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Summary: Goes AU immediately after Spike leaves the bathroom in Seeing Red. After nearly committing an unspeakable crime against the woman he loves, Spike faces the ordeal of his unlife when Robot-Boy Warren discovers what his chip does and how to control it. Will Buffy be able to help him? Will she even *want* to? *JUDGES PICK AT THE VAMPIRES KISS AWARDS!!!*
Rated: 18
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations, Rape, Spike/Other
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 60 Completed: Yes
Word count: 175668 Read: 65771
Published: 11/07/2005 Updated: 01/05/2006

1. No Going Back by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 8] Liked (2447 words)
This story was inspired by two great fics which used the same idea, “Chain” by irfikos, and “Leashing the Beast” by Nos. This idea has been done many times, I know, but I’ve had my own ideas about it for some time and thought I’d give it a try.
WARNING: Very very dark pretty much throughout the story. Involves torture, non-con m/m slash (not graphic, mostly implied), very disturbing. Spike is very badly victimized in this story. Will be Spike/Buffy pairing eventually, but will take a little while to get there.

2. Dealing with It by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (3056 words)

3. On the Edge by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (2784 words)

4. Laying the Blame by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (2431 words)

5. Shattered by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (3080 words)

6. Broken Pieces by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (2956 words)

7. Lifeline by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (3555 words)

8. Desolate by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (2980 words)
WARNING: this chapter contains a scene of sexual assault, m/m, very violent and disturbing

9. Balance of Power by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (2729 words)

10. Out of Control by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (2663 words)

11. Deliverance by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 7] Liked (2882 words)

12. The Mercy Seat by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 7] Liked (2926 words)

13. Through Another's Eyes by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (3085 words)

14. Defining Justice by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (3015 words)

15. In the Trying by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 7] Liked (3253 words)

16. Facing Demons by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (3354 words)

17. Opportunity by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (2685 words)

18. Retribution by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 6] Liked (2369 words)

19. The Power of Choice by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (3197 words)

20. Conversations by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (2918 words)

21. Losing It by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 6] Liked (3649 words)

22. Beyond Repair by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 6] Liked (3121 words)

23. Consequences by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 6] Liked (2742 words)

24. Waking Up by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (2508 words)

25. Alone in the Dark by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 8] Liked (2841 words)

26. Rising from Darkness by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (2772 words)

27. The Gift by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 8] Liked (2986 words)

28. In Search of Redemption by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (2640 words)

29. Finding Forgiveness by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (3215 words)

30. Reaching Out by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (2436 words)

31. Temptation by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (2716 words)

32. Restoration by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (3653 words)

33. Making Amends by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (2765 words)

34. Cherished by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (2586 words)

35. Moment of Truth by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (2610 words)

36. Haunted by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (3273 words)

37. The Will to Fight by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (3061 words)

38. An Unexpected Sacrifice by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 7] Liked (2857 words)

39. Mercy and Justice by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (2746 words)

40. Coming Home by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (2563 words)

41. Building Trust by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (3089 words)

42. Judgment by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (2958 words)

43. Truth and Lies by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (3220 words)

44. Misconceptions by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 1] Liked (2507 words)

45. Conflicted by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 1] Liked (3673 words)

46. Letting It Out by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (3202 words)

47. Facing the Consequences by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 1] Liked (3098 words)

48. Revelation by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (2787 words)

49. Truth and Speculation by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (2752 words)

50. Responsibility by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (2897 words)

51. Facing the Truth by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (2789 words)

52. Seeking Healing by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 18] Liked (2964 words)

53. Finding the Way by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (3000 words)
This chapter is about Xander and Anya... more Spuffiness next chapter :)

54. Facing Fear by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (2669 words)

55. Making Decisions by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 1] Liked (3238 words)

56. Poetic Justice by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 2] Liked (2942 words)

57. Confronting the Past by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 5] Liked (2765 words)

58. What Goes Around by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 4] Liked (2918 words)

59. Triumphant Return by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 3] Liked (2890 words)
Only one chapter left....:)

60. Epilogue by DreamsofSpike [Reviews - 16] Liked (3205 words)
Thanks for reading everyone! Hope you liked it!! :)