Teardrops On My Guitar by SpuffyGirl729

“Spike?” Buffy asked quietly. “Mm?” “Can we go upstairs?”

Spike’s head snapped up towards his girlfriend. They had left the Bronze and we’re now at Cordelia’s house watching movies. After their little display on the dance floor they couldn’t keep their hands off each other. They finally calmed down when Buffy said she didn’t want to upset Angel, leaving Spike with the worst hard on he’s ever had. Buffy had to suppress a giggle when she saw the look on Spike’s face.

“Cordy? I’m pretty tired. What room am I staying in?”

“The one next to the bathroom.” Cordelia responded without looking away from the T.V. Buffy stood up. “You coming up too baby?” Buffy asked innocently.

Spike nodded and stood up. “Goodnight all.”

Xander shook his head as he watched the couple race off. “I can tell you what they won’t be doing… owww!!” Xander cried out when Angel smacked him upside the head.

“Don’t say stupid shit and you won’t get hit,” Angel stated simply.

***

Buffy slammed Spike against the door kissing him hard. Spike gasped when she broke the kiss and started to nibble on his neck. “Pet, umm, maybe we should slow down.. Ahh.. A little bit.”

“Don’t want to,” Buffy mumbled as her hands went to the buttons of his pants.

Buffy continued to suck and nibble on his neck causing him to moan out loudly. “Spike,” she whispered into his ear. “I want you,”

Spike swallowed. She was driving him insane. Spike finally snapped back to reality and grabbed her wrists. “Kitten, wait. Just slow down a bit. Ok?”

Buffy looked up at Spike with a pout. “What’s the matter? Isn’t this what you want?”

“More then anything, but not yet.”

Buffy backed away feeling insecure. “Do you not want me?” Spike looked at her in complete shock.

“What? Princess no. Just.. I’m not ready for THAT yet. I mean, yeah I want to. But not yet.” Spike stated as he took a step towards her and held her hand.

“Why?” Buffy asked still feeling a little insecure. Spike let out a sigh and said, “Because I’m so much in love with you that I want our first time together to be perfect.”

Buffy’s eyes went wide. Spike smiled at his girlfriend. “Be nice if you say something here pet.” Buffy blinked and let out a breath. “Oh.. I’m.. I’m sorry I just.. Um.. Really?” she as with a small smile.

Spike let out a chuckle and nodded his head. “Really.” Buffy bit her lip and smiled. “I love you too.” Their lips met in a soft tender kiss.

“You know,” Spike started. “There are .. Other .. Things we could do. Besides… that”

Buffy looked up at him with a shy smile. “Oh yeah? What do you have in mind?”

“Well,” Spike started as he moved closer to her causing her to walk backwards towards the bed. “There’s a couple things.”

The back of Buffy’s knees finally hit the edge of the bed causing her to fall back onto the bed and lean up on her elbows. Spike looked her up and down and licked his lips. “Have I told you how incredibly sexy you look tonight?” Buffy shook her head. Spike looked Buffy in the eyes and smiled. “You look good enough to eat.”

Buffy’s eyes went wide as she watched Spike drop to his knees in front of her. Spike slid his hands up Buffy’s thighs, easing them open slightly.

“I love these knickers,” Spike mumbled as he traced the top of her thigh highs with his tongue.

He pushed her skirt up with his hands as he slowly nibbled up her thigh. Buffy let out a soft whimper as she closed her eyes. Spike brought his face over her mound and inhaled. “You smell like heaven,” he whispered as he looped his thumbs through her thong.

He slowly pulled the black thong down her legs and stuffing it in his back pocket for later. Spike’s mouth watered when he caught sight of her clean shaven mound. Spike darted his tongue out and gave her one long lick. Buffy moaned loudly as she threw her head back.

“God, you taste as good as you smell,” Spike cried out before he shoved his face onto her waiting center.

“Oh god.. Ohh mmmm.. Yesss.” Buffy moaned as she fell back fully onto the bed.

***

Buffy checked the clock one last time. Her father would be there any minute to take her to the ice show. So far, her birthday had been perfect. Spike had called at exactly midnight last night to wish her a happy birthday, then woke her up that morning with breakfast in bed. She was ecstatic. He didn’t stay very long, claiming if he didn’t leave then he wouldn’t leave at all. Spike had promised she would get her present later, gave her a quick kiss and told her he loved her, then left. Every time he said that butterflies went off in her stomach. She couldn’t believe how things turned out and how happy she was.

Buffy looked up at the clock one last time, then looked out the window. It looked like it was going to pour any minute, but that didn’t matter. This had been the best birthday she had in years and nothing was going to ruin it.

***
“William?!” Ann Bradley called from her son. She hear is bedroom door open before he appeared at the top of the stairs.

“Yeah mum?”

“I’m leaving now. I’ll call you when I reach your Aunt’s house,” she stated as she grabbed her jacket.

Spike quickly made his way down the stairs to help his mother put on her jacket. “Be careful. it’s storming outside,” Spike said as he handed her an umbrella.

Anne chuckled. “Don’t worry about me. Now the cab is outside waiting, so give your mother a kiss goodbye.”

Spike did as he was told and opened the door for his mother just as the cab driver was walking up for her bags. “Tell Buffy I said Happy Birthday,” Ann called as she walked out the door.

Spike stood there making sure his mother got into the car safely before closing the door. As he walked into the kitchen he glanced at the clock. 3:03 p.m. The ice show should be just starting and Buffy should be coming over around six. Then the birthday surprises will begin. He was taking her out to the new sushi restaurant that had opened up downtown because he knew she loved sushi. Then he was suppose to take her to the beach for a stroll and a picnic full of desserts, but if the rain didn’t let up that probably wouldn’t happen. Then he was going to give her gift. Just thinking about her reaction made him both happy and nervous. Would she like it? Would she hate it? He didn’t know.

Spike’s thoughts were interrupted when someone banged on the front door. “Hang on one bloody second!” Spike mumbled as he made his way to the front door. Spike yanked the front door open with full intention of yelling at whoever was banging on his front door like an animal. But as soon as the door opened he froze.

There stood Buffy on his porch, soaked from head to toe, hugging herself as she shivered. Even though it was raining, Spike could tell she had been crying from her bloodshot eyes. “Buffy…” “He didn’t show up” Buffy cried. “He didn’t even call!”

Spike rushed outside to help her inside. “My god, you’re freezing!!” he exclaimed as they walked inside. “Did you walk here?” he asked as he closed the front door.

Buffy nodded as her chin shivered. “Why didn’t you call me? I would have picked you up,” Spike said softly as he took her in his arms. Buffy held him close. She held him onto him as if her life depended on it. He was her life line.

“Come on luv, let’s get you something to change in.”

Buffy followed Spike up the stairs to his bedroom. Her sobbing had stopped but tears were still streaming down her face. Buffy watched as Spike moved to his closet. He grabbed a pair of sweat pants and a t-shirt then turned back to her. She was looking to the ground still hugging herself. He placed the clothes on his bed before walking over to her and wrapping his arms around again.

Buffy cried into his chest. “He didn’t even called Spike! I waited and waited and he never showed!” Buffy cried.

Spike closed his eyes. He could kill her father. “Shh, pet. It’s going to be ok.” “Why doesn’t he want me in his life?” she sobbed.

“Hey you listen to me,” Spike said as he leaned back and made her look up at him. “Any man who doesn’t want you in his life is a right wanker. You’re the most amazing person I have ever met and if he can’t see that, then there is something wrong with him.”

Buffy looked into his eyes and for the first time since her dad didn’t show, she felt loved. Buffy leaned up and kissed him. The kiss started out soft but quickly turned passionate. Buffy brought her hands up to play with the hairs on the back of his neck as Spike rubbed his thumbs against the small of her back. Buffy pulled away when she needed to breathe. They both stood there for a couple seconds panting before Buffy captured his lips again in another breath taking kiss. Spike moaned as his hands found their way under her thighs, lifting her up. Buffy immediately wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his shoulders. She had no idea they had moved until her back touched the mattress and Spike laid on top of her. They never broke their kiss as they lost each other in the thrill of passion.

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