Summary: AU: Buffy is a widow, her husband having been the gentle Doyle. When he dies in a car accident his heart is given to William "Spike" Gardner. One year later Anya, Buffy's best friend, introduces Buffy to her new boyfriend Spike . . . Nominated at Love's Last Glimpse Awards for Best Fantasy and WIP
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 51563
Member Since: 12/09/2005
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm a late bloomer when it comes to the Buffy world, I got hooked one day (and on the Spuffy dynamics in particular) while watching reruns of a late BtVS S6.
So, like most Spuffy fans, I was truly unsatisfied with the ending in "Chosen" (BUT- I believe Buffy really loves Spike and meant it when she said it) and read all the interesting fanfictions there are to read.
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I'm a late bloomer when it comes to the Buffy world, I got hooked one day (and on the Spuffy dynamics in particular) while watching reruns of a late BtVS S6.
So, like most Spuffy fans, I was truly unsatisfied with the ending in "Chosen" (BUT- I believe Buffy really loves Spike and meant it when she said it) and read all the interesting fanfictions there are to read.
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[Report This] Published: 01/13/2006 Updated: 02/12/2006
Reviewer: luxferi Signed 
Date: 01/26/2006 Title: Chapter 21: Twenty
Date: 01/26/2006 Title: Chapter 21: Twenty
This is a great chappie... and the "crying" argument got me laughing. It was a mad mad time. ;) Update soon!
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 01/27/2006 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter Twenty One
Date: 01/27/2006 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter Twenty One
*LOL* So cute in the end. ;)
Great job, Brat! More, please?
Summary: William Giles returns to his home town of Sunnydale for a visit for the first time in eight years and finds out that someone from his past is going to be in town as well. Will old loves find a way back to one another or will it be too late to go back to the way things were. Will they be left wishing that they were that someone.
**WARNING!!!! THERE IS SOME BUFFY/OTHER IN THE BEGINNING! NOTHING GRAPHIC BUT IT IS THERE SO BE WARNED. IF YOU DON’T LIKE THAT SORT OF THING PLEASE DON’T READ.** EPILOGUE ADDED BY POPULAR DEMAND!!!! Judges Choice for Fantasty Most Original plot at Spuffy awards!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 130653
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 130653
[Report This] Published: 01/18/2006 Updated: 04/10/2006
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 04/05/2006 Title: Chapter 49: CH 49
Date: 04/05/2006 Title: Chapter 49: CH 49
This fic is AMAZING! I wished I'd started earlier, but it's never too late to praise. :P In the beginning the angst was intense and so very real, and hardship was enough to make me wanna root for them even more. You write the scenes so well and you let the characters grow so beautifully and realistically that I cannot stop thinking, "Wow."
Love the conversations between Buffy and Spike - as well as the flow of the story. Love it so much, hope you update soon!
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 04/06/2006 Title: Chapter 50: CH 50
Date: 04/06/2006 Title: Chapter 50: CH 50
Oh my God! Fantastic chapter... you made it all sound so exhilirating as well! I had tears in my eyes when I read the lyrics, they're perfect!
Well done! :D
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 04/08/2006 Title: Chapter 51: CH 51
Date: 04/08/2006 Title: Chapter 51: CH 51
Oh man that was amazing. ;) The whole story is amazing! I really can't wait to see what else do you have in mind for us so I hope to see you around soon. :)
Summary: AU - After her parents messy divorce, Buffy and her mother moved out of LA and into the sleepy little town of Sunnydale, hoping for a fresh start. New town, new school, new friends, it was a chance to start over. But life in Sunnydale doesn’t run as smoothly as Buffy had hoped, and it has a little something to do with a bleach haired menace she literally bumped into on her first day. Yes, this is a high school fic guys!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 43 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 118102
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 43 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 118102
[Report This] Published: 01/30/2006 Updated: 12/27/2013
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 02/28/2006 Title: Chapter 8: Panic.
Date: 02/28/2006 Title: Chapter 8: Panic.
Spike is so sweet! Love the interaction between those two... more, please? I'm addicted to your story. ;D
Author's Response: More is up! I'm glad you're enjoying it!
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/06/2006 Title: Chapter 9: New Friends.
Date: 03/06/2006 Title: Chapter 9: New Friends.
*LOL* These two are so adorable. And clueless!! They wouldn't know it even when somebody wrote it on a big white board and waved it in front of them! ;D
Thanks for the great update, and I'm looking forward to more. Btw, sweetie, you're a great AU writer.
Author's Response: They are clueless. LOL.
I'm glad you're enjoying the fic, and thank you so much for all your lovely reviews. You rock!
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/09/2006 Title: Chapter 10: Spanner in the Works.
Date: 03/09/2006 Title: Chapter 10: Spanner in the Works.
Oh I like. I like a lot. Hmm... what's Spike gonna do to win back her heart? ;)
Author's Response: Good, I'm glad! As for Spike, you'll have to wait and see.
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/13/2006 Title: Chapter 11: Despair.
Date: 03/13/2006 Title: Chapter 11: Despair.
*puzzled* What does Willow wanna tell Spike? Great update, sweetie! I hope Riley sees the kiss! Muahahaha... *LOL* I'm so evil. ;) Keep up the good job, waiting for your next chappie now..
Author's Response: Thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed it. And there's nothing wrong with being evil... I quite enjoy it myself!
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/15/2006 Title: Chapter 12: Strained.
Date: 03/15/2006 Title: Chapter 12: Strained.
*sigh* I feel like Willow at this point - frustrated with the two of them, but I know they have to work it out themselves. Looking forward to more! ;)
Author's Response: LOL. A lot of people are frustrated with them I think. Thanks for the review.
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/15/2006 Title: Chapter 13: Decisions.
Date: 03/15/2006 Title: Chapter 13: Decisions.
Wow... I didn't expect an update so soon, but thank you! Yay, two chapters so close together. ;) Can I say just how much I love this chapter? Fantastic update and can't wait to hear from you again. ;)
Author's Response: No problem! LOL.
You can say how much you love this chapter, I'd love to hear. *big grin* More will be up soon.
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/19/2006 Title: Chapter 14: Decided.
Date: 03/19/2006 Title: Chapter 14: Decided.
Several things I wanna say... *LOL*
WOW... I love how Spike was so protective and loving with Buffy. Makes my heart melt... literally. ;)
And YAY!! Buffy's gonna break it up with Riley! Finally! *dances around*
Great chapter... you described the swimming competition beautifully. Now I can't wait for the next chapter where Buffy meets her dad. Wonder how that'll go?
Author's Response: Thanks. *blushes*
I'm glad you enjoyed the character/relationship progression and the swim meet. I had a lot of fun writing this chapter. Next chapter will be up at the end of the week.
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/26/2006 Title: Chapter 15: Spiteful.
Date: 03/26/2006 Title: Chapter 15: Spiteful.
*gulp* LOTS more angst? Eep!
Can't wait for more! Love the chapter, sweetie!
Author's Response: Yes, lots more angst. LOL
More up soon.
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/30/2006 Title: Chapter 16: Home, Sweet Home.
Date: 03/30/2006 Title: Chapter 16: Home, Sweet Home.
Yes you did warn us. :) Silly Spike. Anyway, great chapter... Looking forward to the next one. ;)
Author's Response: I did. I'm glad you enjoyed the chapter,thank youso much for the review!
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 04/03/2006 Title: Chapter 17: Tit-for-Tat
Date: 04/03/2006 Title: Chapter 17: Tit-for-Tat
Excellent update. ;)
Author's Response: Thanks! :)
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 04/09/2006 Title: Chapter 18: Making Things Right.
Date: 04/09/2006 Title: Chapter 18: Making Things Right.
Love the chappie!
Author's Response: Great!
Summary: William "Spike" Giles is a 39 year old famous TV actor. Buffy Summers is his 27 year old best friend. Lately, Buffy is tired of hearing about Spike's womanizing ways and sexual exploits. Then he invites her out to L.A. to visit him on vacation. . . Some truths come to light, some life changes are made and a love that will change everything is discovered. Won Round 14 at Love's Last Glimpse Awards for Judge's Choice and Nominated at Caveman v. Astronauts for Best Angst, Best UST, Best WIP, Best AU and me for Best Author
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 97079
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 97079
[Report This] Published: 02/04/2006 Updated: 07/12/2006
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/01/2006 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter Twenty One
Date: 03/01/2006 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter Twenty One
OMG... Sam is really bitchy, isn't she? Before this I thought she was a bit ok of a person, but now... *shakes head* I gave her the benefit of the doubt, but enough. She's truly bitchy.
Another great update from you Brat... though I noticed a slight gap between your usual updates, which was usually daily. Hope everything's going alright with you.
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/07/2006 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter Twenty two
Date: 03/07/2006 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter Twenty two
You know, I didn't realized just how bad a father Spike was until Alicia asked ALLLLL those questions. It showed then, just how bad the situation really is. A young girl, wary of her own father. Doubting him.
Another great chapter... hope to hear from you soon. ;)
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/23/2006 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter Twenty four
Date: 03/23/2006 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter Twenty four
*LOL* I was just laughing nonstop with that conversation. Nice one, Brat! RL getting in the way again? :) Of course I miss you! Cheers, hope you have some more for us!
Summary: Buffy Summers is a latin dancer , she needs a partner for a competition. She finds out Spike Giles a former competition winner's partner walked out and left him. So what's a girl to do?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 13168
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 13168
[Report This] Published: 02/15/2006 Updated: 06/26/2006
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/03/2006 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
Date: 03/03/2006 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
YAYYYY hot hot hot! In Buffy's own word, "Yummy". ;D I'm so excited I can't wait for the next chapter. Yes I'm a sucker for smut. *LOL* Shameless sucker.
Hope to hear from you soon!
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/07/2006 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Date: 03/07/2006 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
*LOL* Wow... it's just a huge misunderstanding! But the dance floor scene is so amusing, that I felt like whacking both of our favourite couple's heads and shout "Wake up!"
Another great chapter... love it. :)
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 03/21/2006 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6
Date: 03/21/2006 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6
That was a fun and playful scene, and again, love the way you describe the fire and chemistry between them even through something as simple as a dance.
Is that smut coming over? yes it is! *grins from ear to ear*
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 04/03/2006 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7
Date: 04/03/2006 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7
I really appreciated the moment Spike stood back and said Buffy's too good for alley sex. ;) That was beautiful. The alley smut was well written... yum! I enjoyed it... looking forward to your next chapter now. :)
Summary: Spike leaves a devastated Buffy for the limelight, hurting her in the worst way possible. A few years pass before they meet again and this time around, he's set on winning her back. Can she forgive and learn to love him again? Will she ever learn to trust the one man who stole her heart then shattered it? .... A story about love's endurance and the lengths people go through for the ones they love. (warning: this fic is pretty heavy on the angst)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 62245
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 62245
[Report This] Published: 02/17/2006 Updated: 01/11/2007
Reviewer: luxferi Signed
Date: 02/27/2006 Title: Chapter 10: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
Date: 02/27/2006 Title: Chapter 10: Ch. 10 Why We Hurt
Great chapter! One thing popped into my head though... although in the fic Dru was seen giving Spike drugs, and Angel said Dru gave him drugs... I don't see drug induced behavior or at least physical evidence of him using drugs. Maybe a light user? Still, there are signs and Spike seem normal, except for the emotional turmoil he's having. *shrugs* Just my thought. But I love this chapter, and I love your fic. Please update soon?