Summary: Buffy finally realized she loved Spike but it was too late. As she said the words to him with their hands clasped together, he did not believe her and now she was stuck without him. Her friends were worried about her as she was depressed and lost. She thought her life was over until she made a wish...
Rated: AO-AdultsOnly
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 48 Completed: Yes
Word count: 76661 Read: 56850
Published: 03/14/2009 Updated: 06/23/2009
1. Chapter 1: Missing Him by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 3] 
(936 words)
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2. Chapter 2: Starting Over by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1582 words)
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3. Chapter 3: News by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 3] (1913 words)
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4. Chapter 4: Heaven? by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1564 words)
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5. Chapter 5: Gifts by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1616 words)
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6. Chapter 6: Explanations by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1676 words)
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7. Chapter 7: The Effects of a Vengeance Wish by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 4] (1567 words)
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8. Chapter 8: To Feed or Not To Feed by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1215 words)
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9. Chapter 9: Making Love by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1225 words)
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10. Chapter 10: Returning the Favor by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 2] (826 words)
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11. Chapter 11: Completion! by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1228 words)
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12. Chapter 12: The Proposal by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 2] (1437 words)
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13. Chapter 13 - Changes by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1092 words)
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14. Chapter 14: Preparations by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1829 words)
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15. Chapter 15: A Vegas Wedding by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (2498 words)
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16. Chapter 16: A Night Out by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 2] (1828 words)
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17. Chapter 17: A Bit of Violence by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1891 words)
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18. Chapter 18: Timely Help by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1084 words)
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19. Chapter 19: Healing Power by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1606 words)
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20. Chapter 20: A Time for Sharing by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 2] (1149 words)
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21. Chapter 21: Bath Time by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1733 words)
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22. Chapter 22: Reunion by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (2008 words)
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23. Chapter 23: Unfortunate Visit by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1082 words)
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24. Chapter 24: Trouble by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1295 words)
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25. Chapter 25: Emptiness by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1532 words)
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26. Chapter 26: Magical Power by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1840 words)
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27. Chapter 27: Progress by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (2132 words)
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28. Chapter 28: The Miission by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1153 words)
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29. Chapter 29: The Rescue by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1437 words)
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30. Chapter 30: Old Loves by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1463 words)
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31. Chapter 31: The Baby by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 2] (1155 words)
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32. Chapter 32: Moment of Perfect Happiness by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1201 words)
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33. Chapter 33: House Warmings by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1644 words)
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34. Chapter 34: Deliveries by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1662 words)
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35. Chapter 35: The Coming of Dawn by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1573 words)
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36. Chapter 36: Sometimes Fighting Just Has To Occur by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1562 words)
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37. Chapter 37: Family Bonding by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1600 words)
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38. Chapter 38: Making Plans by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (2413 words)
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39. Chapter 39: Bonding! by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (2493 words)
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40. Chapter 40: Surprise Party by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1804 words)
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41. Chapter 41: Questions That Need Answering by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 2] (2587 words)
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42. Chapter 42: A Plea for Assistance by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1649 words)
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43. Chapter 43: Instability by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1369 words)
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44. Chapter 44: Inter-Dimension Travel by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1518 words)
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45. Chaoter 45: The Importance of Having the Key by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (2162 words)
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46. Chapter 46: Giant Power by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1869 words)
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47. Chapter 47: What Now? by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 1] (1119 words)
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48. Epilogue: The Future by Spikes KittyKat [Reviews - 5] (1844 words)
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