Membership status: Member
Bio:
I've been in love with BTVS, particularly Spike if you hadn't noticed :), since I was 14 - which was 13 years ago now lol (I am way too old on the outside to be doing this - on the inside I'm still 13 with wide eyes watching a new show about a girl with super strength)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3285
Date: 07/05/2011 Title: Chapter 1: by your side
Wow...I had tears in my eyes by the end, this was truly touching, congrats, you're a beautiful writer.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 37 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 194741
Date: 07/25/2006 Title: Chapter 8: Out of the Frying Pan, Into the Fire
(wipes forehead) Holy sit!!! My boyfriend just left for a week and now i have you to thank for frustration, I WAS doing fine...sniff
You're a talented writer and dexcribe sex in a no-holds barred fashion that i like and respect since sex is so 'taboo' these days and what not...Great job and i cant wait to read more...
L.
Author's Response: Aww, I'm sorry you had to read this while your bo is gone. Just think of the wonderful attack he'll recieve when he gets home. Thanks so much for the compliment. I figure if a person is going to write about sex, might as well describe it the way it is. That and I'm a heavy nc-17 reader. It makes the climax (all puns intended here) that much better/intense. Thanks for the awesome review, you can always call your bo up and phone sex, lol.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 45 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 92138
Date: 10/19/2006 Title: Chapter 12: The Games People Play
fucken love it, i just finished reading siglets too and wow, im floored, its amazing, youre a great write! I love the Boondock Saints referalls, there always great to hear . It was funny too cuz i just bought the special edition and saw that scene not 2 hours ago lol! Keep writing, im smitten ;)
Author's Response: Wow, thank you. You guys make me feel really good about this! :) My ego's so happy. Isn't Boondock's a GREAT movie? And I aboslutely adore the mom scene. I'm sad they left it out of the movie, even though I understand *why* :( But oh well, I can spread the word through sexxxy twins....
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1665
Date: 08/10/2006 Title: Chapter 1: 1/1
LMFAO, wow the twist shocked me, i absolutely loved it! Poor poor Xander, such a simple boy (shakes head)
L
Author's Response: Ah well, makes the story more fun ^-^
Thanks for the reviews everyone, by the way.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1038
Date: 08/15/2007 Title: Chapter 1: Power
hey Dev, WOW! wtf do i say to describe that? Kinky, erotic, somehow fitting for her to have the ultimate power for once. It was so sad and full of love, you captured their characters and brought them into your story perfectly, It was wonderful!
Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Parody
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1756
Date: 08/15/2007 Title: Chapter 1: I
holy fuck, why isnt spike my best friend (next to you). GOD DAMN Dev, sniff, all your stories make me want what you write lol!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 86584
Date: 02/04/2008 Title: Chapter 22: 22
tee hee, such a naughty chap... as per usual and i loved it...as per usual !!
im desperate to find out how this is gonna play out lol, as soon as i see the msg for the update from you i fly to the site :)
hope more is coming soon
xox
L.
Author's Response: :D glad you still like it, honey! There will be more coming on Monday. As for how it will all play out... I just cannot stress out enough how much of a Spuffy gal I am :P*hugs*
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 29739
Date: 08/25/2008 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter Nine
i say it was a fantastic chapter! personally loved the finishing line and the dialogue. I can see the characters acting out what you're writing and i am absolutely riveted. Please don't think you can't write when you're anxious, use it to your advantage! If it means more angst, give the story more angst, not only will it help get some off that stress off youre back but itll help you suss through things as well as rev up the readers to NEED to know what's coming next! i can't speak for everybody but that's how i feel.
hope all gets better for you soon, and i cant wait for more!!!
Author's Response: Yeah, I was a little worried about all the angst in this chapter. This was meant to be an angsty chapter, but I'm positive it would not have been nearly as extreme if I hadn't been feeling the way I am at the moment. It was like the only way I could get the chapter to form was to splash it with all the crazy emotion going through my head, and I was trying not to! I'm glad it didn't scare you guys off. Well, hopefully, it didn't scare anyone off. If I keeping writing under stress, it could be an even bumpier ride. Guess we can all just hold on. Thank you so much for your comments. You guys are making me feel less like a super freak, which is really, really nice right about now. :)
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 51369
Date: 06/22/2009 Title: Chapter 20: Rocky Road to Recovery
that he wouldn’t have turned her down to save the world - le sigh, i wish i had that lol, instead i have a boyfriend that...never mind lol, in my head i have Spike and i love how you portray him in this. It was good to add how distant she'd been, i can only imagine the horrible things that would go through someones mind after something like that and hope that everyone who has ever suffered something even remotely close to what she has, has the help and love needed to move on with their life after something so terrible. I love how much love is portrayed, and i'm hoping against hope that nothing foul happens to her on her night out after everything that's happened, she deserves some good. I love the fic so far and can't wait to see where else you take it.
xx
L
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 28099
Date: 06/23/2009 Title: Chapter 2: Arrival of a Potentially Famous Soccer Star(s)
hey, i'm really loving this fic so far, i enjoy the premise and that character development, the angel forehead description had me lol'ing. Just a tjp, your banner is messing up how we read it a bit, so you need to only use this part of the link (i'm using one of mine as an example)
just have to delete the rest.
Can't wait to read more
L.
Author's Response: LOL I know. Tall, Dark and Forehead. That's our Angel. :P Thanks SO much for your review lindsay! I'm SO glad you like the story! As for your tips on the story, I'll respond to that in your third review..:)
Date: 06/23/2009 Title: Chapter 2: Arrival of a Potentially Famous Soccer Star(s)
shit, i didn't think it would post my banner lol,
so you start from this
Author's Response: LOL See my response to your third review. :)
Date: 06/23/2009 Title: Chapter 2: Arrival of a Potentially Famous Soccer Star(s)
wtf? i keep messing up the reviews, and it's not posting what im trying to tell you, if you want to email me (boondockbitch@hotmail.com) i'll explain it thru that
sorry (eep)
Author's Response: Okay I'll email you and see if we can fix this problem ASAP. :P Thanks A LOT for your consideration and help!
Date: 07/26/2009 Title: Chapter 9: Being a Good Friend
Wow. So the tempo's picking up, Dru/Connor/Snider/Gambling...shit's about to hit the fan me thinks. I love your description about Spike wanting to be that friend on principle, i feel the same way. even if by the end of it i want to shoot myself in the face to get away from some people it's worth it, it makes you a better person. I just wish more people were like that so everyone had someone to go to. You know, i don't like Joyce in this, i never really did, did you? On the show and in this site i mean.
So, we know if Spike is that type of friend, the one who helps everyone, i can't help but wonder what kind of shit Connor's gonna' get him into. I love how no one really steps back and asks themselves if their shit is worth getting their friends hurt over anymore. And i cannot believe his father, to blame your son is a disgusting act, and Spike is right, what was he supposed to do? Teleport to his mother and save her, drunk or not i'm pretty sure he can't do that, at least not in this fic lol.
Loving it and can't wait for more, good job!!!!!
Author's Response: OMG!!! *squeals* Lindsay. You. Friggin. Rock! Your reviews always rock my world, honey! Oookay, so allow me to address each part of your review since, again, it's always a pleasure to discuss my work with a reader!!
Firstly, yes, I *definitely* agree about the tempo picking up. I think I've taken this soccer fic to levels I hadn't really *wanted* to explore before, but I dunno, I suppose my muse really does have me on a short leash. ; )
Secondly, yeah, I get your meaning; being a good friend makes you feel like a better person and it really sucks when your "friends" come to you with somewhat unreasonable demands. Especially when these demands risk your future, right?
Haha, I was always kind of iffy about Joyce to be very honest. Additionally, it's not that I'm inclined to hate Joyce or anything like that, but I haven't seen many fics where Joyce is a bad guy/mean person so I figured, eh, what the heck?
LOL I know, eh? I suppose we're all too concerned with our own problems and crap to worry about how we're affecting the ones we allegedly "love" and "care about". I guess it's not intentional, but it happens nevertheless.
Oh, yes, I strongly agree here. To blame your child is "disgusting act", I could never agree more. It's simply unacceptable and I seriously wonder about parents who do that to their children. Very ignorant people.
Thank you SOOOO much for your brilliant review, hon! It's really good to see reviews like this and I sincerely hope you enjoy the next chapter as well! *hugs and smooches*
Date: 07/30/2009 Title: Chapter 10: When History is Repeated (Sort Of)
Hmmm, so i just finished updating Drown with me and then to my outmust surprise and happiness you have updated both fics that i'm currently reading, im so happy!
So the smug bastard does have a plan, i love it! i also love that Spike isn't resentful that she made the save, that's real teamwork!! Dru and Angel, no big shocker that they forget their place, Angel always forgot his place in Buffy's life, it's refreshing to see a unique twist on that aspect of him. And Dru, well she's fucken' nuts so nothing she does shocks me, just pisses me off lol. I'm sorry to hear about your fish btw, it's not pathetic, it's a lost friend, be it a gerbil a fish a cat or a fucken' camel, if you love them the loss is devasting!
I'm really loving this story, and though i don't like Joyce it's nice to see Buffy acknowledge that her mom had a hand in her coming here to compete. It shows a mature side to Buffy, one that understands for every flaw there is something good behind it in someone. Can't wait for some Spuffy interaction, i love the way they talk to each other, and their thought processes when it comes to the other.
Can't wait for more, thanks for the awesome update!!!
Author's Response: Heeey Lindsay! (hugs) Aw, it's so kind of you to say that! I'm really flattered you're enjoying my fics!
Haha, "smug bastard" is definitely a good choice of words to describe our favorite Ethan Rayne! =)
Mhm, I thought about that too. I mean, if Spike was resentful, what would it say about his character? In this particular fic, the people most likely to be resentful of Buffy's success would be: Dawn, Riley, Darla and Drusilla. People like Oz, Doyle, Angel, Spike and Tara are the positive members of the team! *high fives*
Wow, what an incredible take on that aspect of the chappy. I mean about Angel "always forgetting his place in Buffy's life". He really did, didn't he?
Thank you for your kind comments about my fish *sniffles* I get what you mean. The loss *is* truly heartbreaking and y'know what? You've inspired me to get me a camel! *lol*
Yeah, see, about Joyce, I didn't want Buffy to appear like a total brat who didn't really appreciate what she had. That's just plain annoying, right? I thought, "Hey, what if she actually acknowledges her mother's role in her soccer career?" While Joyce was never truly supportive of Buffy, I think it's crucial for Buffy, as a growing woman who is moving into, well, womanhood, to understand that if it weren't for Joyce, she wouldn't even be in L.A. I agree with your terminology "mature". : P
Mhm, I realize the pace is very slow in this fic, in terms of the Spuffy interaction, but it will definitely get there, so no worries! I'm trying to build the story up, make it more realistic and hopefully by then, everyone will still be reading, huh?
; )
Thank you SOOO much for your incredible review! *hugs*
Date: 08/08/2009 Title: Chapter 11: The Beginning of a Lot of Things
jesus christ...Ok, let's address Spike first. Now i am super happy that Spike didn't help Connor, regardless of their history it would have pulled him down a road into the dark where regardless of what he believes, he doesn't belong. Do i feel for Connor and his father, yes, slightly, but submerging yourself into situations like that and allowing your son to do the same can bring no good. I do however feel for Spike, what with the hero complex he has, wanting to help everyone all the time, at his own expense or not, maybe that's why i was so happy to see him not involved in this mess of sorts. As for Buffy and Joyce, for a while there i thought she was going to say something decent due to the acknowledgment of how happy soccer made Buffy, but nope, just another Joyce mom-ism moment where the books she buys on parenting came to no good use. It's a very real life you've given your characters, kudos.
Now Buffy, damnit, why'd you have to walk into a dark alley? All i can say is at least Spike seems about to be headed out for a walk, let's hope he gets there before the man with the leer gets what he wants. And i wonder what will happen now that i assume both will be busted out of the hotel after hours...Can't wait to read more, good job!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 14224
Date: 07/30/2009 Title: Chapter 10: 10. New Beginnings
EEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKkkkkkk lol, i waited for that every time an episode aired, i truly wish it had ended like that. Anya having real friends, Buffy having real friends, Spike having real friends...the people who deserved them never got them. when Anya died in the show i was devastated lol, as well as Spike obviously, and Buffy's 2nd death hit me hard too. Notice how it was all the misunderstood characters that always got offed, even if in some cases it was only temporary? i love that your story offers the complete opposite of the whedonverse, not that i didn't love every part of his creation, but some happiness for those who deserved it would have been wonderful.
I'm very happy with this story, so great job shakes, you did it!!!
Author's Response: LOL When I saw the beginning of your review I was like, "Hell yeah, this has been a damn good day!" Haha, yes, I TOTALLY agree. Spike+Anya having friends was something that I yearned to see but alas, it was not meant to be on air. And you worded it perfectly: the people who deserved them but never got them. Despite the fact that Clem/Dawn's involvement with this fic is crucial yet just plain weird, I think that in the end it was characters like Dawn, Clem, Spike, Anya, Tara and Buffy who were all imperative in just being there for each other, y'know? Haha, yeah, I noticed that too! I mean, c'mon! Spike *and* Anya? They couldn't have offed, like, Giles or something? The guy *deserts* Buffy in season-what? 6? Right? Right after she comes back *From the dead* and he gets to live. *waves hand* Eh, the Whedonverse cannot be questioned, since I'm a Whedonite, but still, I have my doubts about it sometimes! ; )
Well, Lindsay, it was truly a pleasure being able to "talk" about the story in this way. I really loved your reviews, I sincerely did and it's lovely to hear that you enjoyed the ending! *hugs* Thank you SO much for your sweet comments and feedback! Warm wishes for your health, life, and writing!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1154
Date: 08/13/2010 Title: Chapter 1: Anything You Say
I just started reading your new fic and wanted to see what else you had. I loved this. Regardless of what people want sometimes it's heart-breakingly beautiful to read something of this nature. Sad can be a wonderful thing to feel, well done
Nominated at SunnyD Awards for Best New Author, Best Characterization (Spike), Best Drama, Best Plot, Best Romance, and Best Pairing (conventional). Thanks so much!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 70310
Date: 08/13/2010 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Wow - I just read the first 5 chapters and while I feel a slight tweak of guilt for not reviewing each one I blame you - this story is fantastic. I really am loving it from the realistic teenage tantrums Dawn is having to Spike's nipple ring - I never thought they were sexy btw, until you wrote that he had one lol. I also like that Buffy has a different room in this, I don't know why - it's such a smaller detail than a lot of the others but it seems significant so good job. I really can't wait to read more of this, good job - seriously!
Categories: General Fics, General NC-17 Fics, Porn with Plot
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7969
Date: 08/08/2010 Title: Chapter 1: Dear Slayer
hey there, just came across this. I loved it (as much as someone can love such a gruesome tale)
It was the end that did me in, the fact that she wasn't angry, wasn't rushing things. It's almost as though the (shudder) rape at that demonic man's hands killed some demons of her own. Hauntingly lovely.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 8250
Date: 08/16/2010 Title: Chapter 1: One Girl…To Stand Alone…
Loved this chapter, again I mention to you the alcohol - awesome idea lol. I can't wait to see what else I get to read, looking forward to seeing how you're going to make this play out. Awesome job!
Author's Response: lol. i couldnt have done any of it without you lindsay, i cant take all the credit