Summary: She hadn't lied when he was in the Hellmouth. She just had no idea how much she loved him until she watched him die once again. Now to heal, she goes to a special place to learn about him, and realizes that Spike wasn't much different than the human he had been.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2897

Summary: Just as Alice went down the rabbit hole, Spike is launched into a place where nothing is quite what it seems. A search for Buffy after Spike loses her in the most unimaginable way possible, leads to things only found in his dreams and nightmares.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3992