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Hey I decided to post another chapter

DISCLAMIER = I owe nothing it all gose to joss and the song is by christina aguilara and the poem is by Jessica mundorf
As Joyce, Angel and Angel's fiance get ready to leave Joyce decides to leave Buffy here for a while to sort through her problems.


Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl It's all right
Your tears will soon dry, you'll soon be free to fly


She sits there pondering her thoughts wondering wheather or not she should tell Spike about the baby or not.

She stares out her bedroom window looking out at the oceans. Knowing what she has to do

She has to get the hell out of sunnydale.


When you're safe inside your room
You tend to dream
Of a place where nothings harder then it seems
No one ever wants to bother to explain
Of a heartache life can bring and what it means


She knew it sounded like she was running and maybe she was.

SPIKE'S HOUSE


"Drusilla, we need to talk."Spike told her.

Drusilla smiled thinking this was happy news. She walked over to the chair and sat on Spike's lap.

Spike rolled his eyes just really wanting her off him. He felt sick whenever she looked at him let alone touch him.

"Dru, I can't do this anymore living this lie just to prove you're good enough and not a screw up." Spike said to her.

Drusilla smirked and crawled over to Spike she opened his legs wide and scooted between them makeing her face iches away from his crotch.

"But you have to, see I know a little secret about you and my sister and Im---."

She was cut off as Spike got up from the chair makeing her fall back and land on her ass.

"To late Dru, Her mum already knows." Spike told her.

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Buffy calls up her mother to see if she could move in with
cordillia up in Vegas and take up her singing career untill she started showing.


When there's no one else look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strenght that will guide your way
You'll learn to trust the voice within


Joyce picks up the phone knowing I'ts her daughter.

"Sweetie, do you need something.?" She ask.


Buffy Bites her bottom lip and ask,

Mom, Im gonna take you up on that offer and move to Vegas."
Buffy tells her.

Joyce signs, really wishing her daughter would think this through and not screw up any chances she might have had with Spike.

"Okay hunny, if thats what you want all be over there in the morning."

Buffy smiles and thanks her mother wanting to hurry up and get away from sunnydale and all the burning memories.


Now in a world where innocence is quickly clamied
I'ts so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out for a hand to hold
when you look outside look inside your soul and you'll learn to trust the voice within


Buffy hopes this will change things for her and her new life.


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SPIKE'S HOUSE



"I'm going to Buffy in the morning, I want you the hell out of my home and my life."Spike tells her harshly.


But will he be to late?


Buffy writes Spike a poem and ask her grandmother to give it to him.

She nods,respecting her granddaughters wishes.




William

My life is a puzzle
I't used to be complete,
But now there's something missing,
A very special piece,

Without that piece
I feel nothing at all,
that piece.....
It helped me up from my fall,

Without that piece I feel so very far,
I feel like god's most distant star.


Without that piece I have no grace,
I feel ugly,
I don't want to show my face,

Without that piece my body is weak
I can't touch or laugh,
Or even speak,


When loseing that piece
I also lost my smile,
Lately I
Have been in great denial

Without that piece,
I stand in the rain,
I feel no good,
I feel nothing but pain.

Without that piece,
I haven't a single chance,
No matter where i go,
Or where i glance.

I feel so empty,
I feel so hollow,
without that piece,
I have no food to swollow.

Without that piece,
My head turns and turns,
My eyes only cry
My heart only burns.

Without that piece,
I have lack of emotion,
I haven't got the heart,
For love and devotion.


Without that piece,
Nothing seems right.
I get cold and scared,
I shake all night.

Without that piece,
I have no belonging, or place,
I have nothing to hold,
Love and embrace.

Without that piece,
Life is full of sigh,
I wish I wasn't living,
I wish I could die !

That peice I know,
I will forever miss,
It showed me love,
and tenderness.

Everything I said
Will always be true,
'Cause that piece I lost
Can only be you!


Spike reads the poem as hot tear race down his cheeks he knows she's gone but hopefully not for good he has nothing left But he promises he will wait.





A/N: I hope you liked this chapter dont worry the angst is almost over I promise I will not let this story end with a sad ending........Dont you just want to eat james marsters all up
Anyways a special thanks to....Dreamgirl4eva, BuffyandSpikeForever, Kimber, Kitdane,Tina TV and Catie
and pretty please review!!!!!!!





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