Summary: What if it wasn't Angel who left S3? Feeling lost Buffy heads off to find who she is without Angel and her Sunnydale friends and Spike just happens to be on the same personal journey.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Completed: Yes
Word count: 75597 Read: 58743
Published: 08/02/2005 Updated: 08/29/2006

1. Chapter 1 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 15] (2856 words)
It takes a couple of chapters to build into the Spuffyness, but believe me it's gonna happen big time!

2. Chapter 2 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 3] (1277 words)

3. Chapter 3 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 4] (4456 words)
This chapter is for Cordykitten. She's the kind of reader all us feedback desperate writers dream of having and since she's always one of the first people to check out anything I post, this bonus update is for her.

4. Chapter 4 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 4] (3842 words)

5. Chapter 5 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 6] (2294 words)

6. Chapter 6 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 9] (6230 words)

7. Chapter 7 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 9] (2859 words)

8. Chapter 8 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 5] (1798 words)
Some original dialog from the AtS Episode ’Are you now or have you ever been.’ So I wanna give credit to the episode writer Tim Minear. Also I just want to thank everyone for their muse inspiring reviews!

9. Chapter 9 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 5] (2169 words)

10. Chapter 10 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 5] (2918 words)

11. Chapter 11 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 2] (2318 words)

12. Chapter 12 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 1] (4382 words)

13. Chapter 13 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 0] (3669 words)

14. Chapter 14 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 1] (2868 words)
This is the last of my lost chapters and since they came from my hard files, there is probably a few typos in them. But since I figured you'd rather me get back to the story, I'll come back and repolish them after they story is complete. So look for the new chapter coming soon and please, feel free to review..

15. Chapter 15 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 7] (2302 words)
This is just an interlude, a stablizer before everything goes to hell, which is why I didn't chronical they're sex. It wasn't about their bodies responses to one another, its all about them connecting, strengthening what they have because they know it's about to be tested.

16. Chapter 16 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 11] (2145 words)
This is the second interlude, only instead of it being between Spike and Buffy it unites the two groups...atleast for the moment. I promise it'll get rock ahead so enjoy the lull while you can ;)

17. Chapter 17 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 8] (3321 words)

18. Chapter 18 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 7] (3241 words)

19. Chapter 19 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 10] (5721 words)

20. Chapter20 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 16] (2760 words)

21. Chapter 21 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 11] (1746 words)
OOPS, sorry about that kiddies, I got all confused and reposted ch 20 instead of the new one...

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22. Chapter 22 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 11] (2382 words)

23. Chapter 23 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 2] (2119 words)

24. Chapter 24 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 2] (2020 words)

25. Chapter 25 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 2] (1894 words)

26. Chapter 26 by Revello_1620 [Reviews - 20] (2010 words)
Now here’s the thing, I realize that the Spuffy love is the big attraction for many of you who read this story and those of you have no desire to see that change…but it will. The second installment will center on the characters darksides, the seduction of the dark and the past.

See where I’m going, Present, Past and then the third book will focus on the future and all three deal with A/B, B/S, A/S and A/B/S. Sometimes it will be angsty, sometimes fluffy but I’m a sucker for a happy ending.

So consider yourselves warned so for those of you who just lost interest, I’ll update my pure Spuffy fics and hopefull have some new ones.