Since the age of five, Buffy has always thought that life couldn’t get any worse. Then it always does. She does what she has to in order to survive. Her only means of sanity and escape are her fantasies in which she is a superhero who always wins the battle...eventually. She goes through life learning that for her there is no happily ever after. Will life prove her right or wrong in the end?
Follows Buffy throughout her life and ships. Spuffy tones throughout, but more so in later chapters.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
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Series: None
Chapters: 54 Completed: Yes
Word count: 120957 Read: 69524
Published: 10/16/2004 Updated: 03/31/2019