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If I Die Before I Wake by Nell Rated: AO-AdultsOnly Liked [Reviews - 22]
Summary: All Human. Spike kidnaps Buffy. She doesn't recognize him right away, but as she spends more time with him, she realizes she knows him, and he's about to teach her a lesson she'll never forget! Loosely based on the movie Valentine. This fic starts out a little dark but doesn't stay that way.
Categories: Fantasy/AU
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 11/12/2009
If I Had it to do Over Again by shaddyr Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 3]
Summary: Set in Season 4. What if in "Wild at Heart", Spike had not been nabbed by the Initiative? This fic is not for the squeamish. It addresses Evil!Spike as alluded to in S7.9 NLM. "Cuz it's no fun if they don't cry..."
Categories: Serial Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Rape
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 04/11/2004
If I'm Not In Love by Spikelissa Rated: 18 Liked [Reviews - 18]
Summary: 146 days have gone by and Buffy still hasn't got over losing but walking away from Spike's demise. Devastated she has found a way to be with Spike. Unknown to Buffy and Dawn...Spike is alive well, un-dead. Will she follow through or will Spike come to the rescue?
Categories: Spuffy Fantasy/AU
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 05/18/2008
If In Another Time by SpuffyFan4Life Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 10]
Summary: Spike died in the hellmouth a little over a year ago. Buffy is still mourning while trying to move on with her life. She now has a guide who guides her spiritual life as the slayer. Her next task is to go back to 1880 and be wedged into the life of Spike when he was William the bloody awful poet. Will she be able to handle seeing him after all this time? Will she be able to handle losing him again when it's all over? Read and find out. **This takes place in the realm of "How Could I Forget?" but you don't need to read that to understand this at all.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 02/28/2009
If Music Be The Food Of Love by Katrina Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 9]
Summary: B/S Fic. Answer to Richess' challenge of the month on the One Good Lay site to create a musical fic using hits of today. The Immortal suspects that Buffy is harbouring feelings for someone else and is determined to find out if his suspicions of it being a certain vampire are correct.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Buffy/Other
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 07/22/2005
If Only by mel Rated: PG [Reviews - 0]
Summary: Spike visits Buffy for (what he thinks is) the last time at the end of Season 5. My first and only angsty fic with a twirl of romanticism. Done in Spike POV!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 07/29/2004
If Only In My Dreams by pfeifferpack Rated: PG Liked [Reviews - 7]
Summary: S7 angst. Spike is spending the holiday with the FE and Buffy is spending hers with her thoughts. Can souls can connect at this magical time of year?
Set between "Bring On The Night" and "Showtime"
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 12/02/2006
If This is Life by Renee Rated: 15 [Reviews - 21]
Summary: One moment changed her entire life and took everything away from her. When she turns seventeen, Buffy Summers runs away from the crumb life has left her with and tries to start over. What she least expected was to find a man, Rupert Giles, who offered to help. Keeping the secrets of her dark past to herself, she lives in a self-created hell. Spike, Rupert's son, soon makes her realize that somewhere deep inside herself, there's a girl who can be happy once again.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 01/14/2005
If you forgive me all this by Isha_Rose Rated: 15 Liked [Reviews - 9]
Summary: It starts with a betrayal- and not the one that you were expecting.

Spike’s been tossed around by the Slayer too many times to count, but this time she’s gone too far. Her ritual of self-congratulatory humiliation has made him a laughing stock, and it’s the final straw. They’ve never been friends, but she’s forgotten that they are enemies.
No more of it.

But then the Slayer is shot, and the culprit is a freckle-faced eleven year old boy with a vendetta and wide, wet eyes. He’s an unlikely villain and the Scoobies can’t face interrogating him so Spike is tempted in to play Bad Cop while the Slayer lies unconscious in a hospital bed.
“To forgive is an act of compassion. It's not done because people deserve it, it's done because they need it.”

Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 12/05/2011
Ill Met By Moonlight by Confused Muse Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 8]
Summary: Fic written for seasonal spuffy community on livejournal. A reworking of William Shakespeare's "A Midsummer night's Dream" for the buffyverse, set somewhen in Season 4. No Adam, and Jenny Calendar is alive (for dramatic purposes). The rest is canon :)
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 11/24/2005
Immortality by nameless Rated: 15 Liked [Reviews - 10]
Summary: I chose another ending for "Not fade away", in which Spike finds out what immortality means...
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 10/03/2006
Impossible by Faith04 Rated: 15 Liked [Reviews - 41]
Summary: Buffy is the new girl at Sunnydale High that holds a secret past. She lives with her abusive aunt and uncle because of a tragedy in LA that left her without parents to turn to. Spike is the guy who sees pain beneath the surface that no one else does. When he learns the truth of her past and her present situations, can he handle it? What happened in LA that's caused Buffy to close herself off? [Yes, another high school fic, but NOT a rape story.]
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Child Abuse
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 10/27/2004
In Death, Love Prevails by yumimum Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 48]
Summary: Take one mixed up slayer; add a dash of persistent vampire and a splash of honesty. Stir well and what do you get?


Set immediately post-Tabula Rasa. Can our favourite vampire coax Buffy out of that infamous river, or is the slayer destined to continue alone in a world full of nightmares?


Contains spoilers up to and including season six.


Nominated for Best Pairing Conventional and Best Plot at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards site.

http://sunnydawards.dragonydreams.com/nominees.html


Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 01/02/2010
In Death, Release by PassionFish Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 2]
Summary: A violent, cocky Vampire smashes into the idyllic Hell Mouth with murder on his mind. A new Slayer has been called, one to become his third. But Sunnydale holds more than it originally seems, as Vampire and Slayer are caught together in a battle of power against the guardians of this world. A balance must be retained. Only in death, can release be found.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 06/24/2006
In death, that I may live... by Irishrose Rated: 18 Liked [Reviews - 8]
Summary: William Ficathon Challenge Piece. Challenge specifics at the beginning of the chapter.
Categories: Comedy fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 12/05/2004
In Excelsis Deo by HollyDB Rated: 18 [Reviews - 17]
Summary: Upon answering a desperate call a late autumn night, Wesley invokes the help of Fred in nursing a broken warrior back to health. A warrior that does not want to live but to see the face of a woman that has moved an ocean away.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 12/19/2004
In My Dream, You Weren’t Mine by xaphania Rated: 15 Liked [Reviews - 10]
Summary: When a demon sends Buffy into a dreamscape that brings to life her worst fears about Spike, her friends and her family, can she fight the nightmare to find reality? Set sometime in a post-NFA future.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Spike/Other
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 10/16/2009
In Sheeps Clothing by TheBear Rated: 15 [Reviews - 57]
Summary: After returning chip-free from Africa Spike finds hmiself recruited by a group of demons heading the the hell mouth. They need a slayer slayer and he's just the vampire for the job.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 03/17/2005
In Silence and Grief by Saltygoodness Rated: 15 [Reviews - 7]
Summary: Buffy POV. After the big battle in NFA, Angel and Illyria visit Buffy in Rome to give her a message from a certain vampire. Very Angsty;) Spuffy, of course.
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 06/05/2005
In the Claws of Evil by Pet Rated: NC-17 Liked [Reviews - 284]
Summary: Sequel to my one-shot ’Reunited’. Goes AU after the episode ‘Damage’. After learning that Spike is back from the dead, Buffy decides to stay in LA, reluctantly agreeing to help out at Wolfram and Hart. Will she and Spike finally get their happily ever after, or will things just keep coming between them? Angel is not thrilled. And to complicate the matters even more, something evil is lurking in the shadows, causing seemingly harmless demons to disappear without a trace.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 07/12/2009
In the Mirror by Scarlet Ibis Rated: 15 Liked [Reviews - 3]
Summary: Takes place at the end of "Him." Buffy goes to visit Spike...
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 07/30/2009
In this skin by hazel Rated: 15 [Reviews - 4]
Summary: Buffy Summers has never been all that comfortable in her skin, shes always been very insucure of herself and never understood what it meant to be beautiful. But when Buffy's bestfriend Spike starts to see her in a new light, will Buffy finally be able to be look at herself in a new way......
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 06/14/2005
Inanis by abstracted Rated: 18 Liked [Reviews - 4]
Summary: Guided by a series of very accurate Slayer dreams, Buffy Summers successfully destroys the hellgod Glory and saves Dawn’s life. However, she can’t help but feel something crucial missing from her victory, namely a vampire who supposedly has never existed.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 10/28/2012
Indecent Proposal by harrisxander2 Rated: AO-AdultsOnly Liked [Reviews - 43]
Summary: Based on the movie. Yes, that movie. Will and Buffy are the couple. Xander is the billionaire.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations
Completed: No
[Report This] Added: 01/08/2015
Indubitably by holetoledo Rated: AO-AdultsOnly Liked [Reviews - 1]
Summary: Dreams and waking life blur together for two master vampires and their very reluctant Slayer. Spike, Dru, and Buffy find themselves strange bedfellows with one another. Of course, real life always has a nasty habit of intervening.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics, Porn with Plot
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Completed: Yes
[Report This] Added: 03/05/2016