I like being in the shadows?" she asked, smiling as Spike hesitated.
“Well, maybe you can be both,” he replied, surprising them both.
Step
He smells so good, she couldn't help but thinking as he stood right in front of her. She raised her hand to stroke the coolness of his cheek, sighing to herself when he closed his eyes.
“What are you up to Buffy?” Spike asked as he grabbed her hand. “Can't take any games, luv. If you let me in I'm going to stay in, no coming to me just when you have an itch. I can't take being in your light then being pushed back in the dark when you’re done.” He took her hand and placed it over his heart. “It may not beat but when it breaks it still hurts just as bad.”
Buffy was stopped in silence at his touching words and looked deep into his cerulean eyes. In that moment she knew just what she wanted. It didn't matter what Jonathan would say, hell it didn't even matter what her mother or friends would say. Buffy took a step closer, so close that when she got on her tiptoes, she could feel his un-needed breath on her face. Kissing his cheek, she made her way up to his ear.
"There’s no games here, Spike. You’re mine." she said biting his neck softly.
With a growl Spike picked her up by her ass and spun her around so her back was up against the wall of his crypt.
“See what you do to me, luv?” He asked as he ground his hardness into her.
Buffy rubbed herself up against him, trying to get much needed friction. After a beat, she took his hand and put it in between her and his throbbing cock. Setting it against her damp panties.
“Do you feel what you do to me?” she asked as her lips attacked his.
All her want and need and longing showed through in a kiss that Spike could have sworn made his heart beat again. Reluctantly Spike tore his lips from hers allowing her to gulp in needed oxygen. He rested his forehead against hers. Buffy looked up and they locked eyes. She loved the way she could make him take deep un-needed breaths.
Buffy gasped as she felt something slip in through her panties. His fingers started to move in between her lips. Her eyes momentarily rolled back in her head. The world started to spin around her as his fingers worked their magic. It was Spike's turn to initiate the kiss this time as he leant forwards and ran his tongue along her bottom lip.
Buffy couldn't help but giggle as he growled when she sucked his tongue into her mouth. The giggles didn't last long as her need for more took over her. Frantically, she started to remove his shirt, needing to feel his skin with no barriers in between. Spike took his fingers out from inside her and slowly brought them to his mouth. He locked eyes with her again as he slowly sucked her juices off his fingers. Pulling his hand away, she replaced it with her mouth, sucking on his tongue and moaning as she tasted herself.
“Want…you,” she made out in between hungry teeth clashing kisses.
"God, I want you, Spike.”
That’s all the encouragement Spike needed as he raised her skirt up around her waist. He pulled her panties off and slipped them into the pocket of his duster before sliding his own jeans down to his knees. Buffy took a deep breath as she saw his need slip out. Spike couldn't help smirk at her obvious admiration of him.
“See something you like, love?” Buffy smiled as she bit her lip while nodding.
“I also see something I want.”
Spike pushed her back against the wall as the head of his cock was positioned at her entrance.
“Need you to be sure, Buffy. This is your last out. No questions asked. If you want to stop we stop and you walk away.”
With a sweet smile trying to show him how sure she was she said, “I can't back away from you...ever again.”
Spike blinked at her in surprise. Not only had she admitted there was something there but she also admitted she wasn’t thinking short term. He kissed her once again, this time slowly, letting his emotions show through. He pulled back and slowly entered her, looking into her eyes as he did. What he saw there was still a shock to him even though she said all she said. What he saw was her want and need but also something way deeper. He wasn't sure it could be called love yet but he knew it had the potential.
The potential to become more.
To become love.
He closed his eyes for a second, trying to control his demon as it fought to take over. When he was sure he was back in control he slowly started to move within her. Kissing along her neck and jaw line, letting his tongue roam from the spaces in between. Buffy was in heaven, never before had she felt anything this good. She knew it now that they were made to love each other. It was their destiny to find each other.
And suddenly as she realized this, as it dawned on her that Spike could be the one, she wasn’t afraid. She wanted it to happen. She knew it wouldn’t end badly. She knew Spike’s love for her was real; it would always be real. He would never end; this would never end like Angel. He would never leave her.
Lifting her legs, she wrapped them around his waist to get him deeper inside her. She locked eyes with and started riding him, faster and faster. Needing to just have him fuck her their first time, their need was too great to take it slow. Spike took the hint from her to speed it up. Hell, they could have slow anytime; right now it was just about the joining of bodies.
Buffy could feel herself getting closer and closer to the edge and nearly toppled over it when Spike reached in between them. Magically as he started rubbing her clit, her fireworks began to go off. She moaned loudly as she rode him hard and rough, impaling herself over and over on him, drawing out her orgasm. When she finally felt herself coming down, she leant down and bit him hard on the side of his neck.
“MINE!” she proclaimed as she licked off the few drops of blood that she drew.
With his eyes wide, Spike screamed out her name as he shot his dead load inside her, slipping into game face as he did. He bit down on her neck repeating the words she said just moments before.
“Oh god!” she gasped, after another wave flowed over her, leaving her limp in his arms with the power of it. She almost purred at the feeling of him licking her wound. They stayed wrapped in each other’s arms for the longest time, just reeling in everything that just happened. Both realizing that nothing would ever be the same again.
And both of them couldn't be happier about it.
