Summary: Joyce and Giles are married, Dawn is their daughter. Spike is Giles’ son from a previous marriage, his mum died during childbirth. Spike is also the Slayer, Wes is his Watcher. Xander and Willow are his best friends. Dru was the vamp cursed with a soul, swap the Buffy/Angel(us) relationship for Spike/Dru. Buffy takes Spike’s place, a chipped vampire.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Rape, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 22957
Member Since: 06/28/2012
Membership status: Member
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Reviews by rachelmcd
[Report This] Published: 02/02/2012 Updated: 05/07/2012
Reviewer: rachelmcd Signed 
Date: 01/15/2013 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9 Nine
Date: 01/15/2013 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9 Nine
This is one of my absolute favorite fics even though it's not completed. It's such a good story..do you think you'll ever come back to it?!
Summary: Tainted Beer makes both Buffy and Spike step out of denial and brings to light the feelings they have suppressed since meeting for the first time. Takes place in season 4 but quickly goes AU around “The Harsh Light of Day.”
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17816
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17816
[Report This] Published: 02/26/2012 Updated: 12/01/2012
Reviewer: rachelmcd Signed
Date: 08/26/2012 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 6
Date: 08/26/2012 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 6
love this story! such a good plot. please update soon!
Summary: A girl who's broken and lost. A man who's never given a chance to anyone. She's distant. He's edgy and closed off. A sweet lil country town with two scared individuals not willing to admit that they're afraid of anything. And of course it's Spike and Buffy, who else! Find out what happens when they accidentally become everyday occurrences for each other.
Categories: NC-17 Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 206670
Categories: NC-17 Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 206670
[Report This] Published: 09/07/2012 Updated: 04/15/2014
Reviewer: rachelmcd Signed
Date: 02/02/2013 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12: Simplicity is Nonexistent
Date: 02/02/2013 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12: Simplicity is Nonexistent
loved it! hope to see an update soon!
Summary: Spike gets lonely in Brazil and finds a chat room. He develops an internet relationship with Ann.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2145
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2145
[Report This] Published: 01/20/2013 Updated: 01/20/2013
Reviewer: rachelmcd Signed
Date: 01/27/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Date: 01/27/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
interesting idea =] cant wait to see where you take it
Summary: Season 5. Begins with ‘Spiral’ in the abandoned gas station, and goes *far* off-canon almost immediately.
When Dawn makes the ultimate sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help. Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could? Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the fight and gives up hope?
WARNINGS: Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. Main Character Death. Plenty of angst.
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfic Awards Winner: Best Characterization, Female: BuffyBot/Joan, Best Unconventional Pairing (Spike, Buffy, BuffyBot), Best Romance
Runner up: Best Plot, Best Unfinished Fic, Best Angst
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Character Death, Freaky/Kinky, Rape, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 55 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 327350
When Dawn makes the ultimate sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help. Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could? Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the fight and gives up hope?
WARNINGS: Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. Main Character Death. Plenty of angst.
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfic Awards Winner: Best Characterization, Female: BuffyBot/Joan, Best Unconventional Pairing (Spike, Buffy, BuffyBot), Best Romance
Runner up: Best Plot, Best Unfinished Fic, Best Angst
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Character Death, Freaky/Kinky, Rape, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 55 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 327350
[Report This] Published: 01/23/2013 Updated: 12/10/2013
Reviewer: rachelmcd Signed
Date: 01/27/2013 Title: Chapter 2: Try
Date: 01/27/2013 Title: Chapter 2: Try
I absolutely love this story! and the pictures included give it great imagery as well. I hope you update soon I cant wait for another chapter!
Author's Response: Oh! That\'s the most awesome thing my muse could hope to hear! Thank you so much!! It means a lot! Glad you like the photos, too. They can take a while to find, so I\'m glad they add to the story. Gonna try to update a couple of times a week, so maybe next Tuesday for the next? I\'ll try for that. Thanks again - love hearing from you, hope you continue to enjoy the story.