Wow. I mean, holy shit. That was intense. I love the flash backs and the way they fit with the scene. Well done

Author's Response: :D Thanks!!

I just read the first 10 chapters and I really like this fic so far! Please update soon!

Author's Response: Thanks! It's sweet that you gave the fic a chance :)

I love your story very much. This was the chapter i was waiting for. At least we know spike has fellings. poor buffy. Keep updating and the good work , too.

Author's Response: Thanks - I'm glad it didn't disappoint!

A friend linked me to this fic and its dark undertones I find myself liking. It is very well written and I do hop you continue with it soon for I read all your other fics as well. A Pj fan.

Author's Response: Who linked you? Lol, that was very nice of them. Thanks for following my fics and reviewing :D

WOW! that was so intense. Eventhough Buffy was (again) taken against her will, it's Spike's reaction to his own harshness that really set this chapter off. I can't wait for more. LOVE IT!

Author's Response: Yea, I think it would change the entire story if I didn't have him showing some kind of remorse. Gotta cut myself a break here, don't I? Lol, thanks for reviewing!

OMG! Your back and the writing kicks much ass!!! Finally we get to see the making of the monster in the man. I think its good you showed his dark side and his reasons for getting there and his beginnings of remorse when he's slowly realizing what he has become. Much like the pain inflicted on himself he's starting to recognize he's no longer the victim and he's become the predator. This story is dark but it's the best written fic I've come across in a long time. I can't wait to see where you take it to. I'm in till the end! Your writing talents have no limits! :Claps::

Author's Response: Your comments really put a smile on my face - thank you so much! And yes, hopefully people will begin to see bad-ass Spike has more to him...

good updates more please

Author's Response: Thanks for reviewing!

What a change! i'm so glad Spike finally realised that the way he treats Buffy is wrong. Glad Buffy is starting to fight back. Great update. On the edge of my seat.

Author's Response: Don't fall off ;) Buffy definitely needs to start working towards the strong girl we know - thanks for the review!

Well, that may take a little doing to get past...okay that will probably take a lot to get past. I love the insight into the past there with good old Angelus. Looking forward to the next update. Thanks for sharing.

Author's Response: A lot is right - I don't know why I do these things to myself, lol. Thanks for reviewing!

Wow... just wow... the last two and a half months of waiting ever so patiently for a new chapter definitely paid off! Excellent characterization and writing in the story. I like how you laid out the rape, always a horrible situation and very difficult to write in my opinion. It fits well within the story, and I'm glad you put it in. While I understand completely why it's been so long, I've just gotta say this: Oh, new chapters how I've missed you!!!:-P Update as soon as you possibly can!!!

Author's Response: Lol, your comments soothed my worries that my chapters wouldn't hold up for the big gaps I've been having. Thanks for understanding that the rape scene was needed, and for reviewing!

What did Drusilla do to William? Seems it her fault he became "Spiike". Dark chapter indeed. Spike had flashed from Dru that made him blind.. Where do we go from here? I don't know. First step would be for Spike to excuse and tell Buffy everything. Thanks for the update!

Author's Response: Hm, I think you missed something. Although there is more in the backstory, she tied him up and tortured him physically, then had sex with Angelus in front of his eyes. More to come though - thanks for reviewing!

Wow. This is an emotionally exhausting story! Really well written I can't wait for more.

Author's Response: Lol, you're telling me! But I think it'll be worth it in the end...I hope...Thanks for reviewing!