I just read this on a whim ,was'ny going to because it seems to be abandoned it's really good , well written and emotionally powerful. Why did you give it up?.

while i was reading it...i'm thinking buffy is real bitch and spike is just love's bitch but then ...i understand better now...though not completly...i'm not so sure about some thing that buffy told him...like...buffy did not cheat then becos it wasn't consensual? why did she have a miscarriage? well so far you got all the angst coming and i like the way you've build the story and spike's pov... thanx ...hope you update soon

Author's Response: Alot of people have been saying how confusing the story line is so far. I understand that and its meant to be that way. If you look at the summary closely it says something about how Buffy might have some alterior motive and thats where i'm trying to go with the whole thing. Its going to get alot more twisty. Trust me. Although i'm probably not going to update for awhile because of school and all the things that are coming up. So just be on the look out. Babi.

if you need a song that's a old love song but would be great is called Can't We Try by Dan Hill. I will post the lyrics jic: I see your face cloud over like a little girls And your eyes have lost their shine You whisper something softly I’m not meant to hear Baby tell me what’s on your mind I don’t’ care what people say About the two of us from different worlds I love you so much that it hurts inside Are you listening Please listen to me girl Can’t we try just a little bit harder Can’t we give just a little bit more Can’t we try to understand That it’s love we’re fighting for Can’t we try just a little more passion Can’t we try just a little less pride I love you so much baby That it tears me up inside I hear you on the telephone With God knows who Spilling out your heart for free Everyone needs someone they can talk to Girls that someone should be me So many times I’ve tried to tell you You just turn away My life is changing so fast now Leaves me lonely and afraid Can’t we try just a little bit harder Can’t we give just a little bit more Can’t we try to understand That it’s love we’re fighting for Can’t we try just a little more passion Can’t we try just a little less pride I love you so much baby That it tears me up inside Don’t let our love fade away No matter what people say I need you more and more each day Can’t we try just a little bit harder Can’t we give just a little bit more Can’t we try just a little bit harder Can’t we give just a little bit more Can’t we try just a little more passion Can’t we try just a little less pride Love you so much baby Tears me up inside

Author's Response: Thank you very much. I was actually thinking of using it in the next chapter. Babi

loved the chapter!! i hope they can work it out!!

i love how the story is progressing so far. i really hope that spike and buffy can patch things up. good work and i cant wait until your next update! :)

just don't have angel keep trying to get Buffy back, please...!

Off to a good start I'd say. Also a completely new kind of story because I would think a girl would have to be daft to cheat on and demand a divorce from Spike to be with Angel. Really can't wait to see how this plays out. Also like the first-person point of view b/c it showed Spike clearly and accurately. Great job.