Author's Chapter Notes:
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“That’s our grandchild.” Jenny smiled looking at the picture that was pinned to the fridge.
“Yes, it does make it more real now doesn’t it?” Giles sighed.
“What’s the matter?” Jenny asked turning to look at her husband.
“Well I can’t say im completely happy Jenny, I mean he is 17 he had his whole life ahead of him and well now…” Giles trailed off.

“He still will, he can still go to college and everything Giles, we are here to help too remember? Its not as if they’ll have a problem financially we have plenty of that to help, and you see them Giles. Look how happy they are together. They might be oblivious to it but the world sure isn’t.” Jenny said looking back at the scan and imaging having the house filled with the yammering of a little child again.



The weekend was over before they knew it and Buffy woke up for once not feeling ill. She ran downstairs smiling happily to find Jenny, Giles and Spike seated at the table eating.
“Good morning!” Buffy smiled sitting down next to Spike smiling when he pecked her on the cheek.

She was still getting used to all his shows of affection in public.

“You’re in a good mood.” Jenny noted looking at the girl in surprise. Usually she stumbled down the stairs looking like death and cursing morning sickness.
“Yep im planning on a very good day.” Buffy smiled.
“Not sick?” Spike laughed as Buffy shook her head happily munching on a spoonful of yoghurt.
“Come on we’ll be late for school. Bye mum bye dad.” Spike waved taking Buffy’s hand and leading her out to his car.
Spike walked Buffy into the building before telling her he was going to meet Angel.
Buffy watched him go wishing he would finally tell people in school because she hated leaving him without giving him a proper goodbye.

Spike found Angel sitting on a bench outside with Parker.

Fucking great.

“Hey boys.” Spike greeted slapping hands with Angel and sitting next to him.
“Hey Spike how was your weekend?” Angel asked.
“Good, really good, yours?”
“Cant complain.” Angel shrugged.
“Man where ya been lately? You aint been hanging with us outside of school for like a month now? That slut occupying your time now?” Parker asked harshly.
“Shut up Parker she’s not a slut and I’ve been busy okay.” Spike ground out.
“Sure I bet she’s got nothing to do with it.” Parker replied sarcastically.
“Leave it Park.” Angel warned him knowing how touchy Spike got about this.
“Aw come on man! Like hell you aint noticed! When was the last time you saw him outside of school huh? Face it man he’s ditched us for the school slag.” Parker snapped angrily before stalking off into the building leaving Spike sitting there furiously. Angel didn’t say anything just glanced at him apologetically.

Of course Angel had noticed Spikes absence but he also had some tact. He knew Spike and Buffy were definitely not just friends anymore but he wasn’t gunna push Spike about it.

“I'm sorry if I’ve been ditching you Angel.” Spike sighed leaning on his knees.
“No problem. Everyone’s got their own private business Spike. But if you wanna tell me anything you can.” Angel shrugged leaving the door open waiting to see if Spike would open up. Spike turned to study Angela and saw the honesty on his face.

“If I tell you you’ve got to promise me you won’t say a word to anyone. And I mean anyone.” Spike warned turning to look at his friend properly. He saw Angel nod in understanding and lean in eager to hear what was going on with his best friend.
“Okay, me and Buffy. We’re sort of…together.” Spike said watching Angel for any reaction but he just saw him nod.
“You haven’t got anything to say about that?” Spike asked in disbelief.

“Look man…last year? Even a few weeks ago? Yeah I probably would have something to say but ive grown up Spike and I’ve realised something. No one is perfect and Buffy’s had it bad Spike anyone who can make it through the shit she has and come out fighting is pretty damn amazing in my book.” Angel offered.
“She seems like a nice girl Spike but be careful. She’s probably hell of a lot more vulnerable than most girls.” Angel warned.
“Yeah I know. That’s not all though….” Spike sighed.

Screw it you’ve said this much may as well go full hog.

He saw Angel frown at the fact that there was more to the story and he laughed slightly.

Oh boy is there more.

“I’ve been seeing Buffy a lot longer than you’ll realise…I mean I slept with her 3 months ago…the night at the bar remember?” Spike sighed.
“Wow! That was before you helped her with her dad right?” Angel asked.
“Yeah… I was a prick Angel. I used her and she knew it and I’ve hid us from everyone like im ashamed of her and it makes me feel like crap.” Spike grumbled heavily.

“Yeah well you’re not hiding it now are you? I mean rumours about you two have been going around ever since she moved in with you.” Angel told him.
“Yeah I suppose so.” Spike nodded.
They lapsed into silence again and Spike jumped when he heard the bell go, he saw Angel get up to go and blurted it out.
“Buffy’s pregnant.”

He saw Angel’s back tense up and would have laughed at the absolutely stunned look on his friend face when he turned around if the situation wasn’t so serious. Angel opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. They stayed like that for a second before Angel finally rasped.
“I think we need to skip this lesson.”

Lunch came pretty quickly and Buffy made her way to her usual table in the lunch room before many of the students had even left their classrooms. Faith and Willow weren’t there so Buffy sat waiting for them. She felt someone sit down next to her and turned expecting to see Faith but saw Parker sitting there smiling at her suggestively.

Oh no

“Hey baby,” Parker leered.
“Don’t call me baby and get the hell away from me or do I have to punch you again.” Buffy threatened through gritted teeth.
“Don’t play hard to get baby. I know you want it, you give it up to Spike so why not me?” Parker whispered using Buffy’s shock to put his hand on her thigh and lean in close enough that their cheeks were touching.

Spike told him that I had given it up to him?!

Buffy felt the tears prickle her eyes at the thought of Spike bragging to his friends but as soon as the thought entered her head she knew it was ridiculous.

No he wouldn’t do that.

“Parker get your hands off of me.” Buffy growled pushing his chest. But Parkers hand had a vice-like grip on her thigh and he wasn’t budging. Before Buffy could react Parker bent his head and stuck his tongue into her mouth stunning her. It didn’t last though as someone practically ripped Parker away from her. Buffy looked up dazedly to see Spike standing there glaring at both her and Parker who was on the floor with half the school watching avidly.

Why does he look angry at me!?

“Jesus Spike! I was just fooling around Christ! It’s not my fault she gives it up easily.” Parker snarled.
Spike gritted his teeth and stormed out of the lunch room too angry to even look at Parker right now. He heard Buffy running after him but didn’t slow down.
“Spike! Spike wait!” Buffy yelled after him.
Spike stopped suddenly spinning to look at her as she stood in front of him. Faith and Willow were also approaching them discreetly.
“What?” Spike snapped so angry he wasn’t even thinking straight.
“Why are you so angry at me? I didn’t do anything!” Buffy defended herself suddenly pissed off with Spike.

Why the fuck is he acting like this now.

“I just walk in on you with your tongue down Parker’s throat and you ask me why im angry at you!” Spike growled.
“He had his tongue down my throat Spike and it’s not as if I wanted him!” Buffy yelled back.
“Yeah sure you didn’t.” Spike sneered and immediately regretted his words when he saw Buffy’s face shut down completely.
“So we’re back to this huh? Buffy the whore.” Buffy said flatly.

“No I…I didn’t mean it like that.” Spike tried immediately feeling like shit for overreacting.
“Of course you did. I'm Buffy Summers so I’ll screw anything that walks. Even if it is someone who makes me heave and im pregnant with someone’s baby because that’s the type of girl I am right Spike?” Buffy said icily not hearing the shocked gasps that fell from Willow and Faith who were besides her.
“No Buffy im sorry okay I didn’t mean. I was just angry.” Spike sighed walking towards her to try to calm her down but stopping when she stepped back.

“So when ever you get angry your gunna throw that in my face huh? Doesn’t matter that I was used and abused for years right? Even if I was forced into sex almost every single time I always gave in so you’re always going to think of me as a slut aren’t you?” When Buffy finished her voice was barely above a whisper and tears were openly streaming down her face.
“No... I… Buffy!” Spike shouted as Buffy took off down the hall. He went to run after her but was stopped by a fist flying at his face. He clutched his throbbing nose groaning in pain and squinting up at the owner of the fist. Surprised to see Angel standing there instead of Faith who he had expected. Spike give him a shocked look which Angel shrugged in response too.

“You deserved that.” Angel said simply holding out his hand to help Spike up. Spike took it glancing down the hall to the exit where Buffy had disappeared out of.
“Yeah I did.” Spike sighed casting an apologetic look at Faith and Willow before walking out of the school a definite slump in his shoulders suddenly not feeling up to school anymore.



Spike drove home slowly wanting to see if he could catch Buffy on her way home but he didn’t see her and sighed knowing he was going to get hell when he got home.

Well done mate yet again you have surgically implanted your foot in your mouth.

“Buffy!” Spike called when he entered the silent house he got no reply but went up the stairs anyway. He knocked on her bedroom door but got no answer. He sighed leaning his forehead against it and that’s when he heard someone crying inside. He pushed the door open and saw Buffy sitting on the end of the bed openly crying. Sobs wracking her small frame. He felt a part of him shrivel up realising that he was the one to hurt her something he sworn to himself he wouldn’t do again.

“Buffy…” Spike said trying to get her attention.
She looked up at him giving him a frosty stare.
“What do you want Spike? Why can’t you just leave me alone?” She murmured rubbing her eyes with her hands.
“Because I can’t.” Spike replied simply sitting down next to her on the bed and pulling her too him. She was tense at first but she soon just gave up and sunk into him.
“I'm sorry pet. I'm an asshole you know I don’t think of you like that.” Spike apologised kissing her head.
“Yeah…you are an asshole.” Buffy mumbled earning a chuckle from Spike.
“I knew really its just I was hurt seeing you with that pillock so I lashed out im sorry.” Spike explained.
Buffy pulled back and looked into his eye incredulously.

“You were hurt? By seeing me and him?” Buffy smiled at the thought that she meant that much to him. She hadn’t meant that much to anyone before.

“Of course pet…im getting rather…fond of you now pet.” Spike smiled kissing her softly. It was only meant as a soft reassuring kiss but it quickly escalated. As soon as Spike felt Buffy whimper against his lips he knew he was lost and she pushed him down on the bed lying on top of him so they could continue the kiss. He ran his hands up and down her back, underneath her shirt caressing every inch of the silky smooth skin he found. He quickly rolled them over so she was underneath and he was resting in between her thighs. He broke off from the kiss panting for air and opened his lust filled eyes and saw the fire burning in hers too.

“When are your parents home?” Buffy asked breathlessly.
“Four.” Spike rasped leaning down again suckling on the pulse point on her neck. Buffy gasped loudly and pulled the shirt Spike wore up and over his head eager to feel him again.
“Are you sure pet?” Spike gasped shocked at his own willpower to even stop and ask.
“Hell yes…im already pregnant what’s the worst that could happen?” Buffy laughed pulling her top over her head too so she was as equally as bare as him. She reached down to tug on his jeans but she was stopped by Spike. She looked up at him questioningly, wondering what was wrong.
“I'm taking my time this time luv. You deserve to be made love too not what you got before.” Spike mumbled against her lips seeing the happiness fill her eyes.

Wow.

Buffy had to hold back the tears after he said that. She had never thought someone would ever make love to her and it made her want to cry the way Spike had said it so tenderly to her.

She nodded her head and let him take over. He began kissing her again cupping her breast and lightly rubbing her nipples till they hardened under his skilled fingers Buffy arched into them groaning slightly. Spike scooted down and began lathering her left nipple before blowing on it softly causing it to harden further. He repeated it to the other one before trailing kisses down over her belly. Where she felt him murmur mine into her belly button causing a huge smile to take over he face. Some how he got her jeans and panties off without her even noticing and she gasped when she felt his tongue on her again.

She let out a little cry as he began lapping at her like a huge kitten and she went flying over the edge when she felt him thrust two fingers into. She was still shaking from her first orgasm but still he didn’t stop in fact he began to thrust his fingers even harder and when she felt him curl his fingers up inside her she really did scream at the spark that shot through her causing her to explode for the second time. She even blacked out for a second. When she came around she saw Spike grinning up at her.
“You tired kitten?” he asked.
Buffy shook her head.

No way were they stopping now.

Spike crawled back up her kissing her again very aware of the fact that she could probably taste herself on his lips and it made him even harder which he thought was damn near impossible. He positioned himself and began to sink in slowly, not once braking eye contact with her. He set up a slow and steady pace staring deep into her eyes mesmerised by the different emotions swirling around in them. Buffy was equally as thrilled staring into Spike blue emotion filled eyes in awe. Spike lifted his hand and entwined his fingers with hers next to her head and gasped as he felt her contract her muscles around him. He grunted as he felt her tighten around him again and felt himself begin to shake as his orgasm washed through him Buffy following right behind. He rolled over not wanting to crush her pulling her on top of him as he did so. She was already asleep and was curled there like a little kitten and he couldn’t help but stare at the beauty on top of him.

My god I love her.

Spike stroked her hair but stopped abruptly realising what he had just thought.

Oh my god im in love with her!





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