Summary: Summary: Set in the world of The Wish. Buffy killed the Master instead of the other way around. She's settled down in Sunnydale and is getting used to Slaying when an old enemy comes into her life with news of an apocalypse in Europe--and a plan to stop it. The problem is that once they leave Sunnydale, absolutely nothing goes according to plan, including homocidal Watchers, rogue witches, and vampires who just don't know when to quit...
Rated: NC-17
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Completed: No
Word count: 34998 Read: 16894
Published: 07/31/2005 Updated: 12/27/2005
1. Haunted by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 5] 
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These first few chaps are basically the same as Could Have Been, but I've made some (very) minor changes so I'm reposting. In this fic, Buffy killed the Master and vamps Willow and Xander got away. Hope you like it =D
2. Dreams by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 5] (1818 words)
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3. Slug Slime by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 4] (1683 words)
A/N: I decided to post anyway, because I’m trying to get caught up to where I deleted this fic...second to last “old” chapter. Sorry to those of you who have already read it and want more *hugs you in a desperate attempt to get you to forgive me* Thanks for the reviews!
4. Very Human by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 6] (1450 words)
The last old chapter! Hope you like it, and thanks bunches for the reviews I got for the last chap =D
5. Big Bad Mojo by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 4] (1655 words)
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6. Un-Slayer-ey Feelings by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 2] (2369 words)
So, I've been gone for forever...basically the parentals freaked out upon discovering the less-than-pristine nature of TSR. I'm very sorry I was gone for so long....but there won't be any big disappearances anymore, promise ;) Thanks to everyone who reviewed!
7. Asleep by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 12] (2233 words)
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8. For Awhile by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 13] (2769 words)
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9. Better Than One by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 10] (1688 words)
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10. Almost Uncanny by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 10] (2478 words)
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11. Blood by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 8] (1751 words)
Thanks for all the lovely reviews! It's great to know you guys enjoy the story--hopefully you won't kill me for this chapter ;)
12. Please by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 7] (1278 words)
Feel free to kick me--I know I haven't updated in forever =( But updates will be coming much more quickly after this, because my comp's all worm-free and I've gotten over my writer's block...thanks a million for all the incredible reviews I got!
13. Both by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 12] (2256 words)
God, I haven't updated this fic in forever! *headdesk* Bad author. Bad, bad author.
Anyway, I really am sorry =) Thanks for all the lovely reviews I got last time, and from now on, I'll update faster--promise!
14. Neither Here Nor There by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 8] (1859 words)
A/N: See? This is me updating. Yay, right? ;) Thanks for all the reviews I got for the last chapter!
15. A Different Kind of Violence by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 9] (3546 words)
So, this chapter is really long, mainly because chopping it up seemed too cruel, and I couldn't find a good place to divide it. And this is the one that scares the crap out of me, because this is me flinging myself off the proverbial cliff and hoping my parachute doesn't have too many holes, even though I've never even opened it up to check before. In short, I'm nervous...hope you guys like it.
16. Soon Enough by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 4] (1918 words)
Thanks so much for the input I got for the last chapter--I love hearing what you guys think =)
17. The Other Side by Panta_Rei [Reviews - 11] (2743 words)