Summary: 
Buffy Summers and William 'Spike' Bradley have been best friends for the past four years. Spike thinks of Buffy as a little sister but Buffy has been in love with him since the moment she saw him. How will she handle it when she finally decides to tell him how she feels and he has found someone else?
Rated: U
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance,
AngstWarnings: Adult Language,
Sexual Situations,
Buffy/Other,
Spike/Other
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 20
Completed: Yes
Word count: 37972
Read: 45804
Published: 04/09/2008
Updated: 09/08/2008
1. Chapter One by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 5] 
(1142 words)
2. Chapter Two by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 6] (2327 words)
OK, just wanted to clear some things up..
TammyAsh666 is another author who wrote a story with the same title long before I wrote this one. When I saw that story, I immediately contacted her to let her know of my story. When I finally posted the first chapter, I contacted her again. She wrote me back saying she read the chapter and was completely ok with it. She knew I wasn't trying to steal her idea. We are just two authors with the same idea, and two very different versions of the story.
I also highly recommend TammyAsh666's story! It's an amazing one!!
3. Chapter Three by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 8] (2305 words)
I'm glad everyone is liking this story, and yes, we all feel for Buffy. Like someone said, who hasn't been in this position before?? But she'll have to suffer a little more then Spuffyness will come .. I promise!! ;)
oh and when im describing what Buffy looks like.. think of how she looked in the seventh season talking to Dawn on the bleachers in the episode HIM.. that's exactly the idea! she looked pretty there :)
4. Chapter Four by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 8] (2479 words)
The song on here is 'Dear Diary' Performed By Britney Spears.. you know before she went crazy :) All credit goes to whoever deserves the credit
5. Chapter Five by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 9] (2466 words)
im getting awesome reviews for this story and im so glad!! i hope you like this chapter :)
6. Chapter Six by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 7] (2221 words)
sorry for the delay! i had the chapter completed and then i lost it on my computer!
7. Chapter Seven by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 12] (2701 words)
Sorry for the delay!! Had a little bit of writers block. But I'm back now hehe!! Hope you all like!
8. Chapter Eight by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 13] (2560 words)
I hope I didn't lose any readers with the last chapter. i know Spike was a jerk but he makes up for it here. and he's not done. thanks to everyone for the great reviews! i look forward to them!
and i said this in my response but JO, i look forward to your reviews, you make me laugh! thanks so much for your great reviews!
9. Chapter Nine by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 5] (1913 words)
Sorry!! I know I said thursday but I'm in the process of moving right now and this week has been extremely busy for me! But here it is!
10. Chapter Ten by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 10] (2014 words)
So sorry for the HUGE delay. Some family problems I've been dealing with on top of the move. I'm going to try and post again soon, but I don't want to promise anything. Won't be to long of a wait though. But since I did have you guys wait, in this chapter, I'm giving you all what you've been waiting for. SPUFFYNESS
11. Chapter Eleven by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 8] (2286 words)
soo who's still with me!? hehe sorry for the long delay just wanted to say the move is over. and i'll be updating more frequently! hope everyone is still with me! thanks for the support
12. Chapter Twelve by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 9] (1936 words)
I can't believe the great feedback I'm getting for this story. You people are amazing. Thank you so much! I hope you enjoy this chatper!
13. Chapter Thirteen by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 7] (1716 words)
you guys are really amazing. I can't believe the great reviews I'm getting for this story! thanks a bunch
14. Chapter Fourteen by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 6] (1493 words)
sorry for the delay. but im afraid after this there will be another one. unless i can update before then, sunday im going down the shore for a week for a much needed vaca!! hehe hope u like the chapter
15. Chapter Fifteen by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 7] (1306 words)
im back everyone!! hehe hope you all didn't miss me to much!! not with out further ado.. THE NEXT CHAP!
16. Chapter Sixteen by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 9] (1379 words)
at long last! hehe hope you're all still with me! :) oh and my immortal is on like a hiadous right now.. or however you spell it.. writers block sucks ass. haha
17. Chapter Seventeen by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 6] (1317 words)
this will explain it all!!
18. Chapter Eightteen by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 7] (1128 words)
19. Chapter Nineteen by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 10] (1439 words)
20. Chapter Twenty by SpuffyGirl729 [Reviews - 14] (1844 words)
Well this is it!! Wow, its been a fun ride! I hope you like it!!!! hehe thank you to everyone for sticking by me!!
