Summary: Spike loves Buffy, Buffy loves Spike. Is their love enough to face what is about to happen. Dark fiction with implied child abuse (sexual), drugs, mind control, with something akin to date rape....
Rated: NC-17
Categories: General NC-17 Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: Yes
Word count: 82557 Read: 36732
Published: 02/07/2005 Updated: 04/29/2005
1. Chapter One by Kimber [Reviews - 21] (3051 words)
2. Chapter 2 by Kimber [Reviews - 7] (4711 words)
3. Three by Kimber [Reviews - 4] (5019 words)
4. 4 by Kimber [Reviews - 9] (4440 words)
5. Chapter 5 by Kimber [Reviews - 11] (4828 words)
6. 6 by Kimber [Reviews - 11] (4524 words)
7. Chapter 7 by Kimber [Reviews - 14] (4956 words)
8. Chapter 8 by Kimber [Reviews - 11] (3294 words)
9. Chapter 9 by Kimber [Reviews - 9] (3383 words)
10. Chapter 10 by Kimber [Reviews - 10] (2533 words)
11. Chapter 11 by Kimber [Reviews - 8] (4286 words)
12. Chapter 12 by Kimber [Reviews - 11] (4950 words)
13. Chapter 13 by Kimber [Reviews - 6] (4965 words)
14. Chapter 14 by Kimber [Reviews - 7] (4519 words)
15. Chapter 15 by Kimber [Reviews - 10] (3293 words)
16. Chapter 16 by Kimber [Reviews - 7] (3171 words)
17. Chapter 17 by Kimber [Reviews - 7] (2641 words)
18. Chapter 18 by Kimber [Reviews - 5] (3171 words)
19. Chapter 19 by Kimber [Reviews - 8] (2189 words)
20. Chapter 20 by Kimber [Reviews - 8] (3067 words)
21. Epilogue by Kimber [Reviews - 16] (5510 words)
22. AN by Kimber [Reviews - 4] 
(56 words)