Summary: Buffy and Spike used to be best friends back in high school, but Buffy soon discovered that she wanted more. Not wanting to ruin their friendship, she kept her true feelings to herself. When Spike's seemingly shallow relationship with a woman named Drusilla turned long term, Buffy couldn't handle seeing the love of her life with someone else, and walked out of his life without explaining why. Two years later, Buffy once again enters his life after hearing of a tragic accident, and finds that she’s not the only one who’s been keeping secrets all this time.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 40984
Member Since: 08/11/2007
Membership status: Member
Bio:
27 year old woman in Sweden. My english is not the best, but I try :)
I'm really bad at this. I write and read fanfics as much as I can. I'm just starting out with writing Spuffy. Hope you will enjoy it though!
I don't know what else to say right now. I'll update my Bio later on :)
Membership status: Member
Bio:
27 year old woman in Sweden. My english is not the best, but I try :)
I'm really bad at this. I write and read fanfics as much as I can. I'm just starting out with writing Spuffy. Hope you will enjoy it though!
I don't know what else to say right now. I'll update my Bio later on :)
Reviews by SarahTheBloody
[Report This] Published: 06/11/2007 Updated: 08/10/2007
Reviewer: SarahTheBloody Signed 
Date: 08/26/2007 Title: Chapter 33: chapter 33
Date: 08/26/2007 Title: Chapter 33: chapter 33
aw honey! I just realized I didn't give any feedback on this story when I finished it!
So, here it comes:
I like the way you work with the characters, you have managed to capture the crazyness of Drusilla perfectly and how she drags Spike with her down into the darkness. And also her longing for Angel(us).
As for the Buffy and Spike relationship it's also great, there are complications just like anyone else. they are so very human and I love that.
Great fic, as usual :)
Author's Response: *lol* Thanks hon, I'm so glad you liked my fic, even though it didn't contain any slash. :P
Reviewer: SarahTheBloody Signed
Date: 08/26/2007 Title: Chapter 33: chapter 33
Date: 08/26/2007 Title: Chapter 33: chapter 33
Oh, I also forgot to say that I love you for redeeming Giles in the end ;)
Author's Response: Hehe, thanks! :)
Summary: 
Spike Pratt is known for being an outsider and a troublemaker. However, what people don’t know is that he has long since decided to never let anyone come too close, not wanting them to find out the truth about his tragic past. But one night he happens to stumble upon a girl in serious trouble. Will he help her? And will she be able to help him? Runner Up for Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 1! Runner Up for Best Angst AU at the Absence Of Light Awards and now also Runner Up for Best Story at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 96 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 142700
Spike Pratt is known for being an outsider and a troublemaker. However, what people don’t know is that he has long since decided to never let anyone come too close, not wanting them to find out the truth about his tragic past. But one night he happens to stumble upon a girl in serious trouble. Will he help her? And will she be able to help him? Runner Up for Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 1! Runner Up for Best Angst AU at the Absence Of Light Awards and now also Runner Up for Best Story at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 96 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 142700
[Report This] Published: 12/05/2007 Updated: 03/10/2009
Reviewer: SarahTheBloody Signed
Date: 03/24/2009 Title: Chapter 3: 3
Date: 03/24/2009 Title: Chapter 3: 3
Hm. Three chapters in and you have already destroyed three of my favorite people in Buffyverse! *lol*
Author's Response: Well, hello you! *lol* So glad to see you found your way back here!
Reviewer: SarahTheBloody Signed
Date: 03/24/2009 Title: Chapter 25: 25
Date: 03/24/2009 Title: Chapter 25: 25
So you know what I think about Spuffy and all that and reading fics about them. But your story has really captured me. You even made me tear up at the "I don't want you to love me." scene. Really heartbreaking!
I'm gonna keep reading this, can't promise I'll read it *all* today but I'm definitely going to finish it. And I'll probably drop a comment here and there ;)
Author's Response: Have to admit, I never thought I'd see the day you willingly started reading a 96 chapter Spuffy story. *lol* Thanks, honey! Looking forward to your comments! :)