Author's Chapter Notes:
things start to pick up
As Buffy sat in the waiting room to be on her way to Las vegas.

She starts getting worried weather or not she should leave or stay.

I find myself wrong again
Stareing out my window
Wondering what it is that i shouldve said
I find myself home again
Waiting for the aftercall
From a fallout that feels like such a mess








Spike rushes through rush hour traffic hopeing to get to Buffy before she takes the flight.

He turns right , he turns left,

"Come on, get the hell out of my way." Spike yells to a truck in front of him.

He honks his horn and finally the truck moves shouting at Spike as he cuts him off.






Buffy waits for her mother to get back from the bathroom and suddenly It's like her eyes are playing tricks on her.

And she thinks she sees Spike running towards her. She shake's her head and turns around and says,

"Could I be anymore of an iddiot." She says to her self while people are stareing at her.

She looks at them and says,

"WHAT?,Do i look that crazy to you"She ask them with a crazy glint in her eyes.

They tunr there head away from her fast as Spike is approching her.

"Buffy love," Spike says out of breath.

Buffy is afraid to turn around cause she knows exactly what is behind her and shes afraid to face the truth.


"You, can't leave me," Spike says more with a plea.

Buffy turns and says to him a bit harshly,

"But what, you can leave me."Buffy ask him clenching her fist.

Spike looks at her funny and ask her,

"What the hell are you talking about.?" He ask her.

Buffy rolls her eyes and says,

"Come on Spike, dont play dumb."She says sarcasticly.

Spike thinks about last night wondering what he could of meant and the only thing he could possibly think of that would of upset her would be kissing dru---

"You saw me kissing her huh.?"He ask her.

Buffy nods, really not wanting to go back to that night of the pre-show he and dru gave her.

Spike grabs her by the upper arms and says,

"Now you listen here, you know that meant nothing.It was just a show so you're mom would'nt think anything less of me and dru." Spike tells her.


Buffy nods really wishing she could stay but she really needed to leave and get away from all the drama in sunnydale.

Ohh i can only be myself
I'm sorry thats hell for you
Hey so whats my damage today
Dont let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
the trouble between me and you is nothing new
So i listen to you complain
And then i bite my tongue in vain again



She puts her hands around spike's neck and kisses him softly
Really wishing to never let go.

"Im so sorry," She tells him with tears in her eyes.

Spike dosen't say anything just shows no emotion on his face.

Shetrns to leave and sees her mother standing by the leaving station.

She walks past and gives the guy her tickets takes one more look back at Spike and gives her mother a hug as her mother whispers in her ear.

"Take care of that child."She tells her.

Buffy nods and walks onto the plane.


As I let it all just slowly settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint
Im so vile while your such a saint
Funny how your eyes are thick and not thin
Ohh i can only be myself
You're looking for someone else
You know how to give it
But you can't take it
I'ts all just a waste
So now you can save it












A/N: OKay okay, i know lots and lots of mistakes in this chapter but i promise next chapter will be better. thanks to all of you who reviewed!!!! ( the story starts to get better)





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