this was a really great chapter, i love how she told anya about her and spike coz it shows she isn't ashamed of the relationship, it was a perfect chapter and i loved it heaps, please brng more soon!

OH sweetie. Have no idea what had you so worried. It was a lovely wonderful chapter. Just the right note after the intensity of the last one. Really nice coupley interaction. Nice inner thoughts and dialogue between them. Lovely. Nothing to worry about here at all.

i like it, you should keep working on it...partly because you write good sex scenes and i would like to read more and partly because the whole story is quite good and deserves to be finished.

Simply lovely. I just stumbled upon this story yesterday, and finished up through the latest chapter today, so sorry for the lack of earlier reviews. I am so taken with this piece thus far - can't wait to see where you take it from here. I have a feeling there is still much to be worked out between the two, and a lot of healing left to do. Looking forward to your next update. All the best, Melissa

ok. i started reading this today n i'm now at the end of what you've written.... chapter twelve in words and 13 in numbers. whats up with that. so yeah anyway ive read it and i have to say it is really quite touching. i've almost cried quite a few times. yeeehaw --xXx--

Author's Response: There's 12 chapters and a prologue. The site counts the prologue as a chapter, I don't. ;)

Great chapter. I love this story so much and every chapter is really very good. This one was what I've been waiting for up until this point. It's what makes all the pain and angst bearable.

That was wonderful. Buffy finally opening up was believeable and the sex scene was hot and well written. I read "I want our first time to be in a bed" with the same relief you gave Spike. I love the detail you put into this story, it paints a vivid picture.

wouldn't it be cool if you WERE a mind reading author though? hehe. Anyways, great chapter, poor Buffy thinking Angel dieing was her fault. And soooo glad you had them get away from the kitchen table! I thought we were gonna have one of those horrible situations where it's all rushed and not nice and everything just goes horribly wrong from there, so thanks for being nice and getting themt o the bedroom! This chapter was excellent and maybe my fave of the whole story. Can't wait for more.

Glad Buffy can finally tell Spike about Angel and her guilty feelings. And of course... they are together.

Excellent chapter. Kinda feel like I've been on an emotional rollercoaster after reading it. But that's a good thing; a sign of excellent writing. Thought things were moving too fast at the beginning but that quickly changed. Glad to finally know the story between her and Angel...and that Buffy is finally opening up to Spike. Looking forward to reading more.

Wow, great start :). Rubbing her eyes, Buffy walked towards the door, grumbling. She looked through the peephole, not sure if she was relieved or not to see that it was her new "roommate." She opened the door, feeling her skin prickle at the positively irritating smirk he was giving her. "Hello, cutie." If that had been me answering the door, I woulda shut it again. Not slam- too much effort when halfway asleep- but firmly, with satisfaction! On to read the next chapter!

how cute. love the story please update soon thanx.

Love this chapter and I'm glad you got it out pretty quick. It's one of my favorite stories right now. It was good to finally hear the whole Angel story.