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Reviewer: bluebird Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/18/2005 - 12:43 pm Title: Twenty seven

So sad. Please write another chapter soon! Thanks!

Reviewer: Meagan Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 08:10 pm Title: Twenty seven

Buffy needs to get off her high horse real quick before Spike sees what a selfish manipulating bitch she really is.
She kept his daughter away from her for years, letting another man raise her...of course he's scared to tell her what he knew about Fred, she probably would have kept him from Lindsay, making like shes protecting her when really she's really using her to hurt him the best way she knows how.
Its frustrating to see Spike on his hands and knees, begging her to hear him out, only asking a crumb from her..and she's won't give him the time or day. Only focusing in her hurt and how everyone hurts HER and that this only happened to HER. She wasn't honest with him for years and if he hadn't told her he knew Lindsay was his, she would never have told him. Spike knows, we know...but worst of all, Buffy knows it too. And doesen't care.

Her actions and attitude make me wanna puke because all Spike has done is be there for her and take her crap over and over...she better open her eyes soon and start begging for his forgiveness.

Reviewer: jennybean Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 03:16 pm Title: Twenty seven

That was so sad. I hope she listens to him when she gets home - they need to work this out.

Reviewer: Cordykitten Signed Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 10:06 am Title: Twenty seven

Oh my.. still so bittersweet. At last Spike could say the he was ready to turn around and leave but Angel saw Fred first... but Buffy didn't listen. Still too hurt. I wonder what hurt her the most... Spike not telling her maybe, not Spike bringing Fred. Looking forward to read on - the 'talk' should come soon, huh?

Reviewer: BuffyandSpikeForever Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 06:58 am Title: Twenty seven

i hope she lets him explain

Reviewer: katakata Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 06:23 am Title: Twenty seven

Thoroughly fascinating update...loved the insight gained from the redux of one of the earlier chapters using the benefit of our new knowledge and Spike's added internal monologue. I'm a fish happily flopping on your hook (hmmm...that comment seemed perfectly fine when I thought in my head but somehow seeing it in typescript makes me feel a little dirty LOL) 8-D

Reviewer: Whitelighter354 Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 05:47 am Title: Twenty seven

ALLY!!!!! I finally got caught up! I am so sorry that I havent been keeping up with this! I love this fic so much but I have lots of stuff going on! You are a mastermind! LOL! I never would have figured that Spike would be in on this whole fiasco! I have cried twice! LOL! I really hope that Buffy listens to him and they can get some sort of understanding. Then. try to rebuild trust! Its a good thing that it takes a while! (More Chapters!) I LOVED IT! You are awesome with angst! : when reading, takes down notes!: I cant wait to see what you give us next! Please post soon! :) Lighter

Reviewer: sam Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 05:43 am Title: Twenty seven

yeah, i have to agree. buffy is just really not being fair. it is so wrong of her to blame him for that when what she has done has been a lot worse. she's really a bitch in this story and i can't say i care for her like that. she better come to her senses soon or she might really push him away. i think he deserves better.

Reviewer: luxferi Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 05:40 am Title: Twenty seven

Great chapter, just things seem to be moving at a snail's pace here. Maybe it's with the recollection and all.

Update soon! ;)

Reviewer: Annette Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 05:30 am Title: Twenty seven

Let me get this straight , Buffy, you expected Spike to approach you with what was happening the morning that Angel and Fred left - even though you were keeping his daughter from him and letting another man raise her as his own? Hey, you were BOTH wrong. Why are you acting like the only injured party and being the usual bitch to Spike? Even though you kept something monumental from him for 4 years, he doesn't treat you like shit. It's obvious you don't love Spike (probably can't love anybody as selfish as you are) but you don't treat people the way you do. You never even apologized for keeping Lindsey from him, yet you expect him to crawl at your feet because he kept something from you for 3 weeks? You are a mother for gods sakes - stop being so self-absorbed.

Reviewer: s[ikesbabi Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 05:26 am Title: Twenty seven

left speechless...hope to be reading more soon

Reviewer: Winslowpenny Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/17/2005 - 05:17 am Title: Twenty seven

God, I hope Buffy grows up some and gets therapy before she gets in a relationship. Buffy's lies and sins are far greater than Spike's, yet she's never apologized for them. Spike apologizes constantly for his mistakes. Not a good sign that he regrets his mistakes while Buffy expects everybody to just "deal" with hers. The fact that they have both lied (Buffy's worse than Spike's ) and Buffy gets off trying to be self-righteous with her "I can't trust you - don't promise me anything" bullshit is sickening condsidering what she's done in the past. Understand that Spike loves her but can't really see why.

Reviewer: Megan Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/15/2005 - 04:21 am Title: Twenty six

Well, that just about broke me in half.

Reviewer: Cordykitten Signed Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 09:57 pm Title: Twenty six

Oh my.. still bad. Spike had no chance to explain, Buffy's too hurt. Hoping for the next chapter to bring a change. Hey - I can hope ;-)

Reviewer: Cordykitten Signed Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 09:53 pm Title: Twenty five

Well - Buffy didn't really read the letter - Fred told: I should have told you when you invited me that I knew who Angel O’ Connor was and what meant to me. .... I doubt if you had chosen to turn the car around and to back to Rhode Island, I wouldn’t have found a way to make you take me to him.... Buffy over read this. At last the truth is out now - it would have come out sooner or later. She, Buffy, is real hurt now. Oh my... *deep sigh*

Reviewer: klylu Signed Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 09:29 pm Title: Twenty six

i think the worst betrayal was angel's. Not when he fled with fred, but when, for years, he lived through a lie. He didn't say to buffy that he loved fred more, or 'sorry i don't love you anymore'... well, that' would have been truly sad, but it happens everytime. Insted, he flatly told her 'i never loved you'. Like spike, buffy has loved someone for years... but unlike him, she believed that angel was hers, that she was living the dream (silly for her to assume to be loved by the man who proposed and had a child with you, huh?). Spike is actually the one who shattered her dream, even if it was angel's fault that it was a fake dream. Moreover, spike is just an easy target... because he wasn't totally honest and because he is there. I totally understand his actions... he knew that in the long run that marriage was probabily doomed, and he just took the best chance to make everybody happy... angel & fred, himself. lindsey and, in the end, even buffy. But for her, now it seems that, again, her life is built on lies.

Reviewer: Brunettepet Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 04:04 pm Title: Twenty six

Good job painting the image of Lindsey's exuberance in the shadow of her parents' devastation. Buffy's got every right to feel duped by Spike. His "I meant to tell yous" are too little too late. She was fooled by Angel, believing he loved her. She's right to be crushed. I can't wait to see how you resolve this.

Reviewer: slayerspet Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 03:38 pm Title: Twenty six

Good update...can't wait to see how this pans out.

Reviewer: Lyns Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 08:28 am Title: Twenty six

nothing like a little early morning angst to start the day, lol. great chappie.

Reviewer: willowmouse Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 08:08 am Title: Twenty six

so sad :( But very well written

Reviewer: katakata Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 06:01 am Title: Twenty six

Lovely chapter Brat...painful but very realistic I thought. Spike's reaction was from the gut, as he tries desperately to hang on to what he's wanted for so long and held tentatively within his grasp for such a brief time. Buffy was speaking from her obviously still raw emotions, especially that line about belonging only to herself and Lindsey...NEVER Spike. Never is a promise they say and though I'm sure it's not one she'll end up keeping it can be hard to imagine ever feeling differently when you're hurting. Spike earlier told Buffy that sometimes you need to let time do its thing and I believe Lindsey may be just what they need to keep them grounded while time heals these wounds. Oh and Buffy, Spike did not tear your family apart...it was already frayed at the seams! LOL. More soon please :-D

Reviewer: demona424 Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 04:40 am Title: Twenty six

I can't write because my heart is breaking some more right now. Waay too many tears.

Reviewer: Meakly Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 04:23 am Title: Twenty six

I'm genuinely feeling for both of them here. Buffy just keeps getting stepped on every time she starts to open up. First Angel and his lies, and now Spike who was keeping this very important thing from her, not to keep her from being hurt, but to keep is ass out of hot water. I can understand how she'd feel manipulated.

As for Spike, I'm feeling for him, too. To have something you've always wanted so close in front of you, and you'd do anything to get it... But I'm just not liking him very much. He seems to see Buffy as this...possession rather than a human being and the mother of their child.

Anyway, hopefully they'll both pull their heads out--Buffy to do some thinking and Spike to realize that she's gonna need some time to deal with such a blow.

Great chapter. :)

Reviewer: luxferi Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 03:59 am Title: Twenty six

Great chapter. Hope more comes soon!

Reviewer: Irishwoman39 Anonymous Liked [Report This]
Date: 12/14/2005 - 03:55 am Title: Twenty six

O why didn't he tell her.OK he made a mistake,avery big one.But Miss Buffy was not that truthful all those years herself.Lets hope time will heal.,lets hope!" Marla

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