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“Shut-up.” Her heard her say just before she threw herself in his arms and smashed his lips with hers.


Shock momentarily crossed his face before his hands went around her head to tangle his fingers into her damp hair. My Buffy… He parted his lips as soon he felt her demanding tongue push urgently through the line in between.



Buffy’s trembling hands went to the edge of his shirt. She hastily lifted it up through his head and discarded it on the floor.



His heart hammered violently against his chest as he felt her fingers trace erratic patterns on his back.



Buffy gazed upon him. Her voice was filled with remorse as she spoke. “Spike, I’m sor-.”



“Shhh.” Spike placed a finger on her lips to stop her.



“But there’s something I need to-”



“Nothing to be sorry about, luv. You’re here and that’s what matters.” He told her huskily, feeling himself harden even more as she rubbed herself boldly unto his jean-clad erection.



Sensing the urgency in her, he placed both hands under her bottom to lift her up. With her legs firmly wrapped around his waist he started to carry her up towards her bedroom.


They were both panting so hard by the time they reached the top of the stairs. She was driving him crazy with her hips and it was a wonder at all that they were able to reach their destination with the way that she kept on grinding herself to him.


Spike gently put her to sit down on the edge of the bed and took his place beside her. “I want you, pet.” He said, kissing her hair. “ Will you let me show you just how much?”


The sound of desperation on his voice brought tingles to her spine. “Show me.”


Turning on the lamp, Buffy tentatively sat on his lap to straddle him.



The mischievous grin that spread across his lips instantly brought redness to her cheeks.



“Oh.” She smiled coyly. “You’re wondering what’s up with the light?”



“Not that I’m complaining but it sort piqued my curiosity.”



“Well, remember all those times we snuggled close?” She asked, her hand drawing lazy circles on his chest until it went up and mindlessly toyed with his necklace.


Spike held a whimper as she gradually continue to move closer, stopping only when she’s directly on top of his crotch.



“There were times when I hoped that you’ll learn to look at me differently,” she said softly. “…that somehow you’ll look at me like the way you do right now.”



“Luv… ” He swallowed hard. Buffy was harboring secret feelings for him even then? How could he have missed this?



“I want to see everything, Spike…your darkened eyes… your messed-up hair…the look on your face when you...” Buffy heaved an emotional sigh.“ I need to commit everything to my memory just in case…”



Spike looked at her tenderly and pulled her close to him. “I’ll be here, Buffy.” Placing her hand on top of his beating heart, he added, “I’ll be here forever if you’ll let me.”



Buffy felt like her own heart would burst from having too much emotion. Is it possible to fall for someone even more deeply than she did before? She thought, sobbing lightly as she leaned to give him a heartfelt kiss.



Spike began to pant wildly as he gave himself fully into the kiss. For what started out as light feathery playful kisses between them transformed into something heated and out of control.



Lack of breath soon compelled them to stop and Spike took the opportunity to gaze hungrily at her. Her hair was still damp from the rain and her clothes were soaked through. A soft groan escaped from his lips when he realized that between her shirt and her skin, she wore nothing.



Buffy began to feel tinglies that traveled all the way south at the way he was looking at her. He’s not just gonna stare at her all day, is he? She thought impatiently. Damn, I can’t just sit here and- Oh dear, he’s head is coming down.



She drew a sharp intake of breath as Spike’s head quickly came down to take enclosed one taut nipple into his mouth.



“Oh!” Buffy threw her head back and moaned loudly.



Smiling to himself, his lips moved to her other breast while his hands traveled down. Grabbing her by the waist, he lifted her slightly to slide her skirt down her legs. Buffy was too occupied that it wasn’t until he stopped his ministrations that she realized she was already sitting astride him practically naked.



“So beautiful, my Buffy…” He purred as his mouth returned to her breasts.



“Spike.” Buffy gasped, her hands fisting on the back of his hair to pull him closer. “…Want you.”



With one swift move, Spike lifted her up to him to lay her gently on the bed.



Soon, Spike was trailing kisses from her breast, to her taut stomach and down to…



“Oh my G…” she moaned loudly as she felt his tongue licked the area of her outer-lips. Her whole body tensed as she closed her legs together. “ Spike, I…can’t… I’ve never- ”



“I won’t push you anything you don’t want to, sweetheart but let me do this for you. I promise to stop if you say the word. Please trust me, pet.”



“Okay. I trust you.” Buffy nodded, almost chuckling at the look of relief on his face. She closed her eyes and writhe her head sideways as Spike resumed to teasing her center with his amazing tongue. Her hips bucked involuntarily as she felt the warm tip graze her sensitive nubbin. “Oh God!”




“Are you okay, luv? Would you like me to stop, pet?”



“No! (pants heavily)…please don’t st….gah!.”



Spike felt himself harden even more at the hint of desperation in her voice.


He began to suck her long and hard. Just when Buffy thought she couldn’t take it any longer, he inserted a finger inside her and started to pump. Within seconds, Buffy was screaming her sweet release.



Spike almost came from the feeling of muscles clamping around his fingers. Spike silenced her cry by kissing her deeply, making Buffy want him even more she tasted herself on his mouth. She sat up and started to unbuckle his belt. Spike hands came out to help her but she playfully slapped them away.



“Let me.” She told him huskily



“Minx,” he chuckled softly as her eager fingers went to unzip his pants. She watched him moan helplessly as she fondled the mass of curls beneath and finally freed his shaft from its constraint.



“Bloody Hell!” He groaned as she carefully encircled him and began running her fingers up and down his length.



Before his mind could even recover from her its overpowering sensation, he watched her with glassy eyes as her head came down and felt her lick the top of his shaft before taking him fully into her mouth. “Oh…Fuck!”



“Mmmm.” She moaned. The vibration on is skin caused him gasp from too much ecstasy.



“Buffy… you have… to stop.” He pleaded between pants.




Buffy sat up and looked at him with hurt in her eyes. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know that I was doing it wrong. I’ve never done-“



“No, you did nothing wrong, luv.” He told her between pants. “I had to…the feeling was so good but I want to be inside you when I come.”




In spite of the state that they’re already in, Buffy couldn’t help but blush at his words. She smiled at him as he stood up and totally removed his pants. Buffy licked her lips, her mind going back to the time that Spike told her that never liked the restrictions of underwear so he never bothered wearing one. She remembered sneaking peaks at his crotch several times after that. The time that she caught him doing it in his room only added fuel to the lust that had already began to make itself known to her.



Naked as her, he finally joined her on the bed. Gasps mingled through the air as their bodies touched skin to skin for the very first time.



Spike kissed her once again as his knees nudged her legs apart.



“Spike…” She whispered his name.



Bugger. She’s not having second thoughts, is she? “Buffy…I don’t think I can stop now.” he breathed out. He stared at her intently as he moved his head to touch hers.



“No…I’m not telling you to.”



“Then what is it, pet?” He asked as he started to kiss her neck.



“Spike, there’s something I have to tell you.”



Spike felt out of breath as he started to push himself into her hole.



“I’ve never done this before.”



His eyes went wide. Immediately he halted his movements “You’ve never-“


She nodded coyly.


“Oh pet, “ he looked down on her face with loving eyes, could not help from beaming from the fact that he’s going to be her first.“ This is …damn…I just wasn’t expecting.” He stuttered. “Wish I could do something to skip the pain but it’s going hurt a little.”



“I know but I don’t want you to stop.”



“I promise to take it slow, all right.” Spike told her softly as he slowly pushed himself inside her.



Buffy closed her eyes tight as she braced herself from the impending pain.



“Bloody Hell!…So tight.” He groaned. His eyes screwed shut at the feel of her squeezing him as he started coming through the barrier.



“Ah!” Buffy cried, her tears falling freely from the stabbing pain that assaulted her senses.



“Oh Buffy, I’m sorry…so sorry.” He whispered in endearment as he ran kisses all over her face.



Buffy looked at him and her heart almost gave out from the look of love she saw in his eyes. “Spike…please…”



He took in the renewed lust on her face and started to little by little drive himself further into her, giving her time to adjust to his size. Soon he reached the hilt. Spike rested his forehead on hers. His blue eyes remained glued to her green ones as he started to move slowly.



With the pain, finally subsiding, Buffy began to moan helplessly beneath him. Bloody Hell! He’s not gonna last long if she keeps on making those delicious sounds on her lips! He silenced her with an urgent kiss and for a moment, he thought he had everything under control. But as soon as her felt her legs went behind his knees, he let out a tortured mewl. His breath grew shallower with every time she tried to push herself up to meet his every thrust. “Buffy, I can’t… Ah!” He gasped as he felt her cup his bottom.



Their eyes met and slowly all those pent-up emotions they’d been holding came flooding through their chests. “Oh gah…Spike…I love you. ” Buffy cried out just as the building energy surged from within her. The feeling was so intense that she almost felt like passing out.



Her confession, combined with feeling of her inner muscles clamping around him finally drove him to his much awaited completion. “Buffy!” he cried out as his body reached THE most mind blowing orgasm he’d ever felt in his life.



TBC



A/N: I was gonna post this tomorrow since this is supposed to be my valentine chapter but then I thought what the hell, so I changed my mind and posted it anyway LOL! Please let me know how it went. Really curious to know whether it sucked or not since this is the first ever complete smut scene I’ve ever written.

Thanks for all of your lovely reviews! Just want to let you know too that I haven’t forgotten about the letter. It will soon be revealed to Spike in the coming chapters. Dru and Riley is not out of the picture, so you’ll have to wait a bit to see how Captain Carboard and the loony ho’s gonna react once to this new development between our fave couple.

Once again thanks to Maricel for the wonderful beta.

Happy Spuffy Valentine’s Day!





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