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Hey I hope you like this chapter

DISCLAMIER = I own nothing it all gose to the wonderful joss. and the song is by ashlee simpson and some of the love letter I found
As Buffy gose upstairs to the guest room she wonders what the hell she did to deserve this.

"Ohhh,yeah I slept with my sister's boyfriend." Buffy replied to herself.

Take it back, take it all back now
The things i gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips
I miss that now I can't try any harder then I do
All the reasons i gave, excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two
All the things left undiscovered


Spike is standing outside her door
he can hear Buffy's loud sobs and It's killing him.
He wishes she could know the things she dose to him.

He puts his forehead on the door and the palm of his hand and whispers,

"Sorry love,"

He walks away with tears in his eyes. Never wanting to hurt this beautiful angel.


Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting to wonder
I need you
Yeah i need you
Don't walk away
Touch me now how I wanna feel something so real


Buffy hears him whispers those words and knows if she dosen't go after him then thats it.

She jumps off the bed and races to the door. she dosen't see him there. so she races down the stairs and to the living room window.
She looks out the window and sees his black desoto driving down the street

She closes her eyes tightly wishing to make it all go away.


Spike drives down the street wanting to turn around and take her in his arm's so bad. But he wants to do whats best for her and that would be walking away for the time being.

Buffy feels her mother's hand on her shoulder and replies,

"His gone sweetie," She tells her.

Buffy turns her head and ask,

"How did you know.?"

Joyce smiles a half smile and says,

"Please Buffy, I saw the way you looked at each other, its the same look I gave your father."Joyce told her.

Buffy grabs her mom in a damanding hug and tearfully told her,

"Mommy, I love him so much and he left me." Buffy told her while her sobs got louder and the rest of the family was listening in the backround.

It breaks Joyce's heart to see her youngest so upset and so very much in love with something she could never have.


Please remind me my love
Take me back
'Cause I'm so in love with what we were
Im not breathing, I'm suffocating without you
Do you feel it to?
When i'm in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door


Drusilla and Spike step into the house.

Spike gose to the fridge and grabs a beer.

"Spike darling, come to bed." Drusilla tells him with a purr.

Spike glares at her.

"Not now Dru," Spike growls at her while walking over to the chouch.


Back at grandma's house.


"Ohhh, and by the way mom I'm pregnate." Buffy tells her gently.

But Joyce already knew, she knew her daughter sucked at cleaning her her bathroom and takeing the trash out.

Joyce didn't say a word just handed her daughter an envolope.



My dearest Buffy,

I have been wondering about what's the best way to share all this with you. I feel that it is time for me to share all my thoughts and feelings that have been raceing through my mind the last few hours, days. I'm not sure I have the courge to do this in person and soI have decided to share them through this letter. I know that I'm not your first love and you're not mine. But your the, one I wanna be with I know you're heart is brusied. And not just by me but by you're father to. I know that we're both scared of going down that path that has been painful before. But, what is life without hope. what is life about, but takeing chances? and this is a chance I'm willing to take. I ask you to walk beside me and I promise to never let you down I ask you to trust me and I promise to never hurt you. I'll wait for you to think this through
and give me your decision. Whatever you decide I want you to know that I'll always love you.

All my Love,
William
Buffy clunched the letter to her chest as more tears poured down her cheeks hopefully maybe one day soon she will be reunited with her love.









THE END










A/N: JUST KIDDING!!!!!! ohhh and a special thanks to
Dreamgirl4eva, BuffyandSpikeForever,Kimber,Kitdane and
Tina. for reviewing!!!!!!





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